Chapter 1: What Happen

~FLASHBACK~

I walked up to Jacob on the beach and sat down beside him. I saw he had a worried look on his face as I sat down. I could tell he was nervous because he always looks me in the eyes and he wasn't. I couldn't put my finger on it but he was not acting like himself and when I looked into his eyes they were different like someone was controlling him.

(Bella, Jacob)

"Jake, what's wrong, you can tell me anything" I ask him nervously

"Bella, will you follow me" was all he said to me as he got up, and started to walk down the beach. I stood up nervously; the first thing I thought was something was really wrong he always looked me in the eyes.

"Jacob, what's going on?"

"Bella you're not good enough for me anymore," No, no, no, this can't be happening not again, I thought as I followed him.

"Jacob, what do you mean?"

"Bella I-I-I I've imprinted on Maggie"

"Jake, please don't do this to me. I'm begging you," I cried to him as my knees came out from under me and I fell down in the sand. I knew that I couldn't date him anymore but I didn't care I wanted to keep my best friend.

"I'm sorry Bella But I have to go," he said as he started to walk off but I got up and grabbed his arm.

"Jake wait please I need your help" I told him begging him to listen because I had made a mistake myself.

"Bella I can't be with you and more" he told me getting angry and turned half way around.

"That's okay Jake, I'm glad you imprinted but I need my best friend more than ever now. I'm pregnant," I told me as tears rolled down my face.

"Bella what do you mean your pregnant I never had sex with you are you cheating on me" he ask starting to shake more.

"Jake no it was only one time and I was drunk" I told him trying to calm him down so he didn't phased. I waited and he never said anything so I did.

"Jake all I want from you is a best friend," I told looking him in the eyes and notice they still weren't normal.

"I can do that but that's it" he told me before phasing and running off. I sat there crying on the beach, until Leah, Seth, and Sue came looking for me.

~ END OF FLASHBACK~

After Harry died Charlie and Sue got real close with them both losing a partner. Charlie married Sue and they live on the reservation with Seth and Leah. When Sue found out I was coming back home she cleared out the junk room, on the top floor, which is bigger then the rest of the rooms, for Ethan and me.

I woke up sweating in the hotel room as I sat up in bed quietly and walked to the bathroom softly shutting the door behind me. After using the bathroom I walked over to the, blue and green, crib that held my 3-month-old baby boy, named Ethan Jace Swan. I watched him sleep for a minuet. He always looked so cute when he was asleep.

Every time I looked at him I saw Paul in his face, he had Paul's hair, skin color, nose, and chin I smiled at him. I thought of all the happy times Paul and me had.

I heard my phone go off, I got up walking over to it. I picked it up to see who it was from my mom (Sue).

'Bella there's been an accident honey, you dad is in the hospital. He was shot in the shoulder when he was on a call'

~M

I heard Ethan start to whimper which meant he would wake up in a second wanting to be feud. Ethan was a quiet baby, he hardly ever cried at all. Ethan was 3 months old and only woke up usually on a good night 1 time and on a bad night 6 times.

I wondered if I had told Paul that I had his baby if he would even want to have anything to do with Ethan. I couldn't think of a better life every thing I did was for or because of Ethan he was all that mater to me. I think that Jake avoided me because he thought that I would have made his life miserable.

That's what hurt the most was that Jacob knew that I never ever would do something like that to him of all people. Which meant that Maggie his imprint was putting lies in his head about me that were not true. I remember hanging out with Emily and Kim most days and I was nothing but loving and caring when Maggie came around with Jake.

~Flash Back~

(Me, Jacob, Maggie)

I was sitting on the counter at Emily's house with her and Kim watching them cook. I was hoping that Jacob would stop by so we could talk. I had so much to tell him he has been avoiding me for almost 4 months now. I had told the Pack and they promise not to tell him.

I needed to tell Jake that I was pregnant, I was going to collage in Port Angles, Paul imprinted on me and that I was having a boy. I looked up when I heard the door open to find Maggie and Jacob walk in to kitchen laughing, but they stopped when they saw me.

"Hey I haven't seen you 2 in a while how have y'all been. Hey, Jake I have so good news to tell you." I ask nicely with a smile on my face.

"What that you are leaving and never coming back that would make my day" Maggie asked me bitterly with a smirk on her face.

"No, Jake can I talk to you for a minuet" I asked him biting my bottom lip.

"What are you going to do whine and crying begging Jacob to come back to you because if you are your wasting your time we already sealed the bond" Maggie said bitterly

"Okay first of all you need to stop being a bitter bitch to me cause all I'm trying to do is talk and be nice, Second last time I check Jacob can answer on his own, and Third I am glad that Jacob found his sole mate" I told her getting mad.

"How dare you call Maggie a bitch you're the one who is a Bitch and a whore I wouldn't be surprise if you already slept with hundreds of other guys by now" he yelled at me as he started to shake.

By now the rest of the Pack had arrived and were watching the fight unfold. I had tears streaming down my face by now.

"Jake all I was trying to tell you was that you were going to be a uncle soon to a baby boy and that I was leaving for a few years to go to collage" I sobbed to him before wiping my face and leaving the room. I walked out the kitchen door and went to the beach. I sat there as I cried for hours thinking about all the good times and bad times I had with Jacob.

~End Of Flash Back~

I got up and walked over to the sink to get a drink when I heard crying.

Ethan crying brought me out of thinking. I picked him up to change him and rocked him. I laid him down beside me on the bed as I lie down and watch him sleep as I fell asleep.

I woke up early the next morning to take a shower and as I got ready to go I fed Ethan. Ethan was like Paul and was not a morning baby he starts throwing a fit because I changed him. I knew that today was the day I was going home. I thought Paul and Jacob the most if they were happy.

I miss Sue, Seth, Leah; Charlie bunches and wanted to see them again.

I have talked to Jake since I left and he told me that after I left he found out he really didn't imprint on Maggie it was just her power that was making Jake attracted to her.

I told him that I was sorry and that he would fond his imprint one day. Jacob told me that he wanted me to come home so we could be friends again I agreed with him and told him I would be home soon. I told him that I had to pack Ethan and mine things up and would leave tomorrow. After I talked to Jake I put Ethan in his crib and went to sleep. For a while.

I could not wait to see Paul it had been a few months since I talked to him last. Paul was there for Ethan's birth.