It was by far the worst day of my life. Thoughts and memories of Fluttershy raced through my mind. I paused my thinking to take a swig of vodka letting it spill over my cyan fur and onto my bed. The burning sensation on my tongue was unpleasant but why should I enjoy life while my best friend wasn't there with me.

For the fiftieth time today I remembered the day when we got our cutiemarks. This alone made me break into crying.

"Ya know-ah- Fluttershy…" I paused to break into a fit of sad hollow laughs. "Ow, ferget iitt. It don't matter an'more… Ye know wy?... Because you are dead!" I articulated the sounds of the last phrase making me again come to that understanding, forcing me into uncontrollable sobs yet again.

"Oh Fluters,… the doctors are going to kill me…" I raised my voice "I MEAN SERIOUSLY, A BROOKEN WING AND SITTING AT HOME ON MY BED AND DRINKING VODKA!"

Twilight told me that the best way to "face your sorrows" was to drown it with cider. I choose vodka though because cider is for happy ocasions not for the death of your life long best friend.

What does Twilight even know about sorrows. She has two loving parents, a perfect brother, royal sister-in-law, princess-hood, the adoration of Celestia, and si- five best friends. And me? All my life is, is crap.

I looked down at the bottle in my hooves. I slammed it onto the floor causing it to shatter into a million pieces; just like my heart had when I saw the horrific sight of Fluttershy's mutilated bloody body.

WHY?! WHY ME?!" I shouted into the empty air leaving a crisp silence afterward.

I looked around my room. Pieces of glass shards coated the cloud ground. Trash and destroyed items lay littered on the floor. I turned and face the mirror. My body was caked with dirt and blood. My face was sticky due tears and spilled vodka. I fell backwards onto my bed and covered my face with my tired hooves. Then I cried, and cried, and cried, and cried.

It had been two hours since I began crying and I never intended to stop. During that period of time I hadn't moved at all I heard a "poof". It was the noise Discord made when he went to visit Fluttershy. I looked up.

"Okay, hears the deal. I heard Sunbutt crying when she saw a letter from Twilight and then she showed Luna and Cadence (who is currently in Canterlot) and they cried too, so then I went to Twilight but she was all drunk and crazy so I went to Fluttershy's cottage, but she wasn't there, so I figured she was here, so here I am." He had a smile on his face due to his accomplishment of saying such a long sentence in one breath. It quickly diminished though and his jaw dropped down as his eyes scanned my room.

I, for some reason, began to think logically and simply replied with

"How did you know which room to teleport to? You have never been in my house before."

"Yeah I have! Remember that one time…" he received a blank face. Suddenly I realized what way he could have been here.

"Discord, did you break into my house?" somehow I managed to express no expressions whatsoever. Discord rubbed his neck awkwardly.

"No! It wasn't as if I spied on you or anything crazy like that!" He walked backward slowly. He tripped on a piece of trash and fell backward.

My lips extended into a smile and I began to laugh momentarily forgetting the thoughts that had troubled me the entire day and into the night. Discord laughed and grinning, he got up.

"So my little Dashie," he said stroking his claw gently across my cheek. I slapped it away instinctively, not that I minded.

"Where is out mutual bestie, Fluttershy?" he continued innocently. I looked down in shame any joy destroyed again remembering she is dead. A tear rolled down my cheek. I half look back up at Discord. He opened his mouth to speak, but closed it.

"She…she is…" his voice trailed off. I looked down again. I heard a sniffle. He sat down on the bed right next to me. Then he hugged me tightly nuzzling his head in my shoulder and we cried ourselves to sleep… together.