The Monster's inside us all.

Summary: I always loved scaring my little sister with tales of disgust evil monster's that lurked in the darkness; I told her they watched you while you slept and sometimes I even told her they ate little kids just to fuck with her but my favorite time to scare her was Halloween when I would get the scariest costume I could find and send her screaming to mom. She always made me feel guilty when she woke me up in the middle of the night asking if she could sleep in my bed with me so I could 'protect her from the monsters'. It got to the point where no one really believed me when I actually saw a real one... That is until it was too late.

It all started on a normal afternoon; my best friend Sollux and I walked home after yet another stressful day of high school. The leaves on the almost naked trees were random shades of bright red, orange, a crusty brown, yellow, or still kept their jade-ish green. I could feel the crunch of the dead leaves under my feet as winter dreaded on making the temperature around us colder and the idea of hot chocolate and snuggling under a few blankets while watching my romcoms more appealing. It seemed that whenever it was summer I wished it were winter, but whenever it was winter I wished it were summer. Just having to walk in this twenty below temperature reminded me just how much I hated winter and summer.

"Hey KK, what ever happened to you and that blind chick?" Sollux spoke up as he took one of his ear buds out of his ears. It was kind of a sore subject for me, okay huge understatement; it was an extremely sore spot for me. I had dated she-who-shall-not-be-named ever since all of us were in junior high; back in eighth grade was when I had finally gotten the courage to ask her out and surprisingly she had said yes. Now being a junior in high school it was kind of sad to see how far we had drifted apart… I mean being with someone for three years gave you enough time to learn allot about them; you got to know what they feared, She was extremely afraid of horror movies and hated small spaces, you got to know the cute little details about them, As weird as it was she was obsessed with dragons, and of course loved bright red and teal since she said it reminded her of us, and you got to know the good and bad thoughts they had that made you love them even more. I was actually the first one to actually talk to her when we were all small since allot of brats used to call her 'weird blind girl' or even 'blindy' since she was born blind and needed special help back then. We used to be inseparable back then; nobody could really blame me for feeling hurt when she immediately dropped me so she could go after Strider.

"…Nothing." I replied with a little bit of sadness in my tone, don't get me wrong I didn't really give too much of a flying shit now it was just… She still held the other half of my heart it the palm of her hands and it hurt to watch her throw it away, no matter what she did to me or what she did to herself I would always except her with wide open arms, even if she had that blonde haired fuck asses ugly bastard children I would still love her.

"I thought-"

"We split up." I really did not want to get into this.

"… oh." Well that got awkward quickly. I was sort of happy when my house came into view and I looked to Sollux who was putting his iPod away.

"Are you still coming over tonight?" I asked him as I noticed Nepeta playing in the front yard barefoot as usual. I mentally tsked at my little sister's carefree nature and I began to form a nasty plot in my head on how I should scare her this time.

Sollux nodded as he waved goodbye to me, walking to his house which was about half an hour away from here. I switched my attention to Nepeta as she kicked her favorite ball into the bushes, and carefully sneaking up on her I leant down next to her ear.

"Hey Nep!" I yelled and almost laughed as she let out a surprised squeak and spun around quickly.
"You REALLY don't want to go in their."

"W-Why?" Nepeta looked at me then turned to look at the bushes.

"Haven't you ever heard of the razor tooth toe biter?" I feigned a gasp. This was just too easy.

"Razor tooth toe biter?" Nepeta looked down at her feet as she wiggled her toes.

"It lives in the ground and comes up to feast on little kids toes."

"Y-you're such a liar Karkitty. Mom says not to listen to you anymore." Nepeta looks up at you with disbelief.

"It got Sollux, and it even got Kankri. You could ask them and they'll show you but I guess it's fine if you don't believe your big brother." I kicked off my shoes and started to walk towards the bushes to get her ball with a giant devilish smile on my face.

"Don't go over there!" I heard Nepeta's trembling voice as I walked past the bushes, once I was in I crouched down as soon as Nepeta let out a meek, "Karkitten?"

Nepeta cautiously approached the bushes as she tried to look over it to see if I was there, I smiled slightly as she got closer. Why was she always so gullible? When I was her age I was fascinated by the things that went bump in the night, I would stay up late and read as much as I could about stuff like Dracula, werewolf's, ghost, and all kinds of other stuff like that but I am completely absorbed into CreepyPasta's now; Jeff the Killer was by far my favorite next to Slender man. Then again I am comparing a seven year old to a sixteen year old….

As Nepeta reached out to move one of the branches aside I struck, bursting out of the bushes I roared out at her; Nepeta let out a loud scream as she turned and hauled ass to the house. I laughed as I picked up my shoes and walked to the house after her; when I went inside I dropped my backpack and shoes off on the couch and walked towards where Nepeta's crying was. When I entered the kitchen I was met with my mom glaring at me, I looked at her with arms crossed.

