Where's the Love?
A Twilight fan fiction
Summary: What if Bella never fell for Edward? What if Edward kept a journal of all his feelings for Bella? What if I posted them here? What if you actually started reading my story instead of this super-boring summary?
Disclaimer: I anxiously wait the day the rights to Twilight will be shipped to me. I mean, seriously I won them on eBay! WHY AREN'T THEY HERE YET!?
Chapter one
EPOV
Looking at her, I could see the kind of perfection I had been waiting to see for all of my existence. The girl, Bella (as I could tell from Jessica Stanley's mind) was, simply the definition of beauty. She was not beautiful in Rosalie's way of beauty, but something more innocent and… unexpected. Not abnormal or strange, but different.
I can't believe Edward Cullen is staring at Bella! –Jessica
Could you shut up for five seconds Jessica? Let Bella talk! – Mike
I smirked at both Jessica's and Mike's thoughts. I listened for Bella's mind, but oddly could hear nothing. At that moment, Bella spun around to glare at me. I was taken aback, but knew that she must fell self-conscious about how everyone has been staring at her. But I have to admit, for a human, she was pretty frightening.
Bella's eyes were narrowed down to slits and her mouth was pulled into a harsh line. But still, she was the most beautiful creature I had ever seen.
BPOV
"Edward Cullen is staring at you." Jessica whispered to me. Oh joy, I thought, another person gaping at the new girl. I rolled my eyes, turned around, and gave this Edward Cullen my best death glare. The one I had been practicing for days.
He looked surprised, but still slightly scared. Ha.
Edward'sJournal!!
I have one class with Bella, and all I hear are the lustful thoughts from every man in the classroom. I cannot help but fell jealous of that boy, Mike Newton, who talks to her so much. Luckily, in biology, I was the only people with their own table. And now the normally vacant seat to my left is now where this angel sits.
I have tried to converse with Bella, but have not succeeded. I don't know if I should lie off, or try harder. It would hurt my pride too much to ask for advice from Jasper or Emmett, or worse, Alice. I've had 107 years to find love, and know, for the first time, I have really felt the emotion, which I thought was dead inside of me.
I love Bella Swan, and I don't think I can find, or want to find for that matter, a way out of it.
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