Clarke saw reapers everywhere. She didn't know what to do. She just took her bow and shot random reapers. All she could think about was surviving. While she shot them she held onto what Bellamy always said to her: "Who we are and who we need to be to survive are to different things. Suddenly she heard someone scream again and again
"Clarke, look behind you!" she heard Raven yell, when she looked behind her she saw like ten reapers coming for her. But then, Bellamy jumped in with his sword.
"Got your back princess, just keep shooting, you're doing great" she heard him say, he even winked while saying it. How the hell could he be so damn calm?
She was kind of proud of how many reapers she shot with her bow, she did felt kind of bad of being proud of killing people. She was happy that she did a sport like bow shooting back on the ark. She used to do it when she was bored. Wells learned her how to do it, thinking about those intimate moments made her freaking angry. She shot like twenty more reapers when she saw now reapers any more, where the hell were they? She suddenly felt two strong hands around her waist.
"It's over Clarke! They left!" He lifted her up and hugged her.
It felt great to have his strong arms around her waist. So save. She kept hugging him and when he put her back on the ground she finally let go of him. He stared at her and she stared at him. Then she felt tears coming up. Quickly she wiped it off. Bellamy laughed at her.
"It's okay to cry sometimes princess, you don't have to be strong all the damn time. You've been so damn strong these past few weeks, healing people, training, looking out for everyone, helped me with all leading the camp and being the best friend i could ever wish, I could never have done any of this without you!"
"Dammit Bellamy, since when you're being so sentimental?." she said laughing. "You need to know I did all those things with love! thank you for taking care of me Bell, it means a lot for me to finally have someone who really cares about me" Clarke needed to hold back her tears while saying this. They hugged one last time before they went both back to business.
Clarke was working very hard at the medical place. There so much injured people, she almost couldn't believe it. When she just finished cleaning up a little boy his scarfs she saw bellamy coming in. The boy just stood up, thanked Clarke and left. That left the two of them alone in the room.
"Hey princess, how are you holding up?" He asked looking a bit anxiously at her.
"I am fine, just still a little bit shocked. Do you have any wounds?"
"Yeah.. my back hurts really much. I don't know what happened, could you take a look at it?"
"Of course!" She tried to hide her nerves, But she couldn't wait to see bellamy without a shirt.
"Why so nervous princess?" He asked with a big smile on his face.
Shit he had noticed that she was nervous. What could she say now? She felt her cheeks glow and knew she was blushing. She hadn't had any other boy than Finn. They were lovers until she found out he was just using her for her body and for sex. He's still on the Ark and she's so afraid of him coming down. She has been so broken and after that she hadn't trust, kissed, hugged or touched any other guy, afraid that he would hurt her. But with bellamy it went all so fast and she trusted him so damn fast. She didn't realise she was shaking until Bellamy took her hands, sat down and took her in his lap.
"It's okay princess, you can tell me if you want?" He Pulled her closer and pulled his arm around her.
Clarke rested her head on his chest and started talking.
"It all started like 3 years ago, I was 15 years old. There was a party because of unity day, remember? Now I went there with Harper. As soon as we got there we started dancing, it was amazing. I felt so free! then there was This guy named Finn, he was 18. He started to dance really close against me. I kind of liked his attention so I, you know just kept dancing with him. He was being really nice to me, like really really nice. After a hour of dancing I lost Harper and he took me with him to the bar. He ordered 2 red Vodka's and gave one of them to me. I just drank it and I loved it. It tasted really good. After a few drinks I felt dizzy so I wanted to leave But he said he would take me home. The next thing I know was he trying to Kiss me everywhere. We just kissed that Night.
He Kept being really nice and giving me stuff, learning me to shoot with a bow etc etc. We kissed really often and I liked it. But one night he took me to his room. He started to undress me, is said I didn't want to, he said that it was the least I could do After everything he has done for me. So I just let everything happen. I felt really bad After it, but he said I owe him. So he kept giving me things and I just let him, how should I call it, use me? It was terrible and when I found out he was doing it with more girls and I didn't mean a shit to him I kind of freaked out. I am still afraid of the day he comes down and after that I became afraid of being close to guys."
She felt Bellamy's hand going over her cheek, she was crying. She gave him a little smile.
Bellamy clench his fists. "I am gonna kill that asshole, you don't deserve being treated like that."
"Now you know everything, Let's have a look at that wound of yours. Take off your shirt!"
"Princess, you don't have to, Monty can just take a look at it, it's okay"
"No Bellamy, I am not a little kid and Monty sucks in healing wounds. I bet isn't that bad to look at your body. Now take off your shirt!"
"Or what?" He asked smirking. "I have to stand here half naked and you can just admire my body when I have to stand here?"
"Yeah kind of" she said laughing.
"I don't think that's fair princess, you need to take of your shirt too"
"In your dreams Bellamy!" Clarke shouted laughing and started to blush.
"Yeah that's true." He said it before he even noticed.
"Wait what?" Clarke looked confused at Bellamy. Did he just say that he dreamed about her? He was probably just joking she taught.
"Nevermind princess" He said while taking off his shirt.
She couldn't resist it. She just stared at his body. All she could think was that it was perfect.
She found out that she was staring when she heard Bellamy chuckle. She immediately turned red.
"Admiring my body? You are allowed to touch it you know?" he said smirking
She just smiled at him. What else could she say?
"Turn around Casanova. I need to look at your bod.. I mean wound."
Bellamy just chuckled.
"Jesus Bellamy, it looks like someone stabbed you in your shoulder, a part of the knife is still in it, this is going to hurt. You have to lay down on the table."
"Just take it off. I have my distraction so I won't complain" he said smirking while lying down on the table.
"What do you mean?" Clarke was looking confused at him.
"Nevermind, just take it out princess."
"As you wish" she bend over him. It was kind of an awkward position, but she kept going until she had the very last piece out of his shoulder.
While she was doing that bellamy start fantasizing about Clarke. What if she did took her shirt off? What would he do? He smiled while thinking it. If her body was half as perfect as her face it would be amazing. He smiled by even thinking about it.
"Are you okay?" She asked a little bit nervous.
"Why so nervous princess? But yes I am fine. You did a great job again"
She blushed.
Bellamy just smiled. "Will it leave a scarf?"
"Yes sorry, for sure. It is really deep. Let me clean it up and put some bandage around it." She took the bandage and put it around the wound.
"It's okay princess" he smiled at her
"I will give you some bandage with you, make sure you change it 3 times a day. So there can't get an affection in it."
He stood up and put his shirt back on. "Thanks princess, you're awesome, I Will" he said and then he left.
Clarke stood still in the room for a few minutes. What the hell just happened? What was that feeling?