"What did I say about scaring your little sister?" My mom was comforting a sniffling Nepeta as she wept into her shirt.

"Oh come on, what the use of having a little sister if I can't play harmless pranks on her?" I grinned at my mom's scowling face, if you were to see my family you would notice one thing immediately; the girls in our family looked ALLOT like my mother and the boys look exactly like their father.

"Karkat Vantas, you will apologies to your sister this minute!" My mom looked seriously pissed, I always knew to listen to her because sometimes when she got pissed she reminded me of our old possessed Pounce de Leon, may she rest in peace, which used to puff up when she was frustrated.

"I'm sorry Nepeta…. That I offered the toe biter your toes so he wouldn't eat mine." Nepeta looked at me with wide eyes and I ran upstairs to avoid my mother's outraged cry. Eh she would get over it.

I walked to my room and smiled at the sign on my door that said.
'Turn around Fuckass and walk away.' Opening the door I looked in at the big fluffy fuck that snored and drooled on my bed and I immediately gave him a dirty look.

"Crabdad." I whistled at my Great Pyrenees as he snorted and sat up quickly. Yeah that's what I thought. Crabdad's tail went berserk as he noticed my presence and he jumped of the bed, his head hung low, and went to greet me. I almost fell back from Crabdad as he tried to push his way into my lap and I sighed nuzzling into his long warm fur. He always seemed to forget he wasn't the puppy he used to be back when I was ten, but oh well, you're as old as you feel right? Crabdad huffed and attacked me head on with kisses and I smiled pushing him back. As I looked around I stopped smiling oh my god my room was fucking filthy…. Clothes were tossed in random area as old and new assignments littered the floor, Crabdad's toys were in random spots and I think I saw that pizza I lost a week ago under my bed. I really didn't feel like having 'thoulluxth', as I called him to mock his lisp, bitch about how disorganized I was. I stuffed all the paper's into one of the empty drawer that I luckily had in my desk and threw the clothes into the dirty clothes. I threw the already rotting pizza away after Crabdad tried to eat the foul selling thing, but when I stuck my hand right back under my bed I stopped when my hand met cold metal. I pulled the object out to reveal an old metal box; I remember this. This was a box I had put all my monster information in when I was in… third grade? No, it was fourth. I blew the dust away from the lid and opened it. Inside there were a couple of Old Nick knacks which included an old compass Sollux and I found when we used to venture through the woods at my old house and then there was an old bracelet.

…..Terezi gave me this when we first became friends in kindergarten; I ran my fingers over the cube lettered beads that spelled out 'B3st Fri3nds For3vr' and a sad smile unconsciously spread over my. Since my ex was blind she accidently forgot one of the e's and always used to replace them with three's since she said 'they looked too familiar', but that seemed like forever ago to me. I slowly put the old bracelet on my bed and looked down to see what else I had stored in the box so long ago. I pulled out an old dusty leather covered book and tilted my head, what the hell? Opening the book I almost let out a loud laugh, it was my Monster Log. If you flipped through the book you would find pictures of various monsters ranging from Bigfoot, all the way to Zombies; I flipped through the pages as I stopped on a picture of a somewhat large green figure, the creature had barf green skin and sickly pale eyes to match to compliment, the disgusting creature had large teeth a giant fucking nose and random pimples and wart on its skin; it was a troll. There was nothing written about this and I found that strange… shouldn't there be at least be a title or something? Eh lest just get this shit done and over with… Standing up I kicked the box under my bed and looked around m room; it was far from clean but it was at least presentable.

Night time rolled around faster than I thought as the sun went down and the moon shone in the starry night sky. I ran down stairs as the door rang and opened it; Sollux looked fine in the cold even though all he had on were some sweats, a grey t-shirt, and his classic black leather jacket. He looked to me and smirked with an eyebrow raised.

"Well? Aren't you going to invite me in KK? How rude." Sollux walked past me and I sent a wave over to Mr. Captor who waved back with a large grin on his face. I slammed the door and turned to glare at my douche bag of a friend.

"What the fuck ever Captor, do you always have to be a self absorbed prick all the time or is that just your regular behavior; I swear if I had a penny for every time I felt the need to strangle or to defile you in anyway possible I would be a fucking millionaire by now and god when is the last time you took a shower? You smell like you were bathed in shit and dried of with a dead cat!"

