A/n: I got the idea for this when I was playing KH Re-coded [Not like I know why when virtually Roxas has really nothing to do with the game for the most part ^^;]. I really hope people like this story. It is my first Kingdom Hearts fanfiction but I have made a Kingdom hearts video. If you want look for it. It's called [KH] Roxas is just Desperate For Them To See.

Summary: Dreams are something that people can never truly understand. Dreams that remind him of a past that he cannot have been a part of. A reality that he does not understand. Dreams…Reality…What is his truth of this…what is his Reality of Life? "We're…Friends Right?" "Of Course."

Reality Of Life…

"We're…Friends Right?"

"Of Course."

Fading From My Memory…

The Sorrows Of Memory…

Memories That I Don't Remember…

Who Are These People…

Xion.

Axel.

Sora.

Riku.

Who Are You?

Who Am I?

What Is Reality?

It all just started with a simple field trip to a place called "The Castle That Never Was"…but then from there it started to get bad.

"Roxas!" Hayner yelled as I walked over. We were all getting ready for our field trip to a Castle. My friends and I were all thrilled to get to go out of the town for the first time in a while. Not to mention this place was supposed to be a place where we could see things that you didn't see in the normal day in a life type of thing. Not to mention it had cost us a pretty penny to come on this field trip with the class. It's worth it!

"Hey guys." I said as I walked over, my backpack on my back. I noticed Seifer looking over at us and then I watched him sigh and walk over, him and Hayner instantly glaring at one another. Olette [Sorry if spelled wrong I am fighting spell check] sighed and waved to us as she had to go to the girls line. I had forgotten until now that out of Seifer's gang was the only one going on the trip. And of course because of this he had ended up in our group. This was not going to be a good trip with Seifer and Hayner in the same room. After all they really did hate one another to the point they could strangle each other…which of course was something that Pence and I dreaded since we knew they could very well get to that point with how close we were all going to be for the whole trip. Well at least we knew we could hold them back for the most part to keep them from killing one another…or at least I hoped that we could. I didn't want to have to tell the teacher that they killed one another.

"Hey," Pence replied and smiled, ignoring the glares and the hate vibes that the other two let off as they glared at one another. I smiled at him then glanced at the other two. Well no arguing yet, that was a plus right? Well I hoped it showed they wouldn't be fighting the whole time and we could actually sleep at night. Well at least that was something that should happen if they argued all day and wore one another out past the point to where they would just pass out from being so tired…I can hope can't I? Eheh… Well with that we all started to get onto the bus for the ride up to our field trip spot. Though something is bugging me. Just something is making me...get a feeling that something will go wrong at this place. I don't know what it could be...but it's something. Something is just there that doesn't settle right with me...but I'm sure if I told my friends they would think I was crazy, so I guess I will just have to figure out why I am so uncomfortabule when the time comes for me to know...I hope anyways.

Pain Of Life.

Pain That I Hate.

Why Can't They See

What Tears Me Apart?

They Don't See It But...

I See What They Can't...

I See Creatures, Monsters.

These Things Make No Sense.

I Have Memories Of Things I Don't...

I Just Don't Know What Is Wrong At All...

Where Am I In This World?

I Am So Confused With This.

Axel.

Xion.

Please Tell Me...Who Are You?

It took us about a few hours to get to the place, but it was worth it in the end. The building was amazing. It was large, reaching into the sky where a heart shaped moon lay in the sky. All of us were standing in awe at the sight. It…was almost as if we were living in a dream. However my dream slowly came to be a reality. I hadn't noticed anyone come closer, I hadn't noticed the person from the place, who owned it, come over and talk to the teacher. I did notice someone else though. Someone from my dream that…that just couldn't be there…right? Someone that was in a dream of mine couldn't be here…but he was standing right in front of me, as real as day…

"Hey Roxas what's wrong?" I hear Hayner ask me, and I feel my mom's gaze on my back. But I can't reply. Something is keeping me from telling them what I am feeling, what I am thinking. I just can't word it…I…I…oh what do I do? Something was itching at me not to come here, and now maybe I know why…Axel. Yes his name is Axel…but who is he? I…I'm so lost. I know his name, but that is all I know. Nothing more about him, about who he is, about why I know him. I know nothing of that anymore.

Finally I think I have enough words in my head to reply just before the teacher starts to lead us inside. Well…maybe I can see what is wrong with me now…that is…if my dreams are a reality that I don't know about.

Dreams are far away.

Dreams can never awaken reality.

That is unless reality is actually the dream…

A Dream where what you see is the truth...

Dreams...

Reality...

What is the truth of the matter...

You will have to figure it out Roxas.

We are sitting there on the tower, laughing, but the laugh feels empty to me for some reason. Axel smiles at me and I feel his arms around my shoulders. He smiles at me and I feel a warmth in my chest. I smile back and lean on him. This feels so right to me, to be so close to him. He starts talking, but then his face grows searious and upset.

"Roxas you wont ever leave me right?" He asks me and I look at him and sigh.

"Oh Axel, why do you ask me those questions? You know nothing could ever tear me apart from you..."

"I know Roxas...I know...but I feel...I feel like you will be taken from me one day..."

"Never think that Axel..." I whisper and kiss him softly. "Never..."