Humanity - Chapter One
Dear Diary,
I don't want to tell Stefen the truth but the hunger is killing me. I can't stop thinking about the other night, all the kids with no clue on what is going on. I could've fed off of all of them. I hate to say it but it's all I can think about, blood. It feels so much better when it comes from the vein. Am I getting out of control? I haven't killed anyone yet...
I did kill... but it wasn't an accident, I wasn't feeding. I was protecting us all. That hunter was going to kill us and Damon told me to kill him. Damon. Why do I listen to Damon? Should I listen to Damon? I should have trusted Stefen, I should have stayed out of it. Should I have trusted Stefen though? No, he lied to me already, he knew about the hunter and he made deals with Klaus and didn't care to share them with me. It's killing me inside but maybe it was the right thing to do.
Then why do I keep seeing all of these hallucinations? Who do I tell? Anyone? Stefen? Damon? I don't know who to trust anymore.
Dear Diary,
I've lied to her again. It's killing me to know I've hurt her, especially after I asked her to trust me. I'm only trying to do what is good for her, what will keep her safe. That cure is what she wants and what she needs. Is it what I want for her? Elena is good at being human and I love her either way but...
I hate to say it... she is more like Damon now and it kills me. I can't be that for her, I can't let go. If I let go for a second I'll never come back from that place.
I'm pushing her toward Damon, I can feel it. There has to be an answer, the cure is so out of reach now but that doesn't mean it's impossible to find. I will find that cure for her and I will keep her safe in the mean time and always.
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