"What ever KK, and unlike you I acthually go to the gym." Sollux looked around while I rolled my eyes; no I didn't go to the gym because I didn't see the need too. I was always lean despite my height and I always had some type of muscle on me; enough to throw Sollux off anyways.
"Wow, thith ith new…"

"Hey it wasn't my idea to move here but I guess its something different." I motioned him upstairs as he stripped off his jacket, and I bit my lip. I was… somewhat attracted to boys and having a father who was a pastor didn't really help since he really didn't accept gays, he tolerated them but didn't really support it full on. He's more of an old fashioned man, completely supporting the bible, the whole no sex before marriage, attending church every Saturday and Sunday, and even preached the words of the lord. You could even imagine how proud he was when Kankri swore abstinence during our family diner; Kankri was always his favorite anyways. But then there was me; I always tried to skip church, I was admittedly bi-sexual or at least not to my family, I've had something close to sex already, I've drank, And I don't really care for religion; It was just one thing that never made sense to me.

Sollux and I had a bipolar friends with benefits deal going on, He did certain things to me, I did certain things to him, then Bam the next morning the whole ordeal never happened and we're back to being friends. We basically used each other to relieve stress from school, family, sports, and even used it to distract ourselves from assignments. I was okay with it by all means as long it never got too far to where my boxers never came off and my ass stayed a virgin.

We both entered my room and Sollux immediately flopped down on my bed, he looked around and whistled then took his 3d shades off. I loved his different colored eyes, one was a dark cinnamon brown and the other was a deep ocean blue that sort of matching his shades. He hated having heterochromia while I thought it was actually very beautiful it made him unique to me since I had ugly albino candy red eyes.

"Looks exactly the same." Sollux closed his eyes and yawned.

"I don't really like change." I say as I go to lie down next to him, not exactly the reason why I kept it the same but it wasn't a lie. We both just lay there silently.

"Want to order Pizza?" Sollux smiled.

"Fuck yeth."

….

TRIGGER WARNING!

I moaned as Sollux sucked on my neck harshly; he nibbled around the now bruised area as his hands wandered else where making me rut against it. I could hear his breathing pick up as he moved my shirt aside to make small marks around my stomach and around my nipple before circling one with his tongue he sucked on it earning him a quiet moan from me as I watched him have fun with me. I bit my lip as he brought his teeth down on the hardening erogenous zone, he pulled it slightly and I hissed. I forced his head up and brought him into a bruising kiss; teeth clacked almost painfully as our tongue's wrestled for dominance and I growled giving into his temptation. My parents were away for the weekend, Nepeta was asleep, and my older siblings moved out for collage a couple months ago. It was the perfect time for stuff like this. Sollux pushed me onto the bed as we continued to French kiss. Tongues danced together as my hands wandered to his lean yet muscular frame and I could tell he was working his ass off for that six pack he wanted; We both looked at each other with pure lust in our eyes as I admired his form, honey brown bangs fell into his different colored eyes as he huffed from our current activities.

Sollux began to trail downwards licking, biting, and kissing random places as he went, god that was such a turn on... I bit my lip and let out a hushed moan. I felt shivers run down my back as he brushed my pants making me buck my hips slightly. I felt his hands undo my zipper but I was just so lost in the pleasure that I just didn't give a shit.

"W-Wait what are you- ooohhhh fuuuuuuck!" I groaned loudly and his hot warm mouth engulfed my dick completely. My eyes rolled back into my head as I fell backwards onto my bed clutching the sheets for dear life as he sucked harshly making me almost scream in ecstasy. Well… this was new. I turned my head to the side as he continued to bob his head up and down sucking and licking as he went and bit the pillow. Almost there…Almost-

"K-Karkat!" Sollux and I jumped as we heard Nepeta down the hall and hurriedly jumped of the bed. OH GOD FUCKING DAMMIT! I was so close and…. God fuck my life, fuck my fucking life. I could hear Nepeta's sniffling and crying as she knocked on my door.

"Nepeta go back to sleep!" I yelled out, I looked to Sollux and mouthed, 'Sorry!' to which he answered with a nod and a frown. Great now he's mad at me.

"Karkat! I saw the toe biter! I'm scared!" I sighed and got dressed quickly as did Sollux.

"Nepeta it was just a stupid joke, Go back to your room and go to sleep!" My god I'm going to strangle that girl.

"But I saw it! It had yellow eyes a-and horns and e-everything!" Nepeta's cry's got louder and I sighed. I went to the door and opened it once we were decent enough and Nepeta rushed to me and nearly tackled me in a hug. I patted her back and picked her up to sit her on my bed; kneeling down to meet her eye to eye I held her hands.

"You're okay alright? They can't get you in here..." Nepeta reluctantly nodded and I pulled the messed up cover open and crawled in next to her with Sollux on my other side. Sollux uttered goodnight and wrapped an arm around my waist as Nepeta snuggled her way into my chest. I noticed one thing though, Nepeta hadn't used her little cat puns which was something she only did when she was scared and another thing….

It felt as if we were all being watched….