Okay, a friend of mine on FF has written one or two fics relating to Darren Shan and I realised that I hadn't done a SINGLE fic in regards to D.S, so I thought I'd remedy that little problem right here.

So,

Here you all go and enjoy it for you should know,

Beware and take care,

For darkness has itself an eternal flow.

The failure that I am.... the Monster I become

I stood and watched, silent, like a sentinel....

Hold on a sec? What the hell am I saying?! I don't do the long monologues and detailed descriptions, or the crazily poetic lines! That might be the others but not me, not me. I'm just the one who's going to end the world.

Yeah, that's me. Heartless, demonic murderer. Part of my CV....

There's the others, they're over there talking. I could probably hear what they're talking about if I shifted a bit more – became even more of a monster... would it make any difference in the long run? Would it be a pointless act to retain some long-dead aspect of the humanity I have so obviously lost?

I don't know. I really don't know.

I yawn, kinda loudly, the others glance at me. Look with fearful eyes. What else is new? If it's not fear, it's anger, or hate in their eyes. It's stopped really bothering me now. I'm not one for caring about other people's interpretations of me.

I've lost family, I've lost friends, I've lost my humanity. What does it matter if I lose their respect and trust?

I wish I could turn back the clock, set it to before any of this ever happened. When that tunnel was open all those centuries ago, to when she died in body.... but her goddamn soul remained and has caused all of this! I wish I could've been there, wish that I had stopped it all – killed LL and laughed in his face as he died the painful death that he's always promised me.

It'd be great! Fantastic! I'd love it! None of this horror. None of my family and friends would have ever been hurt that way – I could've saved them.... but who am I kidding? I can barely save myself let alone a group of people I love.

I got my ass handed to me by that thing that wears Juni's face. She confirmed what I feared, what I already knew.

Why should I think I can save everyone else, when I can't even save myself?

END

Okay, I do know that wasn't very long – nor was it very obvious with the names. But, do tell me what you think of it since I would love to know of your opinions oh great Shanfans!! :P

KaseyKC