A Follow Up To Forever: : Love, your A. Forever
Chapter 1
Bonded Forever:
When Christen sets me down I look up into his eye tears streaming from mine. " When did you start walking again? Why didn't you tell me?"
" Ana, I love you and wanted to surprise you. Come give me your hand and let me make you my wife. "
Christian takes my hand and leads back to where the minister is standing and waiting and watching us just like the rest of our guests. Elliot and Ethan both have these smiles on their faces like they have been in on this little secret for some time. I smile and look up and my dear love. He is here with me healed and ready to become my husband and hold me for the rest of our lives. I have waited for this day for what seems like forever.
Standing there with Christian facing him and staring into his eyes the tears just won't stop falling from mine. He has made me the happiest woman alive in so many ways today. He gently strokes my knuckles with his thumb while speaking his vows to me. It's always been his way to tell me it's ok and that he is here and to comfort me when I needed it. My connection to Christian is the strongest bond I have ever had with anyone and today we are making our bond known to the world.
He slips the ring on my finger and it's like surreal I am not even sure if I can speak to recite my vows. He smiles at me and I can see the love he has for me in his look because it's the same way I am looking at him.
Kate hands me his ring as I slip it on his finger I look into his eyes and profess all that I have to him I find it hard to speak and I am having to hold back so many emotions and tears. I love him and I haven't seen him stand or walk on his own for what seems so long ago. My strong loving Christian is standing in front of me promising to love and protect me for rest of our lives. I too will protect him and honor him and adore him and care for him for the rest of our lives.
When the minister looks at Christian he smiles down at me. He mouths to me this is my favorite part.
" You may now kiss your bride."
Christian slowly lifts my veil and takes my face in his hands and lovely places the sweetest most loving kiss ever on my lips. In that moment I feel cherished, loved and finally home.
When he releases me from our kiss. He gently wipes my tears with his thumbs. He smiles at me and says,
" Come on Mrs. Grey let's go party."
As we turn to face our family and friends the Minister says,
" May I introduce you to Mr. and Mrs. Christian Grey"
Everyone claps and some cheer. Christian takes my hands and leads me back down the aisle. Kate and Elliot follow us out. When we get out into the main hall Christian stops and Kate comes up to me and gives me a big hug.
" Ana you I am so happy for you in more ways than one. When you started crying and running to Christian when you saw him come down the steps I nearly lost it. I am really glad I got to the part of the moment when you first saw him stand and walk again. "
" Kate thank you. At first I just couldn't believe my eyes I just froze watching him taking the stairs one by one and coming down to take my hand in his. It was such a miracle and it made this day more perfect than I had ever thought it would be. "
When Kate releases me I look over at Elliot and Ethan. " I want to thank you both in helping Christian get strong enough to be able to walk for our wedding. I now know why I was shut out of the sessions. I am totally ok with that. I love you both for helping him surprise me in the best way possible on my wedding day. You both helped bring my Christian back to me. "
" Ana your welcome. I am so glad he can walk again too. I was getting kind of tired of pushing him around. Elliot jokes."
Ethan gives me a hug and says, "You have always been like another sister to me and doing this was not just for Christian but for you. I know how you felt about his accident and I wanted to be apart of taking those helpless feelings away for you. I am glad I could do it for your wedding day. "
" Oh Ethan thank you so much. I appreciate all you have ever done for me. Your the best adoptive big brother I could ever have. Thank you. "
Ana gets back in the procession line next to Christian as the guests begin to approach them to congratulate them.
Her mother, Her father Ray and Bob her mom's new husband are the first to see them.
" Ana you looked so beautiful up there and so happy even through all the tears I knew they were tears of joy. I am so happy for you. I know you are going to make an excellent wife."
" Than you mom. I hope so because he is my world and all I want is for us to be happy. "
Ray is next he pulls me into a huge hug. Very un Ray like.
" You gave me the slip and left me hanging in the aisle. I better not get cheated out of my dance with you. "
" Oh daddy, I am sorry. No I promise you will get your whole dance. I guess I just got lost in the moment of the wedding and the surprise. I guess at that moment it was like it was just Christian and I in the room. "
Kate is standing next to me and decides to add her two cents. " Ana it was just not in that moment you and Christian tend to shut people out a lot. You to are always like it's only the two of you in a room."
' You know Annie she is right. You both live in your own bubble. I guess it must be true love. "
" Thanks dad. I know it's just because he is all I want in my whole life. "
" Alright I am moving on things are getting to much for me. "
Ana looks over at Christian and she sees him holding Grace and she is crying into his shoulders and holding him very tightly. Carrick goes around her and comes over to Ana and gives her a huge.
" Welcome to the family Ana. You like absolutely beautiful today. Even tear stained the glow of happiness is all over your face."
" Thank you Mr. Grey. I am happy to be apart of it. I am so happy."
" Ana please call me Carrick not Mr. Grey. That is your husband. "
" Ok I am sorry I will next time. "
When Carrick has moved on and is talking with some of the guests. Grace lets go of Christian and hugs Ana.
" Oh Ana dear that was the best beginning to a wedding ceremony ever. The complete look of surprise and love on your face when you saw Christian there was just so beautiful. I think I am still crying from the affect of it. "
" Grace please don't cry. You mean you didn't know. I mean Christian seems to have told everyone except me. "
" Ana darling I had no idea. I think he might have thought I would slip up and tell you. I was just as surprised as you. "
When Grace moves on Christian pulls Ana closer to him. " Stand closer to me Mrs. Grey. I want to feel you by my side. "
Ana lays her head on his shoulder and puts her hand behind him and starts rubbing his back. People keep coming up and shaking Christian's Hand and congratulating them both. Ana doesn't remove her hand from Christian's back she loves to just feel him and his muscles.
There are moments when Christian looks down and her and gives her a lovely smile and she smiles back with the look of love.
