Hi guys! This is just a random idea I came up with, if you like it, I can add more and elaborate on it! Well anyway, enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own naruto!
All my thoughts were swirling around in my head; a never ending whirlwind of contradicting ideas and paradoxical thoughts. I felt like I was thinking of everything all at the same time. It was scary and overwhelming and addicting. It was so good and so bad. I wanted it to stop but at the same time I wanted it to go on forever.
And then there was the crash.
It was dark. Or were my eyes just closed? Am I on the ground? Or dangling from a rope? Where am I? Who am I? All of these questions were lazily buzzing around in my head until I finally managed to snap my eyes open. I inhaled sharply at the sudden change of surroundings. I was in a forest somewhere. With some difficulty I picked myself up off the ground and began walking. My limbs refused to respond without an enormous amount of effort so I didn't get far. Collapsing on the ground, I stared at the grass tickling my face and thought.
This is what I left my friends for? What I left my life for? Was it worth it? No, I've known it wasn't since the beginning. So why?
I heard a rustling in the branches. A man with blue hair and pointy teeth stepped out. "Hey man, are you ok? Burnt out?" he asked laughing at me. He knew full well there was no way I could respond in my current state. "Alright, here" he offered, "You need more, right?"
Oh yeah. That was why.
In an effort, I slightly nodded my head.
I needed this.
And soon my mind was racing again. I'm not thinking of anything but I'm thinking of everything. I can feel everything but I don't feel anything. I love it. I crave it. I need it.
I hate it.