xX Shadow's Reflection Xx
Can mirrors lie?
Every time I look,
I see that shadow which looms behind me,
And deny it.
"No you are not me."
How after all this pain,
After all this happiness,
After all this need,
Could I possibly leave without leaving?
My body is mine but my memories…
Were they ever?
You left me first,
Left me with these words,
These feelings.
"Never stop walking. I love you."
Who did you love?
Were you talking to me or…
How could have I lost everything before I even had it?
I never had it.
Always, always that shadow.
Because that was who you were talking to,
Wasn't it?
I never had you, but I had them.
Because I kept walking,
And found people who I cared for.
Then the shadow appears and again I'm left with nothing.
Why me?
Didn't I ever…
Wasn't I ever…
Enough,
For you,
For them,
For myself?
A rather dreary poem from Allen's point-of-view about the 14th, his friends, and Mana.
Thanks for reading!
Until Next Time, Kuroi Fushichou