Just One Mistake
I'm falling in looooove~ With what? Second person perspective. Enjoy~ I don't know if there's any romance in this, though.
Warning: This is from the later chapters. Say, ch. 130-147? In between that. If you haven't read it yet, please do. I promise you, you won't ever regret it. :)
Dedication: Hinami, (Akahane- Scarlet Feather)cause apparently, she's intent on making me love this pairing. :) And all my lovely reviewers of 'Gazes At The Sky'.
Disclaimer: Gakuen Alice by all means does not belong to me.
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/ Just One Mistake /
You want to save her, bring her out of that glass case. But more importantly, you want to cleanse her skin. Turn it back to what it was before. Because, regret overpowers you, especially when you see her so lifeless, so unmoving before you. And what is worse, what makes the guilt come even harder is that you caused it. She was so desperate to save you. To help you. To protect you from what you believed in. Yet you harmed her. The doctors are unsure of her position, as of currently, but your heart is telling you bitterly, You killed her… You killed her… Just repeating in your mind. Repeatedly. Continually. Never-ending. You want it to disappear, because it reminds you of your wrong-doings. Not just this one, but every single one. All of your past sins.
From the killing of Sensei, and the cruel missions you inflicted on the students, to this. Every emotion is swarming inside your mind, buzzing continually, "Murderer…" You know it's the truth, but somewhere inside your blackened heart, you want to erase her of that thought.
You killed her…
You think back to the day you met her. She was so small back then, and innocence was pouring out of her being. But what struck you most was her smile. So sweet and loving. Unafraid of who you were. She had wanted to touch you, to hold your hand.
"Don't touch me… It's not –safe." you had told her. And she had replied by grasping your hand and smiling pleasantly… warmly…
"It's so warm." She had said. And you froze, but replied with tightening your grip on her hand. Her petite fingers.
You had wanted to tell her that she was the one who was warm. Not you. You could never be warm. You killed… in cold blood.
But as you stare at her frozen body now, she's so cold, you think. So so cold…
You lay down a flower, half-withered, half-living, reminding yourself of the time she handed you a flower, and it had lived. Not this time, you tell yourself. Not anymore.
After all, the one flower has withered away. By your hands… You saunter away, head tilted forward, eyes closed... reminding yourself once again, of your one mistake that ruined her life… because you tainted her innocence, her smile…
And then again, your thoughts come back to you. Ones that always will… invade your mind and your whole being.
You killed her. . .
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Author's Note: A bit too much angst? :) Though I can't help but feel I didn't do well on this. But Persona x Nobara fans, not to worry! I'm sure Nobara will be saved and wake up, eh? Not to worry, loves. Anyway…
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