Yo sweet wonderful people who are reading this right now. You might be wondering as to why I would suddenly upload anything after not uploading anything for such a long time. Well, inspiration, motivation and weekends exist XD. Though they don't happen at the same time. Well, anyways. You came here for a story, not me rambling about stuff here and there./

Matthew/Canada

"Hah...I thought that maybe we could've lasted till we said 'I do'.But I guess I was wrong.I was just naive...Stupid..I...I expected too much..Maybe if I tried to talk to him more..Maybe if I just...If I just hadn't talked to him at first..If I just went on...Maybe I won't be as miserable as I am now..."He said as he slumped back to curtains were covering the bright light that came lights were off and there was no sound to be heard other than the Canadian's breathing and 's been like this for going out the house to buy food and pay more.

He heard a knock on the door and sat up slowly and made his way to the door."Maybe it's one of those people who'll try to sell me stuff again.."He thought as he opened the eyes took a moment to adjust to the bright stepped back when he saw who it quickly slammed the door on the other person's face.

"It's not possible...He...He left..He left me for someone else...Why is he back here?.."He thought to himself as he felt hot tears stream down his cheeks.

"I thought he was with that beautiful Belgian model?..Maybe he's just here to cause me more pain...Tell me that he's happier with her than he was with me."The blond thought as more tears.

"Matthew, open the door."He heard the Spanish male say as he knocked again.

"Go away!"He shouted,his voice become hoarse from crying and rarely being used.

"I need to talk to you! Just please open the door!"He said as he banged on it.

"Why would you need me when you have Bella?! She's everything to you,isn't she? She cooks and cleans the loves you beyond the stars and the sky,cares for you more than a mother could,would give anything to make you happy,to make you safe..."He trailed off before standing up."You're just wasting your time here.I have nothing else to say to you.."He added before going back to the bedroom,ignoring the pleads and cries.

Antonio/Spain

"Hey...Antonio! Maybe you could invite that friend of yours?"The blond haired beauty said as she walked over to Spaniard raised a brow at her question.

"Who?"He asked as he stood up.

"You one with the wavy blond hair,weird violet eyes."She said and then he immediately knew who she was describing.

"Oh.. sure? Maybe he's busy.I mean,I haven't talk to him for a while."He chuckled.

[It's already been months...]

"Can't you try?"She said with a pout.

"I for you,baby~"He said as he kissed her cheek.

"Now,go on.I want him at the 's a nice man,very gentle."She said before going back to the room.

Antonio chuckled then frowned when she left."How can I talk to him?...It really has been months..."He thought to himself.

He put on a coat and got an invitation before driving off to the Canadian's house.

~At the house~

He was already at the doorstep,invitation in breathed in deeply before he took a few minutes but he finally heard someone looked around and noticed that the curtains were closed and it was dark raised a brow then he heard the door open.

His eyes widened when he saw eyes had dark circles around them,his hair was unkempt and reached his shoulder,he was deathly pale and thin as looked into the Canadian's eyes and saw confusion and brown haired male was about to say something until the door was slammed in front of him.

"Matthew, open the door."He said as he knocked again.

"Go away!"Matt noticed it became quiet rough.

"I need to talk to you! Just please open the door!"Antonio said as he banged on the door.

"Why would you need me when you have Bella?! She's everything to you,isn't she? She cooks and cleans the loves you beyond the stars and the sky,cares for you more than a mother could,would give anything to make you happy,to make you safe..."Matt said as his voice softened."You're just wasting your time here.I have nothing else to say to you.."The Canadian added.

"Matthew,please! I need to talk to you. I want to fix what was between us. I want to make it okay. I want to make sure that you're okay! Just please open this door…Just please…."He said as he fell to his he realized….Matt always kept the extra key under the mat. He got off it and pulled it away,relieved that it was still there.

NORMAL

Antonio was standing up,fumbling with the managed to insert it and unlock the looked around but it was useless since it was dark. He turned on that lights and saw that the place was completely untouched when he left. The mess they made was still there. The broken vase was still on the floor and so were the picture frames and books. He went upstairs straight to their former bedroom.

He opened the door and was shocked to see the state of the bedroom. Clothes were every where and so was tissue. But that was not what shocked him. It was the blood in the tissues and bed. He saw the mount on the bed and rushed over. He removed the sheets and gasped when he saw Matt.

He was thinner than he had seen him a few minutes ago,he was just bones and skin. His former childish chubby cheeks were gone. His wonderful complexion,gone. The bright pink of his lips,gone. The twinkling eyes full of happiness and wonder,gone. He was now a shell of his former self.

"Matthew…"He whispered as he pushed away the hair that covered some of his face.

"Go away…"The Canadian weakly said as he turned away from him.

"Please..Look at me.."He said as he rubbed his back.

"Why should I? You said before that I was ugly and no one wanted me. That you only went out with me out of pity. That you never cared. That I was just another one of your toys. That I was not human to you. That I was just another easily discarded thing."Matt said as his voice was crying his eyes out for the umpteenth time for the day.

Antonio felt a sharp pain on his looked over at Matthew and left the invitation on the bedside drawer before putting the extra key beside it and leaving.