This is a fic about the season finale in May and I have been "inspired" of the fact that we don't know if Cote is going to renew or not. I'm sure she is going to continue on the show, but I'm also sure that the writers will make one hell of a ending, probably with something happening to Ziva... Before you can begin to read I want to tell you that #1 this fic contains sexualharassment and later rape. #2 I'm not sick since I write this and I DON'T wish for this to happen at all, Ziva has been through enough. #3 My English grammar literally sucks, (therefor the presens tense in the fic) I'm sorry! But why can't your grammar rules be more logical? Because e.g. your commarules are terrible! What is wrong with you have two nexus and then you put a comma in the middle? ;) #4 I don't own NCIS or the characters even though I wouldn't complain if I did. #5 I love reviews, both positive and negativ as long they are constructive :D

It's just a normal Friday morning; they had wrapped a case up yesterday so this day is probably dedicated to paperwork. Tony thinks about this standing in the elevator on his way up to the squadroom. It's late may and Tony feels happier than he ever has, his friendship with everyone is better than before. Especially with Ziva and every morning before work he is looking forward to see her, to see her smile and just spend time with her, getting this amazing feeling in his stomach every time he just looks at her. This day though, he has a strange feeling, maybe a gut feeling, that something is wrong.

He reaches the right floor and enters the bullpen. McGee is the only one who has arrived so fare which actually is a bit weird since Ziva is often already there when he comes in. Today she isn't and that makes his gut feeling grow bigger, even though he knows that logically speaking there is no reason for this, but he just can't stop himself. Maybe it's his feelings for Ziva that is destroying his abilities to think rationally? Anyway he just can't help himself and thereby he is very quiet which his curious coworker sees of course.

"Stop looking at me McCurious! Just because I didn't say good morning to you it doesn't mean that I'm angry at you or anything is wrong. I just saw a movie last night which has made me think about life." He looks at McGee who looks like he has been caught with a hand in the cookie jar, but quickly stops looking at Tony and instead looking back at his computer. Tony feels guilty because it isn't the Probie's fault that he isn't himself today. "Sorry Tim, I just have a bad feeling, ya know… Do you know where Ziva is"? He continues. McGee looks back at Tony and what he finds in the senior field agents' eyes aren't curiosity but concern instead. "No Tony, last time I saw her was last night when she went home. Maybe she is just running a bit late"? They both know that Ziva is never late and before they make a plan of what to do, Gibbs is there.

"Dead Marine boss"? Tony asks and crossing his fingers that there isn't. Gibbs shakes his head as a no and goes sit at his desk. It doesn't go long before he says "Where is Ziver"?

Tony is the first to answer, "I know boss. She is NEVER late and I'm really starting to get a bit worried here, because it's Ziva. Besides I have had this feeling since I woke up and…" He doesn't get any further before Gibbs interrupts him, "Have you called her DiNozzo"? "Well no, I was just… Calling her now boss". Those eyes that man could make, Tony thinks as he starts to call her.

"No answer boss, but she hasn't turned it off". Now Tony can spot the concern in his boss's look too. "If she isn't here in an hour, we go check on her. In the mean time you two have some paperwork to do". Gibbs lefts the bullpen heading towards the elevator behind the stairs. Both Tony and McGee are silent until Tony can't help it any longer. "McGee trace Ziva's phone". "But Gibbs said.." "I know what the boss-man said, just do it". McGee sighs but he does it because like his coworker, he is worried too.

2 minutes later McGee finds the location for Ziva, but it isn't where he had accepted her to be. "Tony she is at your place…." The next thing McGee sees is Tony running towards the elevator.


15 minutes later he is running up the stairs towards his apartment, a billion thoughts running through his mind. He finally reaches his apartment, but it is empty, no Ziva to be found and not even her cell phone. Now he really has to come down and relax because technically McGoo's computer can have made a mistake, it is a computer for crying out loud. Somehow though, he knows the computer wasn't wrong which means that Ziva is here somewhere or her cell phone is. He calls her cell and prays that it's not on silent, but he can't hear it in the apartment, so he runs downstairs, still calling her. He stops at the mailboxes where he hears a melody from one of them. He opens his own and hopes to be lucky. Inside is a small package which is ringing and on the top it says "Anthony DiNozzo". Tony knows he should wait to open it because it could contain something deadly, hell maybe it contains plague, he thinks ironically, but he has to open it for Ziva's sake. Inside are a letter and a cell phone, which has 10 unanswered phone calls from a Tony, so it must be Ziva's. He opens the letter too which makes his blood disappear from his head. It says:

"I'm going to have some fun with our little Israeli girlfriend here and I'm sure you are going to enjoy the videos and messages I'm going to send to you. You will get her back when I'm done with her, but I'm not sure when that is. I just have one question back: do you want her alive or not...?"

