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And Just like That: A J/L Muggle Restaurant AU
The head waitress, a woman called Rosmerta, hands her an apron and a notepad, leaving Lily more than a bit confused.
"I thought I'd be working in the kitchen," she says slowly, extending her arms forward as if to hand the offending items back. "My friend, Severus Snape – he's one of the cooks – and, well, he said that there was an opening and everything, and if you could just look at my CV –"
"Between you and me, love, the kitchen is more of a boy's club," Rosmerta interrupts gently, wearing a sad smile, and Lily feels her heart drop. "The boss just hired two blokes 'round your age. They don't have much in the way of experience – claimed to be fast learners, though."
And just like that, Lily's blood is boiling, her voice cracking. "But I have experience."
Another sad smile. She understands. "Sorry, love. Just the way it is." After giving Lily's arm a comforting squeeze, she rushes to assist a brash customer that's demanding for more tea, calling out, "You start in ten so smoke up if you do – the boss doesn't like the ladies taking ciggy breaks during shifts."
Lily uses those ten minutes to cry in the loo instead.
After fumbling through her first order, Lily bursts into the kitchen and charges toward Severus, the first page of her dumb notebook crumpled in her fist. "Why'd you lie to me?"
Startled by her sudden appearance, he knocks over a stray ketchup bottle that sends a red squirt onto his shirt collar. Panic stricken, he immediately looks over his shoulder to see if anyone in the kitchen has taken notice, but, fortunately enough for him, they're alone. This seems to visibly relax him, and he attempts to wipe the ketchup off with his hand, but instead spreads it onto his neck and shoulder. "What are you talking about, Lily? I didn't –"
"You said they'd hire me!"
"But they did –"
"Yeah, as a waitress." She makes a disgusted face, and then she's quiet, scanning the kitchen and eyeing all of its secondhand equipment and appliances with envy.
Severus offers her a shrug and returns to building what looks to be a simple ham and bacon sandwich – please, as if she couldn't do that. "Better than nothing, right?"
He looks like he actually means that and Lily can't help but scoff. "Are you kidding me, Sev? Not when the only reason I wasn't hired is because I'm a girl!" He doesn't say anything in reply, staring determinedly at the sandwich that he has no reason to be crafting so carefully. She sighs, lightly jabbing the counter with her foot. "So, where are the two new gits anyway?"
Severus shrugs, still refusing to offer her a glance. "Must be in the backroom. Last I knew, Lupin was giving them a quick tour."
"During lunch service?"
"Well, they were only just hired, and things are pretty slow at the moment. Two morons, anyway," he murmurs darkly, bitterly. "Think they're such a laugh."
"Well, are they?"
"No. Haven't even been here a half-hour and they already think they own the place. And they've got the nerve to…" He's red in the face and so worked up that he can't even finish the thought, his gaze dropping resentfully to his shoes that are old and beaten up. He doesn't say it but Lily knows anyway, and she can bet that those boys were probably taking the mickey out of more than just his trainers.
Putting aside her hurt and frustration, her face softens, reaching out to grab his stained collar while looking around for a wet rag or something she could use to clean it. "Here, let me help you."
He jerks away from her grasp, again refusing to meet her eyes. "No. I've got it. And Lily, you've got to get back out there. Did you get drink for your table? Do you have an order for me?"
"Oh, shit!"
And just like that, almost everything is forgotten as Lily hands over the order to Severus and gets two waters from the drinks machine without another word to her friend.
On her way out of the kitchen she bumps into a tall, bespectacled boy with untidy, black hair. Having met Remus Lupin earlier that day, she knows it has to be one of the new cooks.
He regards her thoughtfully for a moment. "Have you been crying?"
Her eyes widen. "No."
She pushes passed him.
They're walking home.
"See, it wasn't so bad, was it?"
Lily shrugs. "It would have been better if I was in the kitchen with you."
All she gets in response is a sigh, and that sparks some annoyance within her, but Severus appears to be attempting to gather his thoughts so she lets him do so in silence. "Yeah, I would have liked that too, and Riddle's got some weird policies, but…" he trails off, looking a little nervous.
"But what?"
Apparently growing more confident, he sighs again and says in an offhanded manner, "It's just that this isn't necessarily the worst job for you, Lily. You get tips and besides you could be a dishwasher like Pettigrew – now that's rotten luck."
Lily shakes her head, laughing humorlessly. "Dishwasher? Knowing how things work around here, I think, like the cooking, I'd need a penis for that job."
"I'm being serious."
"So am I."
Silence. And she thinks he's dropped it. But then:
"I don't think it's like that."
And just like that, she's feeling the frustration she felt when Rosmerta told her the kitchen was 'more of a boy's club.' "Then what is it like, Sev?"
He's upset her and he knows it and he's spluttering all over the place. "I just…I just think with you being you, it'd be a waste to not have you be one of the waitresses."
It takes her a moment to process that.
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
"Just hear me out! You're…charming, you know? When you need to be. And I bet Riddle could tell the moment you walked into his office this morning. So all that plus the way you look will be really great for business – especially with the blokes, at least."
