Disclaimers: Don't and can't own G Gundam and its characters.
Warnings: Not a George/Maria Louise fic. If you've read my other fics, it would be easy to decipher whose pov this would be and about whom. Don't worry, I'm still torn between George/Rain, and Domon/Rain.
I Think Of You
by: sereace
I think of you.
Every time the sky cries, my thoughts inevitably turn to you.
How your eyes crinkle when you smile.
How your smile could brighten up anyone who chooses to look.
How you care.
How you love.
How you had consoled me, helped the Princess, and then go back...in his arms...even as he pushed you away.
There are few left in the world we live in that has the same outlook in life as you have...nothing but genuine compassion, and the desire to make the world a better place.
I think of how it would be if I had someone like you beside me.
He is indeed blind if he does not see your relevance.
If he ever hurt you again, know that I am right here, willing, always willing, to accept you.
If only you'd see me.
If only.
But your eyes belong to him, just like you heart, your soul.
You.
You belong to him.
And try hard as I might to deny--just as he belongs to you...though he hasn't acknowledged the fact yet. Know, yes. Long ago. But accepted? I cannot blame him, despite that fact. How could I? He feels he has lost, loses, everyone he loves, and he cannot afford another loss. It would hurt him too much. It would cost him too much--more than his death.
I know. Loving you nearly cost as much. My heart, my death, my soul--I could give them all up for you. But it was like offering them all to stone, you chose not to see me. Just as it was my own decision to chose you.
I love you.
I love you, but you don't see me.
I love you, but I could never love you as much as he loves you.
I love you, but you are his.
I love you, but I hope to stop loving you. My heart could only take so much, and yet...I love you.
Just because I love.
AN: *peeps in from the background* Hi, minna-san...I know I've been stagnant for the past, um, four, five, months, but I have a very good excuse for it. Really! I do! My computer decided to shut itself down, the reason of which is because of fluctuating electricity, and I suddenly found out I couldn't write any decent fic regarding G Gundam because I was immersed with Inuyasha. After being practically obsessed with Inu/Kag fics (Ookami-chan's Turnabout is Fair Play helped a lot, believe me. It was the best!), I am now nursing a SKS (SessKag Syndrome), which is because of Celyia's fics (special mention of Falling Stars). Add that I cannot find an angst fic that was in the calibre of DBC, Straya, and Spork Goddess...and everybody else were suddenly not updating...where was I supposed to get my inspiration?!?! *major hint hint*