I had been standing there for hours watching her from across the street staying in the shadows,

Genesis I'm sure if he had chosen to live, would say I was stocking her. He probably be able to come up with some quote from loveless to assess the entire situation. In spit of the rain I cannot bring my-self to either leave or go in. So I stand in the shadows watching her, this exquisite creature, she belongs in the light while my domain remains strictly in the shadows where monsters belong. Like all monsters I long for the light, but but I dare not enter it for fear of tainting it. Because in the end I am nothing more then a monster