I walked away. After telling him I couldn't do it anymore. I mean, hell, could you?
I drove down the narrow winding road. Green flashing by me. Blurring at the corners of my eyes. I looked into my wing mirror and spotted his car following me.
I sped up. The dust of the dirt road rising and polluting the air. I couldn't be near him. Hearing him beg would make me want to go back. I told him not to follow me. To just leave me alone. Would he listen? No.
I pulled over and jumped out of my car. He pulled up beside me and ran over to me. Stopping a few feet short.
No words were said but we were still communicating. Me telling him no while he is arguing that we belong together.
I shake my head at him and turn, walking into the cool, shady cover of the trees. I lean against a mossy log and stare at the floor. I purse my lips then look at him in disgust.
He sighs and runs his hands threw his hair. Messing it up. He looks around and finally his gaze lands on me. His eyes tell a story. So many emotions. Love. Passion. Lust. Sadness. Regret. Guilt. I put them all in his eyes. All because I am selfish.
I looked away. Down to the ground were a fl was trying to fight its way out of a spider web. I knelt down and gently removed it from its death. Watching it fly away made me wonder what it would be like to fly. Just leave the world behind. Your whole life.
He cleared his throat and my eyes snapped to his. I sprang up from my crouched position and glared at him. I should be long gone but no. Here I was standing in the middle of a forest with the last person on earth I would want to be with.
We weren't talking. Hell, I would be surprised if he was even breathing. I moved, shuffled my feet and looking longingly at y car. I walked towards it. He grabbed my arm.
I couldn't do this. He had to let me go or I would never want to leave. I looked into his eyes with so much coldness and hatred I could muster and -
"Let me go, Jacob."
"No, please, Jasper. Don't leave me."