Eyeing him incredulously, she shakes her head. He meant it as a compliment – in some backwards, fucked up way that was supposed to be a compliment. And it's not the first time. But she doesn't brush it off like she always has. "That's disgusting."
Lily begins to walk faster and he has to catch up.
It's her third day and she's sitting in the staff parking lot with her head in her hands. She doesn't want to cry, but she can feel the build up, feel the eruption that's just waiting to happen.
Someone lightly toes her shoe with their own. She looks up and the sun is in her eyes, but it's the tall boy that she ran into on her first day – one of the new cooks. She hasn't really come across him much since because she typically gives her orders to Severus, and then Remus when Sev is too busy.
But Lily remembers that this boy is called James, and the other one is Sirius. They're best mates or something. They like to use spatulas as makeshift swords when things are slow.
Severus hates them.
She's not too sure about herself; she definitely deserves their jobs over them, but they hold their own in the kitchen. Guess they weren't lying about being fast learners.
"All right?"
She shrugs and he sits down next to her. It must be his break too.
Once he's settled, he somewhat playfully knocks his shoulder into hers. "You know, I once heard that you aren't a real waitress until you've spilled a whole tray of drinks onto a few customers."
It's dumb, but she laughs anyway. "You just made that up."
James grins when he shrugs. And just like that, she finds herself relaxing a bit for some reason, but then the realization hits her.
"Wait, shit, how do you know about that? Did you see or are the others all talking about me?"
"Mary was whispering about it to Remus, yeah." He runs a hand through his hair and his arm just barely brushes against hers. It's not exactly for the first time that she notices that he's pretty handsome in that lanky, dorky, but confident way of his. "But not unkindly. She's nice."
"Yeah, she is."
They don't say anything else. Just sit there in silence as James fidgets about, seemingly incapable of keeping still. But then not long after, he nudges her to let her know that break is over. And they head inside together, not saying another word.
Mary is nice – almost criminally so. And while James did make up what he'd said, Mary assures Lily that accidents like that always happen to waitresses during their first few weeks. It's nothing to really worry about.
And over the next few days, it doesn't worry her. But other things do.
Like how older and younger male customers seem to think it's okay to call her pet names or touch her in a way that's borderline inappropriate. How she's supposed to just smile and be pleasant and take it because it's bad business to do otherwise.
How Severus seems to think there's nothing wrong with the situation whenever she rants and raves about it on the walk home.
"So…that's it? He called you 'sweetheart.'"
"And he kept needlessly grabbing onto my wrist. You don't think that's a big deal?"
"Well, I don't know – I guess I just don't get what the problem is."
"The problem is that he made me uncomfortable the entire time I was serving him."
"He's a regular who tips really well…"
"It's that supposed to make it better or okay?"
"No, it doesn't. I'm just saying."
"Well, don't."
The rest of the walk is spent in silence until they've reached her house. She's about to go inside without even a goodbye until he finally speaks up. "I just think you're making it out to be a bit of a bigger deal than it is. I mean, if he ever actually really touches you or says something threatening, you should report it, but for now, it's harmless. That's all I'm trying to say, Lily."
And just like that, things feel a little different between them.
James sits with her during their breaks on most days and usually it's in comfortable silence. Sometimes he'll point out something about that day's customers that will make her laugh, but most of the time he's content with untying and then retying her shoelaces. He always double knots them.
Sirius joins them today because it's really slow inside the café, and he offers her a cigarette that she politely declines.
"Oi, mate," James says suddenly, lunging across Lily to shove Sirius, who sits on the other side of her. In that brief moment, she's extremely aware of how good James smells. "Did you even ask if it's all right to light up in front of her?"
She's a little dazed, but quick to respond. "It's fine."
"You sure? I can get him to bugger off," he says, puffing out his chest and throwing her a wink.
She laughs because it's ridiculous and he's ridiculous. "Really, it's fine."
Sirius moves into a lounging position on the pavement and somehow manages to look elegantly bored in his chef's uniform – which is merely a plain white shirt and apron over black trousers. He's so effortlessly handsome that it almost hurts to look at him, to be in his company. He takes a drag on his cigarette, looking eerily like a film star, and is careful not to blow the smoke in her direction. "See? It's fine. You're just being a prat, James, honestly."
"Had to make sure, mate. Because I don't know about you, but I don't want her to go back to hating us."
Sirius snorts. "You can say that again."
During this exchange, Lily has been looking back and forth between them in confusion. "What? I've never hated either of you."
"Sure you did, Evans."
"Very impressive third-degree you were giving us those first few days."
This takes her a moment to digest, because it's true that she'd been resentful and not particularly subtle about it. And she should probably explain her reasoning for that, but she doesn't want to mess up this weird, sort of friendship they've established. But she doesn't want to lie either. "Oh. No, I didn't hate you, exactly. I just…didn't think you should've been hired."
Neither boy seems particularly upset about her remark – only curious. "Oh yeah? And who would have done a better job than us?"
"I mean, we generally don't know what we're doing," James cuts in.
"But we've done all right," continues Sirius.
