„Let's just talk about it."

„I don't want to talk about it! We belong together, we are soulmates, I want to marry you, Kurt!"

„It's crazy. We are not even together, I don't know if I can trust you again!"

„You can't hold it over my head forever. Either you can forgive me and we will spend the rest of our lives together or it's over."

The only response he gets is silence.

„Okay then."

Blaine grabs the box with a ring and leaves.

ooo

When he thinks about it, it's actually kinda funny. These past months he has been crying or almost crying so often and now, when it would be oh so convenient, the tears are just not happening.

He has been holding onto this hope that he and Kurt will fix things and however Kurt keeping his distance and dating the Adam guy was killing him, it was something. And when that wasn't enough, obsessing over his crush on Sam or over Regionals provided suitable distraction.

But now he lost Kurt, he can't have Sam, Marley and her original songs are getting all the attention in the Glee club.

So Blaine goes to the only place he can think of.

ooo

Dalton hallways are quiet and Blaine cringes with every too-loud step he takes. But he's had his part of sneaking around at night – because he's totally like Harry Potter and all – and he gets to his destination without getting caught.

Those twelve seconds – yes, he's counting – after he knocks are very long.

„Blaine? What ...?" Sebastian looks sleepy, his hair dishevelled and glasses on his nose a bit awry.

Blaine looks at both sides of the dark hallway. „Can I come in?", he asks, keeping his voice down.

Sebastian just yawns and opens the door in response.

„You proposed?" Sebastian is staring at Blaine. „You know how to wake a guy up."

„I said I'm sorry! I just didn't know where else to go. I can't talk about this to my parents, Sam is living at Kurt's house, Tina would just try – and fail – to look unhappy...", he sighs.

„So I am your last choice, how flattering."

Blaine rolls his eyes, „You threw rock salt in my eye, you are in no position to be bitching."

To his surprise, Sebastian starts laughing.

And to Blaine's complete and utter shock, he joins him.

They are sitting there on Sebastian's bed laughing like idiots for good five minutes because this whole situation is ridiculous. Sebastian has to take the glasses off to wipe the tears from his eyes.

Tears. That's what it takes for Blaine to snap back. Sebastian notices and his expression becomes more serious.

„Wanna stay here tonight?", asks Seb, his voice carefully casual.

Blaine looks incredulously at Sebastian, „Why are you nice to me? I, you know, wasn't nice to you, not really. Not to mention Warblers got disqualified because of me."

„Hello, turning over a new leaf? Trying to be nice? Remember?"

„But, Hunter, steroids..."

„That was all Hunter and I would like to point out that with a little scheming and cleverly used blackmail I would have handled Clarington just fine." , says Sebastian and Blaine totally hears some hurt pride there.

Blaine was counting on Kurt saying yes and on them staying the night together so his parents are not expecting him anyway. The thought hurts in his belly and he hears himself saying, „I'll stay. Thanks Sebastian."

ooo

It's weird. Blaine is lying in a bed that smells like Sebastian who is – despite Blaine's countless protests – in a sleeping bag on a floor. Not that he didn't offer sleeping in bed with Blaine, he did. Several times.

Not only he is lying in Seb's bed, he is also wearing borrowed T-shirt and pyjamas pants (both too big for him). Sebastian didn't forget to comment on how hot Blaine is looking wearing his clothes but it's obviously mostly just to take Blaine's mind off things.

They didn't talk, not really. Just some small talk about nothing in particular. Blaine is not feeling like getting into it just yet. Sebastian might be playing nice now but Blaine still doubts the other boy wants to hear about Kurt.

That's why this comes as yet another surprise, „I still think you are too good for him.", comes Sebastian's voice from the dark.

„But I cheated on him. He will never trust me again.", responds Blaine quietly, feeling sick.

„You fucked up, it happens. Trust me, I know." Sebastian lets out a bitter laugh.

„But... he is my soulmate and I threw it away because I felt a little lonely and now there is no way I can fix it. I told him that if he can't finally forgive me, we are over. And he didn't say anything." He takes a deep breath „It's over." He repeats and it finally dawns on him.

The tears come suddenly and as he is about to run to the bathroom and cry it out there when he feels the bed next to him dent and a warm hand lands on his shoulder, „Scoot over."

ooo

Waking up is nice. Blaine is warm, wrapped in someone's arms and birds are singing outside. Birds. Warblers. He opens his eyes and stares at sleeping Sebastian Smythe.

It all comes back – he proposed, Kurt turned him down, he went to Dalton, he went to Sebastian. When he realized he lost Kurt forever, he started crying. Sebastian came sit next to him which eventually turned into lying down next to him, hugging him and whispering soothing nothings. Then he must have cried himself to sleep.

To say Blaine is a mess right now would be an understatement. He wants to cry again. He wants to go to Kurt and just try to fix things. He wants to stay right here in Sebastian's arms.

It feels so good to have some human contact. He is afraid to touch Sam too much because he doesn't want to seem like some predatory gay. He is very careful with touching Tina because he really doesn't want to encourage her in any way. And ever since the wedding Kurt hasn't really let him in his personal space. He is sad and disappointed and in desperate need for some comfort.

Blaine cuddles closer and Sebastian's hold tightens and he mumbles sleepy „Morning," into Blaine's hair.

Suddenly, when they're both awake, it's much more real. He and Sebastian are in bed together. They have spent the night cuddling and it feels good. Chills go over Blaine as Sebastian's hand slides to his waist and pulls him closer.

Blaine puts his hand on Sebastian's chest. „Morning,", he whispers.

They are quiet but there's nothing peaceful about it anymore. It's like electric current is running through them. Neither of them moves and Blaine is pretty sure it's because neither of them wants to ruin the moment. He feels bad – he asked Kurt to marry him yesterday and now he is in bed with someone else. But he is just a 17-year-old boy pressed against another 17-year-old boy and there is nothing but thin layers of their pyjamas between them so the hormones are kinda clouding his judgment. (Not that his judgment is very good in the first place.)

Blaine lets his hand slide down Sebastian's chest and around the other boy's waist and he moves closer and gasps when he feels Sebastian is hard. Oh, and so is he.

Sebastian doesn't need any more encouragement to let his hands run over Blaine's body. He doesn't kiss Blaine and Blaine is glad. He is not sure he would handle it since the only person that ever kissed him was Kurt. Well, and Rachel, but that so doesn't count. He buries his face into Sebastian's chest and lets the sensation take over.

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So..this happened. I just wanted some Seblaine after Kurt doesn't say yes. Honestly, I have no idea if it's any good but if someone wants me to continue, I will try : )