At dinner everyone is seated and the waiter all come out of the kitchen and circle around the tables. They all serve each guest in unison. It is a well choreographed thing to see. The food is delicious.
" Ana, is everything alright? You are harley touching your food?"
" Christian yes everything is fine. I guess i am just too excited to eat. This has just been the best day so far and my stomach feels like it is knots. I will try and eat some more. "
Christian leans in and kisses her on the cheek. He knows she won't be able to eat more no matter what he says so he smiles at her.
" Baby, it's alright it's your day. You eat as much as you want. I am letting it go. "
Ana looks over at him and smiles. " Thank you. I love you very much. I know how you feel about waisted food. Thank you for being so understanding."
" Ana, I promise you I am going to try and let the food thing go. I shouldn't force my thoughts and feelings about this on you. Please eat as you wish and when you wish. I just, it's just."
" Christian it's ok. Let's not talk about this now. I know and I love you. "
Ana leans in at that moment and kisses him. The whole room erupts in cheers and laughter. Christian feeds off the energy of the crowd and deepens the kiss. When he releases her Ana is very red.
" I love to see you blush. " Christian says.
" Ana smiles at him " You better eat Mr. Grey you are going to need your energy for later tonight. "
" Mrs. Grey don't make promises you can't keep. I think it's you who should have to worry about keeping up with me. "
After the meal Kate goes and helps Ana change out of her wedding dress and into her beautiful white gown with beautiful pears and embellishments on it. It's lighter and she will be able to dance in it better. Kate helps her take her hair down also. Since the hair clip was a gift Christian had made for her by Cartier she puts it back in Ana's hair so hold some of it in place. Before they go back down to the party they redo there make up.
" Kate thank you for helping me I think I cried all my make up off. I must look like a wreck. "
" Ana your welcome. No you don't look a wreck you look lovely. I think Christian is going to love this strapless sweetheart neckline on you. "
" Yes me too. I didn't want this much showing at the ceremony but, I want him to have a little sexy now. I feel kind of awkward I didn't think I could really ever do sexy. But Christian assures me that I have many times. "
" I know I think we all feel like we can't pull off sexy it takes time but once you find that right guy who lets you know your sexy no matter what than you want to be. Elliot one time was taking care of me when I was sick and I looked awful but he kept telling me I looked very sexy. I think he was crazy but, he told me to believe him because he would never lie to me. He can be such a goof ball sometimes but, also very sweet. "
" Yes Kate I can see that about him well the goof ball part. Is he still planing on his company building our house once we find an architect and have plans drawn up. Christian has purchase the most beautiful place on the sound. "
" Yes I know he is. He has even thought of an architect for you. It is some one he has worked closely with in the past and he said Christian liked her work. She did some stuff on his home in Aspen. "
" That will be great. I know Christian is ready to get the project started. He is so eager for us to have our own home. I like Escala just fine but, he wants me to have a home. "
" Well there you are. I was starting to worry about you. I thought I may have to come check on you. That dress is lovely baby. You look very hot in it. I think we may have to leave very very soon. I like seeing you in it. But, I would like to get you out of it too."
" Christian behave. This is our wedding please let's have some fun with our friends and family before that. "
" Mrs. Grey are you making me wait? I am not sure about how I feel about that. "
" Mr. Grey welcome to marriage now come on it's time for me to dance with Ray. "
Ana sits next to Kate and Elliot when Christian and Grace dance.
They dance to the Frank Sinatra song " The Summer Wind."
" That seems like a strange song for the two of them "Kate whispers to Elliot.
" Yes I guess it does. But they have a story to that song. I think that is why he choose it. Ana has he told you about the summer wind?"
" Yes Elliot but, you tell it. You probably remember it better than me. "
" When my parents first brought Christian home he didn't speak and then when Mia came he started to. He loved the outdoors. I don't he got to go out much before. Mom would take him for walks down by water and he would run and play and have fun. Well she loved Frank Sinatra and she got Christian into him to I am pretty sure. He loved the song The Summer Wind and mom would sing it to him as they walked. She said one day he took her hand and started to sing with her. Gee ladies I didn't mean to make you cry. "
" Well your story and seeing your mom crying right now I didn't have a chance. The tears were going to come. Look even Kate is crying Elliot you must have the magic touch."
When Grace and Christian finish there dance he walks Grace off the dance and floor and over to Carrick. She is still in tears. Then he makes his way over to Ana. He holds out his hand to her and she takes it.
Elliot gets up and announces " Ladies and Gentleman may I present to you dancing for the first time as Man and wife. My brother Christian Grey and his beautiful wife Mrs. Christian Grey. "
The room erupts in applause and the music begins to play. Christian pulls Ana tight to him and they get lost in each others eyes. He leans his forehead on hers and they dance as if no one is in the room. Ana breaks her gaze and lays her head on his shoulder and closes her eyes. He leans his head down on hers.
Kate begins to cry again. " Kate it's just Ana and Christian."
" Oh Elliot be quiet. She thought she was not going to get this moment with him because of the accident and to see her now having the first dance with her husband is just over whelming. "
Kate looks up and them both and she can see Even Christian is crying. She knows that he probably felt he wouldn't be able to hold her like this too on there wedding day. At this time most of the women in the room are in tears.
Ana picks her head up and takes his in her hands and gives him a very sweet kiss. She then wipes his cheeks as her turns stream down.
" I love you Christian, forever. I am so glad you could dance with me today. I love you holding me in your arms. "
" I love you too Ana forever. I thought at times in therapy maybe this would not be possible but, we made it and I got to dance with my girl. Our most important dance of our lives on our most important day."
Christian takes her and dips her low and kisses her in a way that Ana thought he would never kiss her especially when people were watching. She let's her thoughts go and just enjoys his lips on hers as their tongues enjoy there first dance as one also.
