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well, i'm still young to be in jail , yah know. =

Here goes nothing, -| (*)

It was supposed to be a wonderful night. Yes, it was supposed to.

She could help but feel that everything around her was splendid. It was only early in the evening when she roamed the busy streets of Hokaido with only one destination in mind.

At Seika High roof top. Now that she thought about the place, it dawned to her that she had never been to that 'special' place for a long time until now. Well, how could she? Yes, she frequented in that certain spot of the school before but she had been preoccupied these past few days with a bundle of paper works and her part-time jobs and she probably would shock the teachers and students if they saw her barging on the place now that she already graduated from that school and was already in college, right?

The night itself was warm, or maybe she was feeling warm. The dark sky, was already ostentatiously decorated with thousands, perhaps millions of glittering stars and the moon itself was magnificent which had presented a crescent shape and outshone all the little stars that there was. The street which was crowded with different passing cars at each moment was illuminated by the lights that they produced. The people that stirred within the vicinity went and left, stayed or continued, each of them was busy on their own, trapped in their own world and never dared or lingered to appreciate the sight that was before them. Well, they never cared as long as they went on their own way then it was enough. Yet, despite all of these, she was happy and excited. Happy because after all the tough times and misfortunes she had to go through and had successfully survived these past few days, she was finally about to see him, touch him and feel him, hear his soothing voice and just be with him. And because of all of those, she was at the same time excited. Not that she would openly admit that to him because it was just too embarrassing for her and she was certain that he would tease her about it endlessly but, she really did missed him.

His teasing smile;

His pleasing voice

His soft golden locks

His unfathomable emerald eyes

She just missed everything about him. She just longed for that certain stupid perverted outer-space alien. It may sound too harsh, but it was her only way of expressing her feelings towards him, of how she loves him.

More than that, she was happy to finally share the sacred news that she astounded uncovered just two weeks ago and delivers it firstly to him.

She reached her destination and she hastily climbed the staircase that led to their meeting place.

The rooftop.

The reached for the door knob, twisted it and slowly opened the wooden door.

And there he was

The man who haunted her dreams these past few days,

The man who had begrudgingly made her fall for him,

The man who had accidentally discovered her secret job,

The man who stole her first kiss

The man who fixed her shattered trust

The man whom she had given up herself with

The very first man except her father, which she loved and entrusted all her heart with

He was standing there; his masculine back facing her and his face was all hidden from her. But as soon as he heard someone enter his haven, he turned and faced the intruder that he was waiting for.

"Misaki-chan" he whispered in a low voice, nevertheless, she somehow had heard the seriousness on it.

"Usui" she replied. He shook his head and smiled.

"How many times do I have to repeat myself that you should call me by my first name 'Takumi' not by my family name?" He faced her and at the same time, his smile instantly turned into a teasing one.

"Or do I still need to make you remember how to say my name, Misa-chan?" The seriousness that she heard from him awhile ago was gone and all that there was his perverted teasing.

"Stop saying rubbish words, you pervert!" she spit between her embarrassment and rage. She stopped herself from saying anymore loud remarks as soon as she remembered that she has something important to announce to him

"I have something to tell you-" they both said in unison.

Startled, Misaki nodded her head ones towards him indicating for him to proceed of what he was about to say.

He walked two steps toward her for them to face each other more closely. Misaki noted that there was something by the way he looked at her. His eyes were now cold. She didn't like it one bit.

"Misaki I-"he sighed. He seemed to be at loss of words for a second then he at last proceeded with his intentionally half-bowed to avoid her gaze. "I am sorry."

She was quite doubtful on what he was implying by his 'sorry'. But she was certain she didn't get it all.

Questioningly, she asked "What are you trying to say sorry for?". She did not really comprehended by what he meant but she has a nagging feeling that something was troubling him. That something was terribly wrong

"It is all an act" on cue, he looked at her, eye-to-eye. And it was the last thing she wanted to see from him. The look in his eyes was piercingly cold, with no emotions whatsoever. Gone was the teasing yet warm spark on his eyes that she had managed to witness at almost every day that they spent time together. She could not read them at all. If he was acting, she could not see through. Yet, it was what he said: 'It was all an act'.

It took several moments for her to grasp his meaning with his words and it dawned to her that she had just misinterpreted him again, that he was playing with her again. It must be one of his perverted ways to tease her? Perhaps, he really did not mean it at all? Or she was just imagining things due to her condition right?

However, the aloof emotion etched solidly on his smooth face was sadly, implicating otherwise.

And to his utmost surprise, she managed to stifle a laugh. She was laughing for pity's sake! On his part, it seemed she was laughing at him because he thought she would fall for his lie. Had his acting given away that he really did not mean it or does this woman really knows how much she is to him? Or maybe both.

On her part, she was laughing at herself. How foolish had she been to believe that his entire attitude towards her were true and pure? How stupid could she get to return those 'feelings' he told her that he harbor for her? Yes, she maybe laughing but inside, she was bewildered and crushing as questions, anger and hurt came mixing across her mind and heart. Her world was turning upside down by just one sentence which was created by one single man.

