p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"strongspan style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 15.12px;"Heyyy hope you all enjoy! I'm not exactly sure what ships I'm going with, so bear with me. But, I am ace, so Jason's thoughts hopefully aren't too far off for you./span/strong/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Jason had been reading. Not that this was anything new for him, he didn't have dyslexia and therefore flew through books with much more vigor than other demigods./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Sure, he was busy, going from camp to camp, planning tributes and stretching every ounce of democratic skill he had in him, but he still had time to read about things other than the Gods favorite shade of marble./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Since Nico had been forced to come out by Cupid, the whole thing had stuck in his head. Not because Nico being gay was weird, but that it had even occurred to him. That he prefered boys./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"For Jason, he just assumed it was you were just passive about dating and things until it was time. Whatever that meant. He wasn't even sure what he meant by that, and that had been his own rationalization. Hades, Jason hadn't noticed his own attraction, or lack thereof, until the list of sexual orientations were staring him in the face./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Asexual. The lack of sexual attraction. Oh. He might have said that out loud when he first read that. It clicked, like it something he'd known all his life but never comprehended it. Couldn't help but smile, it made him happy, for once, something unrelated to victory or survival made him happy./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"He now knew something about himself that hadn't been lost to Hera's power. Something no one else knew either. It was his to know and his to share. He'd brought it up to Annabeth, figuring she would be the best one to go to. Piper probably knew more about the matter, but...he hadn't been ready for that conversation with his first girlfriend./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Piper?" He walked in time with her, towards the beach. The sun lit up her eyes, like a stained glass window, her new lip ring toying between her teeth. She glanced up to him, half smiling; matching his tense, torn, all around anxious, more so than two people who were supposed to be dating. She slung an arm loosely through his./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""I, uh, Pipes…" Jason struggled with his words, tangled on his tongue. "I've been reading some stuff, and, um,"/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Squeezing his eyes shut, he composed himself./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""I'm asexual, Piper." Her arm dropped him his. Even though the air had been warm, a chill curled its way up from the spot she'd been holding./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Oh." Her tone wasn't disappointment, no, more of an affirmative tut, like somehow she'd known all along and was just waiting for him to mutter the words. Was it because he wasn't a good kisser? Or never brought up sex? Or-or./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Jason opened his eyes, pushed up his glasses and sighed. He pulled his legs up, resting his chin on his knees./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""I know it, it seems weird, like, who cares, but…" He swallowed, "It's important to me. Annabeth, she was saying that, like, when you're ace, you can wear a black ring, on your middle finger and, there's a flag, like the gay one, and," He finally managed to breathe./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""It just made so much sense to me. It's who I am, Pipes." Piper nodded, looking pensive./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Have I ever...ever made you uncomfortable Jason?" She was playing with her lip ring again. Oh. He shook his head quickly./p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Okay." Piper managed. "I just...I just wanted to make sure." She looked almost defeated, it was a sad sight. Jason hadn't meant this, hades, he hadn't. What had he done?/p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""Because I love you, Jase. I wouldn't ever want to hurt you."/p
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p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""I'm gonna go to the rocks for a bit." She stood, her body language giving no invitation to Jason to join her. She pecked his cheek, dry and short, leaving no mark of her presence. Piper was holding something back, her words still held the dissatisfaction of secrecy. Jason was at a loss as to what it was./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;""I'll be back." Piper said, turning on her heel. Jason waved, and then relaxed, shoulders slumping, glasses skewing./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"He'd thought coming out to her would have been easy. It wasn't like he didn't love her, and Piper him. No, it wasn't that. They did love each other./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"They were just, they were just...Percy and Annabeth would've been bright and happy and encouraging immediately. Like when Percy had come out, Annabeth jumped right into all the stuff she knew would help. Clothes, nail polish, pronouns, anything and everything for her /Piper and Jason, on the other hand, put space between themselves, the tension always thick enough to cut. It couldn't have just been because Jason was asexual. Because this pattern of awkward had been happening more and more often./p
p style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15.12px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"Instead of being magnetic, constantly clicking together no matter how opposite, it seemed to be that they were a loosening knot. Only strung together because the fates, some other force had twisted them together. Maybe, Jason figured. That was it. This relationship was just the remnants of the fate's plan./p
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