When there dance is done everyone in the room begins to cheer and clap. Then the music changes and other couples come out to the floor and join them.
Kate and Ana are out on the dance floor cutting it up with Mia. Christian and Elliot are having a drink over at the bar talking the night is perfect.
" Christian, I think I found you some one who can draw up your house plans for you? "
" Who are they based in Seattle?"
" Yes she is I think you remember Gia Matteo? "
" Elliot you know I do we just spoke about her the other day. I just don't think I want to work with her on this. She well I think she would make Ana feel a little uneasy. Gia doesn't hide her um like for me shall we say, Ana she well just won't take to that she might become very jealous and even get mad at me. Maybe you should ask her to recommend a man from her firm. But, some one not that good looking. "
" Christian Gia is a professional. Your married now I am sure she would not interfere with that. You should have just one meeting with her and see how it goes. If Ana doesn't like her than you switch."
" Elliot i just don't know if Ana knows I am uncomfortable she will be very defensive. But, let me think about it. If I say yes than ok, one initial meeting first. "
" Good because I already told her you would meet with her. I will set the appointment up while you are on your honeymoon. Then while you are gone she draw something up for you two to look at. "
" Elliot since I am in such a good mood today and I don't feel like arguing with anyone than alright I will do it. But no more talk of her. I want to just enjoy the rest of this evening."
" Ana you look tired my dear. I believe we have somethings to do later on up stairs in that great big room of ours."
" Christian no I am not tired I just like resting my head on your chest when we dance. I can hear your heart beat and I can feel the heat from your body. "
" Ok, well I was just checking because I think I want that lap dance tonight. "
"Christian you mean you are going to be dirty with me?"
" Baby, if dirty is what you want than yes ma'am I can be."
" Then maybe we should make our exist after this dance. I don't want to be to tired. "
" Ok baby after this dance and I think you already are quite tired. But we will see what will happen we have the next three weeks for me to be rude and dirty to you. "
" Ok well let's just go up to are room because you my lovely husband are wearing too many clothes. I want you to make love to me tonight and make forget the whole world."
" Ok well I think the dance is over let's go."
" Christian the song isn't even over yet. "
When the song ends Christian tells Elliot to make the announcement that he and Ana are now leaving the reception and thank them all for being there.
When the announcement is made the guests all form lines on both sides of the hall to wish Christian and Ana a fond farewell.
At the room Christian opens the door and picks Ana up and carriers her in the room. He sets her down and begins kissing her. When he pulls away he shuts the door and locks it. He grabs her and says carriers her to the sofa in the sitting area of the suite.
" Mrs. Grey Let me unzip your dress for you. I think you won't be needing it. "
Ana turns around and she feels Chrsitian's warm breath on her hair. He leans in and kisses her shoulders and begins to lower the zipper of her dress. Ana puts her hands around the top to keep the dress from falling.
" Oh no baby let the dress drop to the floor. "
She let's go of the dress and when it hits the floor she stands in a corset and tiny panities guarder belt and stockings.
" Baby turn around I need to see you. "
" Christian I love you. I am all for your eyes only. "
" Ana you are the most beautiful woman I am a lucky man. Baby I so need you."
Christian puts my breasts in his hands. He begins kissing me and his tongue is claiming my mouth with all his love and passion. I feel my breast respond to his touch. He takes one hand and starts undoing the corset the best he can with out seeing. I begin unbuttoning his shirt and vest coat that he is wearing. He has taken his jacket off already. Once I have him free of his shirt vest and tie. I run my fingers over his back feeling every muscle. my hand slowly skims over the area where his scar is now for his surgery. He lets out a small moan. I think about him laying in that hospital bed broken. Tears start to fill my eyes. Christian stops kissing me and looks at me concerned.
" Ana what is it? Did I do something?"
" No Christian you didn't do anything I was just thinking about when you were hurt. I didn't mean to ruin this. It is just seeing you walk today made me think about that day and how I could have lost you. Please take me and make love to me. "
" Where do you want me to take you first baby?"
" First I want you to take me there against that wall. I want to feel you take me while are on our way to the bed. I love feeling you like that inside me when you are holding me. "
Christian finishes taking off his clothing and slowly undresses Ana. He lifts her and she wraps her legs around him and he moves and pins her up against wall on the way to the bedroom. It feels like it has been forever since he has taken her this way. Her hands are in his hair and she is pulling but he doesn't mind he is lost in her. She finds his lips and begins kissing him. When she breaks away she says as she is out of breathe.
" Christian I love you and I have missed you like this. Please Christian faster I need to feel you. "
" "Oh Ana I need you too."
Ana lays in bed with Christian she is gently touching his stomach and his arms she is just looking at him smiling. He is laying on his back with his eyes closed. She thinks he is just the most beautiful man on earth. She lays down and leaves her arm around him. He looks over at her and grabs the blanket and slides it over them both.
" Good night baby. " He whispers in her ear.
" Good night Christian, What are we going to do tomorrow?"
" I didn't know you were awake enough to make plans Mrs. Grey if you are well than I know something I want to do right now. I don't have any plans baby. We could go into Paris and have some lunch shop and see what Paris has to offer after all it is the city of love."
" That does sound great Christian, now onto what you wanted to do right now. Lay down relax and let me give you some pleasure. "
I slowly begin kissing him down his happy trail and then I take him in my mouth and begin slowly sucking him and I get more excited when I hear him moan and his sharp intakes of breathes. I can tell by how his body responds when he is close. I stop and sit up and slowly sit down on him as he fills me. He feels so good. When he is all the way in he begins to thrust his hips hard as I come down and the sensation is so good it doesn't take me long to loose my self in him and I also feel him let go too. I collapse down on him and he puts his arms around me and holds me there as we both catch out breath.
" Ok maybe we won't go into Paris tomorrow Ana. Maybe we should just stay right here. I think I would rather spend my day inside you and feel your body. "
" Christian you have the rest of your life to do that. We have forever."
