Summary: Not right now, love.
Spoilers: In the Red, Dirty loyal, S3 so far.
Disclaimer: Yes, I own them, I even own Fox and I can also fly, I jus write in my spare time when I'm not flying around.
Author's Notes: Completely outta of the insomniac blue, while I should actually be working on another story that I threat myself with finishing every week, but instead, I'm watching House now and rambling on my laptop. This little one shot probably needs a lot of work, but I don't really feel like working right now, I feel like this. So, all mistakes are mine, as usual. Review if you love and especially if you hate it, please. Till next post.
Not going anywhere
His eyes used to tell her: "I wanna be there when you wake up. I always wanna be there."
Her whole being always told him: "I wanna be there when you look for support. I always wanna be there." She spoke volumes...
Until one day he spoke those words and his eyes changed, they were the same, but they meant differently. She saw it all, even what she didn't wanna see.
So she wondered, over and over: "What happened?" She kept telling herself: "But… nothing, nothing can break this! Only us. Why would we do it? Why would he?"
What he wondered was: "Why would we try? Why would we see it all the way through? There is no point now, it's over, it should be. Why don't I just pull the plug and end this all, set her free, so she can at least have a shot at what she deserves…Why don't I? In fact, why don't I just do it right now?"
But then, he realized that no matter how much he believed he was right about that, he just didn't want that.
He wanted her. He always have, he would always want her, even when he didn't wanna want her.
Even when he knew that sometimes, she didn't wanna want him either. But she did, he had always known that, even when she didn't always know, he had, all along.
So, his eyes started telling her, once again: "Not right now, love. When you are ready. I'm not going anywhere Gill."