Hearing my name murmured by your lips,
Seeing my face outlined on your wailing eyes…
Memories flash and stir up a thousand roads,
Matters not much, corners still lead you
By will I shattered you and left no love felt
But even love can make lies say truth, silence gusts
Time and distance made it bearable though fate declines,
I feel you linger in me and chide my words more
To fulfill future,
Everyday I stand my ground and prove my word
Everyday I begin myself to my reflection
Everyday I long to be the person I'm obliged
Everyday I try not to be the one who you loved before
But you know…
Everyday I stand, but I cry longing for you
Everyday I begin, but with the days of our first
Everyday I long, but for your sincerest smile
Everyday I try, but I end giving up mine
Dense is my heart and could not weigh your pain,
How could I say one tear rusted mine, what more
I left you standing; let you wait for my response,
Crushed you dunce, and turned back away?
Is regret wrong if not by nothingness I chose?
Could I take back all the lies and finally respond
Then forget everything after I walked till ebb
And rebloom all the times you were with me
This is no man, but a coward lover casting
Know no words can pave, not even gods can owe
Scorn me, detest me, but hear me… I love you.
Curse me, leave me, but hear me… I love you