" Baby I don't care about forever. I just want you now. "
" Kiss me good night because this is your first night as my husband. I expect a kiss good night every night. "
" Baby I think I can handle that."
The next morning Ana Feels the warm sun on her face but, she is so tired she doesn't want to wake up. She rolls over and stretches out her arm and finds Christian side of the bed empty. She thinks to herself. Doesn't he ever sleep in. He must be out running or in the gym because she doesn't hear a shower going. She just lays there in bed with her eyes closed just a little longer hoping sleep will find her again. She hears her phone go off some one has left her a text. It must be Christian telling her where he is or that he is on his way back. She picks it up. She finds it is a message from Kate.
" Sorry to bother you in the start of your honeymoon but I wanted to say goodbye Elliot, Mia and I are leaving now to catch our flight back home. I wanted to tell you everything was perfect for your wedding day and I hope you have a happy honeymoon. Your mom, Ray and Bob already left. I think Grace and Carrick are still at the house. Call me when you get back to Seattle.
Love Kate."
" Thank you for everything you did for me to get this wedding off the ground. I wish you all a good flight. I will call you when we are back in Seattle we can do a girls night out dinner. Take care Kate. Love you too."
I really would like some tea I guess I will call down to the kitchen and have them bring me some up to the room. I look through my bag to just throw something comfy on for now. Christian has gotten me so many beautiful silky night gowns I think about which one to put on when I see his white shirt from last night laying on the floor. As beautiful as these night gowns are I would rather be wrapped in one of my husbands shirts.
There is a knock on the door. I sit on the bed and answer come in.
Sawyer enters the room carrying my tea. "Ma'am where would you like me to set this?"
" Just set it here on the night stand. I thought they would send some one from the house to bring me my tea. I am sorry Sawyer."
" Oh that is alright ma'am Taylor said I should check in with you and see if they was anywhere you were needing to go yet this morning?"
" No I thought I might just drink my tea out on the balcony and wait for Christian to get back. Do you know where he went?"
" Yes Ma'am Mr. Grey and his father and Taylor left for a run. They are all back now and they are swimming in the pool. I believe Mr. and Dr. Grey are leaving soon."
" Thank you Sawyer I may head down to the pool to tell them goodbye."
" Ma'am I will wait outside for you and walk you down when you are ready. "
" Thank you Sawyer. "
I find one of Christian's t shirts and slip it over my bathing suit. Sawyer and I walk down to the pool neither of us say anything. I guess this is what it will be like I won't be walking anywhere alone again. Christian told me that once we are married he expected Sawyer to become my full time personal security and I was not to argue about it.
" Ana good morning Darling I am glad you are awake Christian, Carrick and I were just going to have breakfast. Come and join us. "
" Thank you Grace." I sit at the table with Grace and see Christian doing some laps in the pool. He gets to the far side and pauses for a moment. He looks over and our eyes meet and he smiles the most glorious smiles ever. I wave at him and blow him a kiss.
Moments later the breakfast is starting to be served. Christian and Carrick make there way to the table to sit with us. When Christian comes over he kissed the top of my head.
" Good morning baby, did you sleep well? "
" Yes Christian thank you how did you sleep?"
" Good I think we should think about moving here to France."
" Christian don't you even think about that. "
" Mom I know you like to vacation a lot you could come see us. "
" I am not going to have a child of mine and soon possible grandchildren living almost a world away. "
" You have Elliot to give you grand children I hope that is who you were thinking of. I am not sure if Ana and I want kids. "
I look over at Christian and rub his leg. " Don't get yourself or your mom so worked up. I think we need to talk about the children thing."
" Ok we will later. I just feel it's nice just the two of us. "
I decide to change the subject. " Christian did Gail and Hannah already fly out for home? "
" Yes I believe Sawyer took them to the airport after I left with Taylor for my run. "
" Oh ok. I would have liked to say good bye. "
" Ana I got lot's of compliments on the ceremony and the reception. People were really enjoying it all and thought everything was beautiful. "
" Thanks for telling me Carrick. I am glad it was a hit. It was so beautiful and everything was just perfect. "
Christian is being very quiet and just eating his breakfast. I hope he is not upset about what his mother had said and the kid comment still making him mad. I lean over to ask him,
" Christian after breakfast would you like to go and tour the grounds here? I don't think we have seen it all I would really like to."
He looks over to me and smiles, " Yes, I think that is a great idea. I am sure the grounds are a site to see. "
I smile at him and he goes back to finishing his breakfast. I don't intend on bringing up the kid subject on the honeymoon. I will put it in the back of my mind for when we are home sometime.
We excuse ourselves after breakfast and walk out to see the grounds there are some of the most spectacular gardens I have ever seen. It is very peaceful walking through all the flowers and shrubs. I am holding Christian's hand I know nothing can get better than this. I am so glad I found him.
" Ana is something the matter what are you thinking about?"
" Nothing is wrong I am just thinking about us and how great our relationship is. I mean I know there were ups and downs but, I think it's great. "
" Yes it has. I think all relationships have ups and downs. I am sure married life will too. But, we will get through it."
" Yes we will Christian but, you have to learn to talk to me when things are upsetting you. I can't help if you don't."
" Ana, I promise to work on that. "
When we get back up to the house after our walk. We find that Christian's parents have left. The only ones who meet us are Taylor and Sawyer. The house staff is still there of course but I can't seem to remember any of there names.
" Mr. Grey do have any dinner plans sir? If so let me know in enough time to make sure all is ok for you at the restaurant. "
" Taylor I will but, I have nothing planned could you call and see if the ones with the view of the effiel tower have any space available? If not tonight see about the rest of the week?
" Yes sir. I will let you know."
" Would like some lunch Ana?"
" Yes that would be great could we have it out on the patio?"
