Alright! :) The reviews for my other songfic inspired me to do another! This dedicated to those who reviewed In Between! Plus Numbah 175! Enjoy!
I shot up in my bed, breathing hard. I forced myself to slow down. I looked over at the time. 2:07am. The glowing red number reached my radio that was still playng. Only I never heard this song before. I sat there, periodically running my hair through my tangled black and red hair.
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
Weird. that's the same thing that happened to me just now. I wasn't even in my own dream as I watched Rex fly over to Abasysus. He yelled for me. Van Kliess only laughed. The kind of laugh that said a thousand things at once. His eyes told my fate...
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Now that I think about it, no one would care if I just dissappeared. Van Kliess would just replace me with an EVO that is more useful to him. he wasn't happy that I refused to go with him to try and take down Providence. But Rex...he wouldn't...would he...?
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shed but I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
Heh. You got that right.
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]
You know, if I do die, Rex will find a reason to make people miss me. He may think he hates me, but inside he does care about what happens to me.
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
I looked down at my pale hands resting on my favorite red comforter in the darkness. I have done alot of wrong things in my life. I'm going to try and get myself together. For Rex...yes. For Rex.
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
The song ended. It left me feeling better about myself. My future...I laid back down and pulled to covers over my eyes. Rex...don't resent me...keep me in your memory...
And to think that I hate Circe.