Tony is shocked, the rest of the world just disappears and it's only Tony and that letter back. No one knows how long he actually stands there by the mailboxes, but at one point something triggers inside him and suddenly he realizes that his ninja is gone and he has to safe her no matter what it takes. He calls Gibbs: "Ziva has been kidnapped boss… Ziva has been…" His voice cracks and he feels like a little lost boy who doesn't know what to do. "Calm down DiNozzo, how do you know that!?" "I got a package in my mailbox with Ziva's phone and a letter. It says in the letter that he is going to have some fun with Ziva and he asks if I want to see her alive or not when he is done." Gibbs doesn't answer right away and Tony can almost hear his boss thinking. 20 seconds later Gibbs finally answers "You get the letter and the package to Abby and then go see Ziva's place, take McGee with you… DiNozzo, keep that cell phone on you all the time and when you get the time bring it to Abby so she can run it too, BUT be there when she does".


McGee and Tony discover that her door is unlocked so they take their guns and go search the apartment, but it's empty. They stand in the kitchen where there is a half full coffee cup on the counter next to her jacket and her car keys. "Something is wrong here", Tony says, "she can't have been kidnapped right here otherwise there would be signs of struggle because it is Ziva we are talking about..." They are both lost in their own minds until McGee answers, "The door isn't locked Tony, so what if she was standing here drinking her coffee just ready to leave for work, and then there is a knock on the door, she opens and then…" McGee doesn't finish because Tony no longer pays attention to him but instead a picture in Ziva's living room. McGee now standing behind him and sees what has attracted his friend. It's a picture of Tony and Ziva at a bar a couple of month ago, both with huge smiles on, they look happy. "Don't worry Tony; we are going to find her just as we did last time. She is a strong woman she can handle this." Tony hesitates before he answers, "I'm not so sure… I don't think she can handle one more kidnapping". They both go silent; Tony can stop himself thinking that if this kidnapper is just as cruel as Saleem, Ziva would never be able to work as an agent again. She would be too damaged. Damn he would do anything to just look at her smile right now. McGee interrupts his thoughts as the younger agent says that they should ask the neighbors if they have seen anything and then go back to the Navy Yard.


It's almost 6 pm. And they have nothing. The neighbors hadn't seen anything and Abby hadn't been able to get a fingerprint on neither the letter, cell phone nor the package itself. They had called the FBI and the police to help but so fare they had nothing either. Tony is sitting alone in the bull pen, looking at the desk opposite him and he almost feels sick because there is nothing he can do. His minds are disturbed by a short ring and he is shortly confused until he realizes it's Ziva's cell. It's a text message with an attached video clip. He quickly calls both Gibbs and McGee who are there shortly after. In the text message it's says "I'm having so much fun with our little Israeli friend Anthony", which makes both Tony and McGee shiver, even Gibbs looks like he is shivering a bit. "Get it on the big-screen McGee," Gibbs says.

None of them know what to expect but what they see on the clip shock all of them. Ziva is tightening to a chair; hands, arms, legs and feet are bound. The room behind her is dark but she is lighted up by a lamp, she tries to look brave but all of coworkers can see she is scared, especially Tony. Suddenly a man shows up next to Ziva, they can't see his face for a jacket with a hood on, he starts to talk with a hand firmly on Ziva's left shoulder, "so my pretty little friend, now you have to look good so Tony can be very proud of you". After his words he licks Ziva on her cheek, she doesn't react which causes him to bend down and kiss her shortly on the mouth. No reaction from her this time either which clearly irritates her kidnapper, "you little bitch, is Tony the only one who is allowed to kiss you"? Ziva only gets to say, "Tony is not my..." before he slaps her on the face. "Don't be cheeky little miss I'm perfect, no one likes a smarty pants". What he does next is a shock to everyone, he cherishes her cheek, then her neck and all of a sudden his hand is under her shirt touching her left breast. They can see in Ziva's eyes that she can cry at every moment, but the kidnapper doesn't stop there. He takes his hand up and then leads it into her pants and they can see he strokes her between her legs; Ziva is paralyzed though the tears in her eyes are threatening to run. The kidnapper laughs a perverted laughter when he takes his hand up and thereafter licks it. Before the clip ends he says "Oh this is just the beginning of all the fun you and I are going to have Ziva, don't you think this is fun Anthony? Well I'm sure you are looking forward to part two then..." The screen goes black and it takes 5 minutes before any of them say something. It's Gibbs who first breaks the silence, "send the clip to Ducky, maybe he can tell us something about this man's state of mind. McGee try to trace the message and DiNozzo you sit down and try to remember a person following you and Ziva, just anything suspicious. Come on lets find her, we have too", and then he is gone.

well this was first chapter! I hope you liked it and I think the next would be up in a couple of days. Please review :)