" Yes, I will go let the kitchen staff know we are ready for lunch to be prepared."
"OK I will be outside. "
I go outside and sit on the edge of the pool and let my feet dangle in. All of the sudden I get that feeling like some one is watching me. I start look around at the vast gardens in front of me to see if I can see anyone. Suddenly from behind me I feel a hand on my shoulder.
I scream and jump. Christian starts laughing.
" I didn't mean to scare you. I thought you heard me coming. "
" No I didn't that is what it scared me if you sneak up on me again I will have to through you in the pool."
" Ana a small girl like you could not throw me in the pool so your threat means nothing to me. I brought some chocolate covered strawberries and Champagne out for us to have while we are waiting on lunch. Do you want me to bring them down here or should we go back up to the table?"
"Let's have them down here please. "
I turn and watch him go back up to get the snack. I am in love with his walk. I guess I never watched him walk before. But, now to see him walking again. I find myself watching every step he makes when I can. He comes and sits back down with me he hands me a glass and begins to feed me a chocolate covered Strawberry they are very very good.
" I thought maybe we could spend this week exploring France and then next week head to England and see London and the sites? Does that sound alright with you?"
" Yes Christian that sounds perfect. I have never seen any of Europe apart from earlier this summer going to Italy for Kate's Wedding. "
" Well you will enjoy it then. I promise to show you more of France and England than you got to see of Italy. "
That evening we just eat dinner in. The place Christian wanted to go was booked but, Taylor got him in for tomorrow. Christian has decided tomorrow we will go see the Effiel tower and the Le'euve.
We sit outside for a awhile and just look at the stars and talk about everything from the wedding to the first time we met. I remember how nervous I was when he took me to dinner and meet his parents for the first time. It turned out to be a lovely evening but I remember my stomach being in knots I could barely eat anything. He parents seemed shocked that I had just graduated college. It was either that or that Christian was dating some one 6 years younger and who was just starting a career. When he was so established.
I lean my head on his shoulder and he says that is something he wants to tell me. I sit up and look at him. He smiles.
" Ana I promise you it's not bad bad. It's just I want to make sure I tell you so you don't end up thinking it was something that I meant to keep from you. The night of my bachelor party when we left that horrible stripe club we were stopped by Jose. Well he said some very degrading things about you and we all got in a fight. The police were called we sobered up and then my dad and Kate took us home. I am sorry for not telling you but, I just didn't want to ruin anything especially our wedding."
" Christian, I am not mad. I understand your not telling me to not ruin our wedding day. Thank you so much for telling me now. I am glad you all were not hurt and I wish Jose could just leave us alone. I find you as my white knight standing up for me and fighting for my honor. I love you Christian now come here and let me kiss you. "
" Ana, you don't have to ask twice."
" Come walk with me let's go to the gardens and see what the stars look like away from the lights of house."
Christian stands up and takes my hand and helps me up and we walk down the path to the gardens.
When we are shaded a protected by the huge perfectly pruned bushes Christian takes me in his arms and begins kissing me and his hands find there way inside my shirt. Being outside makes this moment even more sensual for me. My body temperature spikes very fast and hot. I move my hands down to his jeans and undo the buttons and the zipper and stick my hands inside and take him in my hand. I begin to massage him with my hand. I hear his moan. He releases me from the kiss and places his sweet lips on my nipple. Before I know it he lifts me up and then lays me down in the finely manicured lawn. He proceeds to make love to me slowly and sweetly underneath the stars.
We lay there holding to each other in the grass for a few minutes. He looks at me and says,
" Come on baby let's get dressed and let me carry you up to our room. We can read or watch awful TV, or make out to the awful TV. I know making out means no sex. "
He carries me back to the room. He dresses me in one the satin night gowns he purchased for me and takes out a copy of Romeo and Juliet. Lays me down in bed. Cuddles close to me and begins reading. I really can't believe he is reading to me in bed. It is just one of the most sweetest and I even think romantic things he has ever done.
I find my eyes getting heavy as he reads. I don't want to fall asleep and miss this moment. Christian stops reading for a moment and looks at me.
pu" Are you getting sleepy Mrs. Grey? Let me put this book down and get the light and let me hold you while you fall asleep."
He shuts off the light and takes me in his arm. I reach up and give him a kiss.
" Goodnight Christian thank you for being the best husband ever. I am so glad I have you."
" Ana I love you. Now let's sleep baby. We have so much to do and see you need your sleep.
I am going to get a drink and sit outside for a bit after you fall asleep. I am just not tired yet. Would you like to come and sit with me?"
" Christian, I would but I am really tired do you mind if I sleep? "
" No of course I don't mind. I will just hold you for awhile and see maybe I will sleep to."
" Ok good night Christian. "
I am just about to sleep when I feel him get out of bed. I hear him pour himself a drink and then he goes out on the balcony. I am so happy and content in bed. He has taken care of all my needs first like he always said he would. I know he is out side right now relaxing or if I know my husband he is on his computer checking into work. I know he needs to and has to but, I wish even he could get a real vacation.
I get up and pour myself a glass of water put my robe on and go out on the balcony to sit with my husband while he works.
" Hey baby I thought you were asleep?"
" No I decided to come and look at you and the stars. I see you have your laptop out and I know you have to work. I wish you could relax and vacation like most of us. But, since you need to work I decided to come and sit out here with you. I wanted to keep you company. Is that ok if I sit with you?"
" Yes, I would like that. Thank you. I shouldn't be long I just have to check in. "
" I know I don't mind I just want to me with you."
He smiles and goes back to his work. I move my chair closer to his seat and rest my head on his shoulder while he reads and makes notes on his note pad.
I wake in the morning and I am in the bed. I don't even remember how I got here. I remember sitting with Christian while he worked. I must have fallen to sleep so he put me to bed. He is up and gone already. He must be working out. I lay in bed for a few more minutes thinking about touring Paris today. I don't know what I am the most excited to see.
