A.N I do not own the Steven universe franchise if I did I'd like to see this couple in th series and to see them fuse too.

plz give it a read im trying my best

for my first fanfic (plz be nice)

Lars P.o.v

"Were done I dont want to see your face again!"

How could you just hide out and leave me? I thought I was special to you, your player two. I actually thought you cared about me. I guess I was wrong.Your just a big coward. I was an idiot for loving you.

All you care about is yourself. I dont know why I stood up for you, covered for you when everyone was right you obviously didn't deserve it.

I hope you enjoy being alone because you'll never find any one loved you like I did.

I couldn't do anything but look down in disgust at myself as she walked away I wanted to stop her and apologize for the pain I put her through but my body refused to move and the words died in my throat. I stood there for a while dumbfounded but eventually walked home.

Once I got home I went to bed

(even though I don't need it much anymore) I didnt feel like eating my stomach felt heavy with guilt. As soon as my door shut I was in tears her words struck me deep. I had, tried to apologize for leaving her and told her what I had gone through to get back to her. I had changed (in more ways than one)but instead I got yelled at.

She told him that she had moved on. she said you may look different but your still the same selfish lars underneath.

He had gone through everything he had gone through for his friends and for a chance to see her a again. heck he'd died to save his friends and steven.

I thought this was my end but at least he died protecting his friends but steven brought me back to life.He'd apologized for not asking for permission but he said "I couldn't just let you die your my best friend".

He told me he cared about me and said "you may not think people like you but I do"! he said with a blush I blushed as well no one has ever told me that. thinking back to it made him blush he was brought out of my thoughts by a knocking on my door.

Steven's P.o.v

I had heard from Garnett that lars and the other gems had made it back safely they were gonna go out and greet the other gems and welcome the I asked if I could go see lars first she said yes so I rushed off to Lars's house where she said he would be.

once he got there he could barely hold his excitement to see his pink friend.once the door started to open he saw lars he looked sad like he'd just been crying as soon as the door fully opened I jumped at him hugging him tight.

Lars's P.o.v

He reluctantly got up and answered the door and when he opened it he saw the same friend he said annoyed him but he secretly admired and the same person who saved his life.

Hey Steven how- he was interupted by a fierce hug. He blushed at th sudden gesture but hugged back but it didn't last long when it was over Steven looked at me concered.

I asked him what the hug was for?

He said " Lars you look like you've been crying, i hate seeing you sad whats wrong do you want to talk abou it"?

Now he was blushing for a different reason (were my eyes that red?) im fine Steven whats up why'd you visit me not that I mind he blushed

(dammit why do I always blush when im around him or thinking about him whats wrong with him?)

Steven didn't buy it and pressed him further.he couldn't hide anything from him so he told him everything.

A little while later...

Steven's P.o.v

After Lars was done he was in tears Lars was strong for keeping it together while telling me this I couldn't do that I would have broken down. I was surprised that sadie said those horrible things. I hugged him and rubbed his back to try to comfort him. I felt him lean into my touch and I blushed.

Lars's P.o.v

He wanted to stay like this for while for some reason his touch calmed me down. he started to rub and massage my back I leaned into it cause it felt good.

How could this kid two years younger than me be so mature but thought that he'd had to mature fast given that he was being hunted down by the Diamonds for a crime he didn't commit he had been calmer than I could ever be given the situation.

I was brought out of my thoughts by Steven clearing his throat I was kind reluctant but I let go of him and looked at him. his face was red and he asked me if I wanted go somewhere to make me feel better I said sure and asked him where he wanted to go. He said it was a surprise. I said sure and he blindfolded me and lead to this place.

a little bit of walking later...

Lars's P.o.v

when the blindfold was removed what I saw took my breath away it was so beautiful we were on the mountain we were on when Steven saved The cool kids from the moss that he warned us about. The gem roses were still in bloom an the moon light reflected off you could also see the stars better.the roses and were glowing.

"Steven this place is beautiful"!

Steven's P.o.v

The look on his face was so adorable I blushed when he looked at me good thing the rose colored lights hid his blush.

This is one of my favorite places to think when im sad and when I need to think. As I sat down I patted the ground next to me and adked him to sit he did. I told him I was sorry for what he had gone through im here for you I hugged him with hesitation lars hugged me back I blushed at the warm sensation of him. I started rubbing circles in his back I could stay like this forever just the stars and him.

After the hug they star gazed while lars was lookin at the constellations I was looking at his beatiful pink complexion and his cotton candy hair. he still couldn't believe Lars almost died. when I revived him he said he didn't deserve it and that he didn't want to waste his second chance which he didn't. I was glad I'd saved him he really had changed.

He was still bitter about the way sadie had hurt him though he was sweet and kind thinking made his blood boil he was brought out of his thoughts when Lars asked if I was ok I must have been frowning because he said I looked mad.

"Oh no im not mad im just thinking."

Lars's P.o.v

I was looking at the stars looking for constellations but what I really wanted to look at was him when he looked over Steven was looking at me I blushed but l noticed he was deep in thought he had a cute smile

on his face and he hasn't noticed me looking at him but then he frowned and wondered what he was thinking about. I asked him if he was mad at me he said no I asked him whats wrong he said nothing I wasn't buying it so I asked again he tried to hide but I got it out of him he told me that he was still bitter about what sadie had said.