Sam's Hell...
Sam felt the intense heat, felt the hooks piercing through his meat.
He opened his eyes.
To his right was Adam laying huddled against a wall wrapped in a fine silver light.
In front of him were two silver humanoid figures and they stood holding something between them.
Sam was confused as he saw it was himself.
But then it became clear as he watched himself screaming in agony.
BOTH silver figures clutched at the other Sam's hair pulling at the scalp and holding him at a stand.
They BOTH grabbed that Sam's face and peeled out a whole nother Sam.
That Sam fell into the floor a shaking, screaming wreck as yet another Sam pulled it up and drug it to it's own part of the cage.
And that just kept happening.
Sam looked around and realized there were hundreds maybe even thousands of other hims and the silver beings in front of him showed no signs of stopping as they continued to peel away even more...
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One Sam was tied hanging by his outstretched arms and he was being forced to relive the very real pain his own brother's words and actions had caused him.
Dean saying things like: "If I didn't know you I'd want to hunt you. You're a monster Sam. I don't think I can trust you anymore. I don't believe... in you. I mean I don't know whether it's gonna be demon blood or some other demon chick,or what, but I do know they're gonna find some way to turn you. .. You're angry, you're self rightous. Lucifer's gonna wear you to the prom man it's just a matter of time."
Dean doing things like throwing away the amulet Sam had given him.
Everytime he relived those things a visible slice would appear in symbolance of the way those words and actions had cut him.
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Another Sam was being held down by Dean as that Dean screamed "YOU WANT DEMON BLOOD SO BAD SAMMY! TAKE A DRINK OF THIS!" And that Dean's eyes turned black as he slit his wrist and forced the bleeding cut to that Sam's mouth. And that Sam plead: "No... Dean... I said I wouldn't...never again... Dean please...don't make me."
And Yet another Sam was strapped to a table naked. Arms extended to his sides and another Dean also having black eyes was wielding a blade and using it to torture that Sam saying things like: "You did this to me. I'm here because of you." And that Sam screamed in bloody gurgles "DEAN...I'M SORRY...I'M SO SORRY I MADE YOU BECOME THIS AGAIN!"
"YOU RUINED MY LIFE! MY MOTHER AND FATHER DIED JUST BECAUSE YOU WERE BORN!" Another Dean yelled at yet another Sam and that Sam cried out "I'm sorry Dean!...Please I'm SO SORRY...You're right I should never have been born...I should have never existed!"
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Sam felt the pain of ALL of his other selves, he heard EVERYTHING...ALL of his tourturers said and with all of his tourturers being in the form of Dean it made EVERYTHING...that Sam felt become amplified by infinity in the ways he was made to suffer...
Then there was a thunderous noise that boomed from around the walls of the cage and with the thunder another silvery humanoid figure began to manifest inside of the cage.
"I HAVE COME TO TAKE SAM WINCHESTER AND ADAM MILLIGAN FROM PERDITION..." The figure commanded and pointed Adam and the Sam the other two held in the center of the room.
The figure gathered the Sam from the middle of the room to itself along with Adam and with another thunderous noise it was gone leaving all of the other Sam's to wail in despair as they found themselves left behind...
It felt like over a century had passed...But really there were no ways of keeping time in the cage as every second bled into another in one long continuous agonizing pain.
Sam began to scream that he knew he deserved this place...That it was his fault that he was here...That he'd deserved it for the fact that just his existance had caused suffering.
There was another loud thunderous boom that shook the cage...This time it was stronger and it reverberated through Sam's core.
Another silvery humanoid appeared within the cage, this one had a brighter glow than any of the others' that Sam had seen and this new figure commanded loudly "I HAVE COME TO TAKE SAM WINCHESTER'S SOUL..."
And now Sam was clawing desperatly as he was taken down from the hooks begging "NO...LEAVE ME..I DESERVE TO BE HERE!...DON'T MAKE ME HURT ANYONE ELSE...PLEASE!..I DON'T DESERVE TO BE SAVED!" And all the other Sam's wailed the same as The brighter silvery figure began to combine the screaming struggling mass together to form just one desperately screaming struggling Sam that fought to actually stay in the torturous realm in which he knew he deserved to spend eternity...
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"SAM WAKE UP! WAKE UP NOW! DO YOU HEAR ME?" Dean yelled as he shook his screaming, struggling brother in attempt to rouse him.
It was seemingly the hundreth night in a row that Sam had woke Dean with his screams.
At first the cries were something Dean could handle as Sam begged mercy from his captors in nightmares of what Dean could only assume was the cage. Dean could handle Sam's nightmares of hell because he could understand them..And it was the lesser evil as at least Sam had his sanity back (enough to be considered sane for the Winchesters anyway) and Sam might have been having nightmares EVERY NIGHT now for weeks straight but at least he WAS getting SOME SLEEP.
But then when Dean started to hear Sam's gut wrenching pleas to be left in the cage and his little brother's desperate screams that he'd caused suffering just by existing and the heartbreaking sobs that he didn't deserve to be saved that he never deserved to even exist or be loved, and that was where Dean drew the line.
Dean always tried to wake Sam up before he got to that part of the nightmares now...But this time he'd only set Sam off worse and now his little brother actually struggled underneath him as he fought to keep from being drug out of hell.
Sam's eyes snapped open abrubtly, then he looked around wildly untill he realized where he was and what had happened. Dean watched as Sam's eyes filled with fear, pain, disgust and remorse before Sam looked away in humiliation and true to the Winchester's stubborn nature both brothers refused to acknowledge what had just happened.
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