I find my robe and head down stairs to get some breakfast made I am hungry. I see Sawyer reading the paper in the living area. He looks up as I walk in.
" Good morning Mrs. Grey, is there something I can get for you? "
" Do you know if Christian is in the gym? I was going to see if he wanted some breakfast?"
" He and Taylor went out for a run. They are not back yet. I can let the kitchen know what you would like to eat?"
" Thanks Sawyer could you ask them to bring me some tea and yogurt and Granola out by pool. I think I will sit out there and soak up some sun."
" Yes ma'am, I will let them know. "
" Thank you Sawyer."
As I am eating my breakfast Christian comes out and joins me.
" Sawyer said you were out here. Did you have a good sleep?"
" Yes, I did I couldn't even remember you putting me to bed. "
" When I picked you up to take you to bed so we could both sleep you didn't even wake up. You were out and down for the count. I have to admit I fell asleep pretty quickly too once my head hit the pillow. "
Christian is eating his breakfast when I finish my granola.I sit with him while he eats. When he is done we go upstairs to get ready and head out toParis for the day. Of course we both will need a shower so we decide it would be faster if we showered together. Well, I think we were wrong. It would have been a lot shorter for two different showers. But, enjoy showers are not any fun by myself anymore. Christian makes them much more pleasurable.
We drive to Paris with Taylor and Sawyer. Our first stop is the is an incredible place the building is a former Royal Palace. When we get inside there is so much to see I realize it would take more than week even to see everything in here. Christian and just stroll through the museum hand in hand. Sawyer and Taylor are behind us. Christian told them to come in so they could enjoy the works of art also.
Christian buys me a book and DVD that shows some of the art work and explains about them. He could tell I was very interested in the pieces and paintings. He said now I can relive at least some of it back at home.
As we are walking back to the car Christian's phone must have been vibrating in his pocket. He takes it out and answers.
" Grey, yes and who is this? Why are you calling? I am just surprised that's all it has been awhile. Yes I did. Just this past week end. No I didn't invite any of them. Why would I? Ok,
well take care I must go now I am happily on my honeymoon. "
He hangs up the phone puts it back in his pocket grabs my hand gives it squeeze and a kiss. He says nothing he just keeps walking. I am dying to know who it was on the phone.
" Christian who was that? I ask.
" It was no one really an old associated found out from somewhere that I was getting married. I think some have there feelings hurt that I didn't invite them. "
" Why didn't you invite them? I mean I told you to invite anyone you wanted to."
"Yes you said invite anyone I wanted to. I didn't want to invite them so I didn't. Let's try some
lunch at this cafe we could eat outside on there patio."
That's it he takes my hand and I know that conversation is over. I guess Christian knows so many people that he wouldn't want to invite them all. I tell myself to drop it. If he thinks they are unimportant than they must be.
We get lead out onto the patio and sit Christian has Taylor and Sawyer join us for lunch. This is a first. I wonder if he thinks it will keep me from talking about his phone call?
It is different seeing Taylor and Sawyer relax around Christian and I watch as they all three just talk about everything. Taylor tells me that Sawyer used to be part of the FBI. I learn that Taylor is color blind so he could get a pilots license. But Christian tells him that was some time ago Technology today may have changed that.
I learn that I am going to get sailing lessons so Christian and I can go sailing for awhile next summer. That sounds wonderful but, I wonder why wasn't I told I was going to be starting these lessons. Maybe it was another wedding gift so it was a surprise. I will have to ask Christian later.
After lunch we make our way to the eiffel tower.
" Ana we take the stairs to the second story and then we take an elevator to the top. You can take an elevator all the way up but, you miss out on the fun if you skip the stairs completely. "
" I really don't know about stairs and why would I miss out if I didn't use them? " I laugh.
" You miss out on some the views. We will take the stairs this time since it's your first time. Next time we come to Paris we can take the elevator. "
" OK I will hold you to that." I smile at him.
We make it to the tower. I see many people enjoying them selves taking the stairs while the lines at the elevators is horrible. I resign myself to the stairs. But I don't mind it's fun to be with Christian and being next to him it even seems romantic. The views from each level are wonderful. I think about how I will feel when we are all the way to the top. I don't know if I will want to look out over the edge.
The view from the top look out is awesome and beautiful Sawyer takes some pictures of Christian and I. Then another tourist takes a picture of Me and Christian and Taylor and Sawyer.
After we see the Tower Christian tells me that we have to head back to the Manor and dress for dinner. On the way back in the car I am sitting next to Christian and he is rubbing my knuckles with his thumb. I lay my head on his shoulder and smile. I am so happy right now. I don't think I will ever be any happier than I am right now. I drift off to sleep.
" Hey baby wake up we are here let's go get ready and head back for dinner."
I get out of the car and follow him into the house. I really feel like I need to shower first. I hope we have enough time for me to do that.
" Christian I really feel like I need to shower. Do we have enough time for me to do that and get reready?"
" Mrs. Grey, yes we do. I think I better shower with you. I don't believe you are dirty or sweaty enough to be washed yet. But I will help with that. "
" Well Mr. Grey now I am even more excited about the shower. Come on let's go. Less talk and I want to see more action. "
Christian has me in his arms and my legs are wrapped around him tight. My back is against the shower wall. I loose myself in him and soon I am coming apart. He does also in time with him. When we are done he holds me there for a moment while he catches his breathe. I don't ever want him to let me go. My favorite place is here in his arms He is so strong and takes of my every need. I am so glad that he is healed and can do everything now. I seems like forever since we have had sex like this in the shower. I hug him a little tighter and whisper in his ear.
" I love you Christian."
