Preface:
Sam's P.O.V.
Ever since Freddie saved Carly from the big Taco Truck, as you know, they had been dating. I never told Carly nor Freddie, I actually never told anyone, but ever since I'd been in this depression. My mother found out and said it was "obvious" from the beginning. I don't know why, I guess I was scared. Carly would try setting us up and I knew he just wouldn't feel the same or he would just ignore me because it was too awkward or maybe I was even afraid of rejection. Everyone I knew wanted Freddie and I to be together, even Carly did, but ever since Freddie saved Carly's life people either want him to be with them or Carly. The majority still wanted Seddie, or at least that is what I heard. Seddie is our couple name; if you ask me I think it's kind of cute.
I am going to be honest and not, well try not to, lie to myself anymore. When Freddie would say how cute Carly was or how smart and clever she was, it honestly made and still makes me jealous. I'm not going to lie to myself about it anymore and say things like I'm not in love with Fredward Karl Benson and that I don't think he is so hot when he talks about tech stuff. As much as I hate to admit it I cry all the time now, well except when I am at school. I hate when people see me cry, it's like telling someone my weakness, they would see it and hold it against me.
My mother lets me stay home twice a week and on those two days Gibby comes by and brings me my daily work. He knows, and he had become a good friend during this time. He gives me advice sometimes and says that I shouldn't worry and Freddie will realize I am the one, but I don't agree with him. Sometimes I think I am going to be alone forever. Wow, life really sucks. Sometimes I wonder about if it was me about to get hit by the big taco truck. I wonder whether or not he would even save me, if he would even care. I have nightmares every couple of nights of Freddie and Carly making fun of me, sometimes its me in the bunny suit about to get hit by a truck. Freddie just stands there and when it hits me they laugh. Its usually around there the dream ends. I wake up terrified of being hit.
I stand next to my locker, while all these thoughts quickly wash away as Freddie walks in. I quickly put on a fake smile as he glances my way, then Carly walks in and my smile fades slowly. She walks up to Freddie and kisses him long and hard. I slam my locker shut and walk to class a bit pissed off at my best friend, or at least what used to be.
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