"So it was an act all along?". She knew what his answer would be, but she just needed to clarify even if would just add to the pain she was bearing. She just somehow needs to make it clear.

Then just as loathing " Yes. It was. Look, Misaki-"he contemplated on what to call her "Ayuzawa, I am sorry, deeply sorry for the pain that you are suffering because of what I had confessed. I admit that intrigued with your personality and had mistakenly wooed you but it was a misunderstanding. I never intended to go this far, I thought that I love you however, as soon I realized that I did not, well you know-" He paused for awhile eying the woman she was talking to if she still could still tolerate for some more ugly revelations about our 'misunderstood' relationship,"you already had fallen for me and it was too late, it all became a responsibility for me to show you that I love you because I know that I would hurt you if you would know about my feelings. But Misaki, please know that I truly care for you." And he hugged her.

He expected from her to shout at him but she never did, otherwise, she just maintained her calm and kept her cool. But he knows that façade well enough. He knew that she was struggling inside. Not that he could do anything about it. He had to do this. And that was that.

He ended his speech, long enough for her to fix myself and decide not to show any hint of emotion that she was currently experiencing. She seemed to be lost in his hug, she did not know what it was for but she felt the emotions locked with it; Longing and Apology. Heck, what was that for? However, before she had to be locked up on the embrace forever, she reminded herself as she shoved him forcefully causing them to lose contact.

"Care for me? Is that another of your stupid lies? You are an idiot for believing that!" She asked, tone cold.

"it is true whether you believe me or not-" he asked something out of a sudden that had mounted up my reasons to fully hate him " We could be just friends, you know."

And that was it

She punched him straight onto the face. The blow had caused him to stagger backwards but that wasn't the effect she wanted to throw at him. She wanted for him to fall his face flat on the cold floor, wanted him to beat him up into powder, and wanted to hurt him as much as he had made her to be. But she knew, it was useless, no physical pain could replace the crushing emotion she held inside, well she just knew.

"Thanks for your friendship, but I do not need it, Offer it to anyone who would voluntarily ask for it. I'm sure there are many. But not me." That was what she said before she turned her heels and started to walk away from him, head held high. But unbeknownst to him, tears where already starting to fill her eyes and she would never again let him see her vulnerable.

She grabbed the doorknob but before she twisted it fully, she halted as she realized something

"I hate to say this but I have to, I apprehended that I do not loathe you for what you did." Pathetic aren't I? She thought.

"Nonetheless, since I said that it was all part of my mini theater, so I abide you forget me same as I would erase you in my memory as if you never had existed. " was his cool reply.

For Christ's sake, He was mandating her after she confessed that she doesn't hate him for what he did! The nerve! Didn't he know how much it caused her to utter those words? She was the one who does not say her feelings that much. She was the one being assaulted here (well, emotionally). How the hell could he act like it was the other way around? Then, if that's what he wants, let him be. No, Misa. Do not cry. Do not let him see how weak you've become because of him. Never let him mock you again. You will bear your problem without him

"Sure, no big deal. " Keep your calm, you stupid girl. Tell him what it was you wanted to say and get this pathetic scene over with.

"Before I forgot, I'm pregnant with your child" She turned her direction towards him and saw the shock written upon his face. She waited for him to say something but he did not so she continued,

"Don't worry though; I do not hold you for anything. I do not hold you responsible for MY child. If you suddenly had sprouted a conscience and decide to marry me, am telling you that I would not even think twice before declining" .

Before she shatters into a million pieces in front of the man, she stormed off away from the rooftop, away from the school and away from him, heavy tears threatening to fall down from her teary eyes.

Moments after the woman left the man, manly sobs were heard which came from the man.

He felt regretting his decision but it was all that he had to do. Break up with her.

Usui Takumi, what did you do? He asked himself as he sobbed for the first time in his entire life

You just did the greatest mistake of your life.

Yes, that was true. He was angry to himself for devastating her. But that was all he could do for now.

But still, you should protect her with all you've got but until then, keep your promise,

"I'll give up anything but not Ayuzawa"

I am truly sorry Ayuzawa. She may have heard me say that I never loved her at all but to me, she was all that I ever had.

Hate me for now. Curse, despise and blame or even forget me if you would or if you could.

But believe me, I'll make you fall for me again. Make you love me again.

What's the use of being an alien?

It was all an act after all.

A/N: So how was it?

All I ask from every reader is a single review. but well, if you would not drop any. well atleast you read it. right?^_^

If i get encouraged enough(through reviews) then maybe I could make another chapter for this. who knows? maybe or maybe not.

Gotta go now, yes. It/s already 10:32 p.m. here. and it's late. I still have not studied for my quiz tomorrow,(that's a secret,pls don't tell my mom,okay?)

i don't know how i made this, well, I was really kinda tired today because we had P.E. . my least fav. subject^^

P.S.

This one's raw you know.

Unbeta'd