He sets me down and takes my face in his hands gives me a gentle kiss and says'
" I love you too Ana so so much. "
After our shower I decide after I blow dry my hair I would like to add a little body to my hair so I will add some curls. I have brought with me a very beautiful red satin dress it has beading and stones that has a halter straps and around the top. the dress flows all down to the floor. It is a different look than Christian is used to seeing me in. I usually wear something that is tighter fitting or form fitting all the way down. This one flows more like a gown. It is very classy I think he will love it.
I start curling my hair and think I will be very minimal on my make up. Christian always says he likes what is under my make up better. I want to please him in every way.
After my hair and make up are done I come out into the bedroom. Christian is putting on his tux. He looks absolutely delicious. I stop and just look at him.
" Hey, Baby is something the matter do you want me to help you zip up?"
" Nothing is the matter Christian I was just looking at you I love seeing you in a Tux."
" I love seeing you only in small pair of panities too. Too bad I am already almost dressed."
" I know how to take your clothes off. I will have you for desert. After you are done there yes please come help me zip up."
When we are in the car heading to dinner Christian's phone goes off. He lets go of my hand so he can get if from his jacket pocket.
" Yes, mother? Oh well use one of them would be the photographer and ask for them to send you a few to pick from. No mother I really don't have the time. Ana and I trust you and we both feel confident that you will pick the best one. Ok Yes I will call when we get home."
" Seems my mother needs a nice wedding photo of us for the newspapers. I told her to get with the photographer. I hope that you don't mind I told her to pick it. I just didn't want to have to that on our honeymoon. "
" It's alright Christian. I thought they could wait until we at least got home but I guess that will be one less thing for us to do. May I ask you something?"
" Ana yes of course you can."
" Well, I know we are having a house built but, that will still take some time. I was wondering if I could make over some Escala? Maybe give it some feminine touches?"
" You don't like the Bachelor look?" Christian says to me trying not to laugh.
"No I don't mind at all. When we get back I will start looking for a good architect. "
" Kate said we probably would use the one you and Elliot have used in the past."
" No she does fine work I just don't really care for her. I want someone more down to earth to build us a home some one we both have never worked with. It will make it a first."
I lean over and kiss him on the cheek. He is always so sweet and romantic. " Ok, that is fine Christian. We will look together. "
Dinner is fabulous I don't think I have ever eaten anywhere as elegant as this. They have a live band and a dance floor. After we order our food Christian asks me to go dance with him. I love dancing with him. He moves so fluently it's like we are floating. We dance for two numbers and then Christian grabs me and kisses me. For him it is not at all a chaste public kiss. It's the type of kiss that makes me blush and of course wish we were some where alone. He let's go for
a moment.
" Christian we are in the middle of a dance floor?"
" I know and I don't care I wanted to kiss you and I mean really kiss you. Your my wife so now I can when ever where ever. "
He grabs me again and starts kissing me. This time I relax more and really start kissing him back and I can tell now he is wanting more. I put my fingers in his hair and I hear his moan in the back of his throat. It excites me even more. Finally I come up for air.
" Ana I think we should go see if our food has arrived because right now I need to distract myself from waning you."
" Ok Christian I will meet you over there I need to use the rest room first." I wink at him and then stroll off.
I am in the rest room.I just finished washing my hands and decide I better redo my lipstick. The door opens and in the mirror behind me I see Christian.
" Christian are you lost? I mean I am the only one in here but this is the ladies room."
He looks at me and smiles. " I know I needed you so I thought I would come and get you."
" Need me? Christian we are not going to not here?"
" No of course not here."
He lifts me and carries we into one of the stalls he locks the door and undoes his pants oh he is so ready. He bunches my dress up and pulls off my panties.
" Put your arms around me and wrap your legs when I have you up."
I do as he says and before I know we are having sex in one of the most elite restaurants in Paris. Our breathing gets harsh but we both try to contain our sounds.
" Cum for me Ana we have to be quick. "
I let go and cum around him and he finds his release as well. When we are done. He looks at me and tells me to be ready because he is setting me down. I bend down and put my panities back on. Christian pulls up his pants and is ready to go. I slowly open the stall door no one is inside.
" I will see you back at the table Mrs. Grey. "
Just like that he is out the door. I can't believe I just had sex in a public restroom. I can't help smiling and go back out to enjoy dinner with my husband.
On the ride back tot he house. Christian asks me when I want to head to England. " I really don't mind if you want to head out earlier. I know that you have seen Paris many times. "
" Well I thought we could go spend a couple days on the beaches in South France before we head out. We could go boating rent some jet skis or just lay on the sand."
" Christian I think that sounds wonderful. Jet skies sound fun. I don't think I have ever ridden one. But I am sure you could teach me."
" Yes I will but first time out we ride together. I will show you the ropes than you can drive with me. Then we will get you one so I can race you."
" Really I will get one to drive against you. I can take you. I think I know how to distract you just enough that I will win. "
" Mrs. Grey I am not sure when I want to win I can stay pretty focused. But, I will have fun watching you try to beat me. "
The next day we just spend the day by the pool and packing up we decided to head south tomorrow. Christian has charted us a jet. Christian is decides he needs to do couple hours of work. I go out by the pool to catch some sun. I am excited about seeing the beaches in France.
White Christian is working I decide to txt Kate she will get it when she can.
" Kate, I wanted to let you know we are heading to the south of france. Spending some time on the beaches. Then heading to England. I think something is going on at Christian's work so we may be home after England. I can't wait to see you. I hope all is well with you. Talk to you soon. Ana."
I put my phone down and it starts to ring. It's Kate. " Hey Kate I couldn't remember what time is was over there or I would have called. "
" Ana how are you how is the honeymoon? "
" Kate it is have had so much fun and Christian has gotten to relax some we have had some great time just the two of us. He is working today. I know he needs to. He has been getting kind of nervous I think by being out of the loop. So he decided to work today. "
" Ana you will love the beaches. They are so beautiful. I am glad you are ok with Christian working. I think that is something he will have to do a lot. He is the owner of a very huge company and Ellliot says he runs it all so he needs to be there. "
" I know I have come to terms with that. Somethings I will just need to get used to. This whole life is so different for me. But I quickly am coming to terms with it. "
" Ana, Can I call you later or txt I really have to get to bed. "
" Yes Kate take care I will talk to you later. "
It is getting close to lunch time, I am getting hungry and I think that Christian must be too. I head to the kitchen to fix us something quick and easy for Christian to eat while he is working.
" Good afternoon ma'am what can we fix you for lunch?"
" Um well could you make some turkey sandwiches and some soup?"
" Yes we will bring it out to the pool area for you."
" Thank you so much. " I decide to go and tell Christian that I have ordered some lunch for us.
I stop outside the door to the office for minute I think should I knock. I don't I just walk in and shut the door behind me. Christian is sitting at the desk with his head in his hands and he doesn't look up. I walk around the desk and I put my hand on his shoulder and my other in his hair.
" Hey, Christian baby is everything ok? " He just sits so still like he doesn't even know I am there. " Christian please is something wrong?"
Finally he picks his head up and takes me in his lap. " Ana I am sorry I didn't mean to worry you or scare you. I am ok. I am just very confused on things right now. "
" Christian what is something going on at Grey House? Is everything ok? "
" Grey house is fine. I am just concerned about Mia and Kate."
" What about them I just spoke with Kate and she didn't say anything. "
" Kate and Mia both got threatening letters telling them that they would hurt them if they couldn't convince me that you didn't marry me for love but for my money. They told them not to tell anyone well they both can't keep secrets and Kate told Elliot and Mia told my parents. Then they all found out that they both got the same letter. "
" Christian are you confused about me? Do you think that I don't love you. How can you think that I married you only for your money. We have been together for two years you know that I have never wanted your money. "
" Ana don't cry and don't be angry that is not what I am confused about. I am confused about who is doing this to us and why? Baby I would never think you don't love me. I know you don't want my money you used to fight me all the time about it when I tried to give you things. "
" Christian I am sorry I fought you about it. I know you always meant well. But, I just wanted you. I was not used to people giving me so many things. I love them all of them. But, I love you more."
" I know Ana now please stop crying I love you and I am afraid if they are doing this to Kate and Mia could they try and get you? I will stop at nothing to keep you safe. "
" Christian I know you will. I came in here to tell you lunch is being prepared. Please take a break and come and eat with me?"
He leans in and kisses me. Then he stands me up and gets up with me and takes my hand I lead him to the door and to where lunch is waiting for us. At lunch I finally get my Christian back he smiles and laughs with me.
" Baby, I have to go back to work for a couple more hours. Do you want Taylor to take you into town so you can shop or something?"
" No. I really just wanted to spend more time with my husband. Would you mind if I brought a book into the office and read on the couch while you worked?"
" No Ana, I would love that. I really would rather spend time with my wife too. I am sorry that I have to work."
" I know I will meet you there I am going to get a book. "
I get up from the table and head into our bedroom to find a book out of my bag to read. I really should call Kate later and find out about the letter she got and ask her why she didn't tell me when we spoke. I know Christian is going to worry about me now. I will stay close to him for the rest of the trip. I know if he can have me in his sight he will worry less and I will get to see him more. When I go back into the his office he is reading over his email. He looks up at me and smiles. I smile back and sit down and start reading.
The last thing I remember hearing before I fall asleep is Christian on the phone with Elliot. When I wake up I am back in our bed. Christian is next to me asleep. I look at him for a bit and find it weird he is asleep in the late afternoon. I don't think I ever seen him take a nap. Well except for the time when he was healing. I snuggle up to him and just enjoy his smell and knowing he is here with me forever.
Christian stirs and sees me awake.
" Hey baby how long have you been awake?"
" Not long I didn't want to wake you. I was actually surprised you were asleep. "
" I don't think I was out for that long. But since we are both here in in this big bed. I say we have little fun"
That evening as it is our last in the manor Christian and I have dinner in the huge dinning room. It seems way to big for two people. The table is beautiful and longer than any table I have ever seen or imagined. We leave in the morning I am looking forward to seeing another part of France. Christian has seemed a little tense since the news from this afternoon. I am not sure I want to ask him because he will get a little moody.
" Christian after dinner would like to take a walk in the gardens one last time before we leave tomorrow ?"
" Yes, I would. That sounds like a great way to end our stay here. "
Neither one of us say anything we just walk through the gardens hand in hand. They are so beautiful I would love to have a garden like this at the new house. All the flowers and shrubs shaped and perfectly clipped.
" Ana what are you thinking about? Your so quiet?"
" Christian I was thinking how I would love to have a garden like this at the new house. I must say you are also being quiet Mr. Grey."
" I was thinking too. I think we should make a short trip at the beach and go see London and then head back. "
Oh he wants to cut the trip short… "I understand Christian if that is what you want to do than I am ok with it. I can skip the beach I really want to see London."
" I know. I promise you two days at the beach and then more time in London. I shouldn't be so selfish you have never seen any of this and I am trying to make you take the speed readers tour through it."
" Christian it really is ok. You can bring me to England for our 1 year anniversary and we will tour the whole country. "
" Ana forget what I said. I am taking you to England this trip. That is what you want to do and see."
I reach up and pull his face down to mine and kiss him. He really is the sweetest man. He always wants me happy. I am in aw at how he always puts me first. How did I get so lucky.
" Does that mean I can't beat you on a jet ski ride in the South of France." I pretend to pout.
" You really want that jet ski race don't you? Well thank yes you can have that if, you come with me back to the room and let me have my wicked way with you."
" Hmm well I bet I can beat you there too." I take off running for the room. It's no time before Christian catches up to me and gets ahead of me. I can hear him laughing and I love his laugh as much as he loves mine. I should tell him sometime