"Haven't set any fires, at least."
"Except that one, but it was after hours and intentional for experimental purposes."
The way that they finish each other's sentences reminds her too much of identical twins. Or a married couple. And so Lily laughs. But it also makes her heart ache for a friendship that she's never quite had. She hates herself for thinking it – especially after every nasty thing that Severus has said about them on their walks home – but it's true.
"Well, you see, I worked two summers in a café kitchen that recently closed shop because the owner retired. So I applied here because Severus was sure they'd hire me and instead they turned me down and gave me the waitressing gig."
It takes a moment for that to completely sink in and James runs a hand through his unruly hair, an adorably bemused expression on his face. "But that doesn't make any sense. If you've had experience, then why not hire you over us? Or at least have you in the kitchen with either Sirius or me as part of the wait staff instead."
"Yeah, James is brilliant at balancing stuff on his head. Being a waiter would be no different."
Lily isn't particularly sure how to respond to that so she doesn't, just laughs and says, with a bit of hesitance, "Well, on the day that I came for a job, Rosmerta told me that the kitchen here is a 'boy's club.'"
There's silence, and it's different than the one they shared a moment ago; it's heavier and there's enough of it that she thinks telling the truth was probably a bad idea. And she's disappointed. Because Severus has been disappointing her a lot lately and she'd been hoping that these boys were different.
But then:
"That's fucked up."
"Really fucked up."
And just like that, her faith is restored.
The next day when James comes to sit with her during their break, he's alone, but he's brought a sandwich that he and Sirius made especially for her.
After a while, he asks, "So is all this why you were crying? That very first day?"
She nods.
"It appears that we work for a sexist asshole, don't we?"
"You're getting awfully cozy with Potter and Black," Severus spits the moment they leave to walk home.
"Been waiting to say that all day, haven't you?" It's not exactly a question, and she already feels herself on the defensive.
Severus looks disgusted. "It's true then, isn't it? How can you do that to me? After the way they've treated me?! I thought we were supposed to be friends, Lily – best friends!"
"We are, Sev." And just like that, she wonders if she says it because it's true or because it's routine. She honestly has no idea. But she's cross with him – like she's almost always cross with him nowadays – for not understanding and ignoring the discrimination and harassment she's been facing. For brushing off her feelings day after day, and she feels annoyed enough to do the same to him. "You know, I just don't see the problem. It's probably not as big of a deal as you think it is."
She can't tell whether or not the irony of her words is lost on him, but he sends her a glare. "Or maybe, they're just not as wonderful as you seem to think they are."
Lily can't help it; she blushes.
"You're not there in the kitchen all day, you know. You have no idea." She doesn't say anything and he shakes his head bitterly. "Just talk to Lupin, I'm sure he'll tell you if you ask. Since apparently my word isn't enough to convince you anymore."
She gets to work early the next day since she knows that Remus, the unofficial Head Chef, come in at least an hour before everyone else's call time.
"Tell me what goes on when I'm not in here," she asks after exchanging pleasantries.
And just like that, she knows everything.
"The nice thing about Remus is that even though he's school friends with James and Sirius – obviously not as close since those two are practically attached at the hip except for when James is on break with you, of course – but he's not biased. Remus, that is." The café is mostly empty so Mary is making herself a cup of coffee with Lily on the lookout for Rosmerta since the waitresses aren't supposed to drink or eat anything during their shifts. "He's always telling the truth no matter what, you know? I've seen some stuff and I think both sides are pretty mean just for the sake of being mean, but James and Sirius are just funnier when they do it, if that makes sense."
In a small way, she can understand where Mary is coming from, but it encourages rather than placates the part of Lily that is ready to snap. "That doesn't make it okay."
"I'm not saying that it does. It's just that listing all of the things they've done and said to Snape like that sounds a lot more mean spirited than when you're there to see it. And you're focusing a lot on what James and Sirius have been doing – don't forget all of the things Remus said about Snape too."
Lily taps her fingers on the counter, trying not to allow her emotions to bleed through her calm exterior. "You're awfully biased towards Potter and Black, you know." Her voice is a little on the tight side.
"And you're awfully biased towards Snape, Lily," Mary replies kindly – almost too kindly. The kind of kind that annoys a person who feels as irritable as Lily does right now. And just like that, Mary, as nice as she is, has marked aligned herself with the enemy. "I'm sorry but it's true. I've worked here just as long as Snape has and he hasn't treated the wait staff half as politely as James and Sirius do. And since when have they been 'Potter and Black' to you?"
Lily doesn't respond.
It's either good luck or bad luck that Lily walks in on the worst of it during closing later that night. They don't see her and she doesn't make her presence known either.
"…Why have grease for the fryers when you're around, huh, Snivellus?"
It's James – Potter – and she flinches at his words. Scanning the room for Remus, she finds him determinedly ignoring the situation while scrubbing what appears to be a spotless counter. Peter Pettigrew, that dishwasher she's only spoken to once, looks on the scene with glee.
"We can just wring your hair over the chips and they'll be good to go."
This time it's Black, who sounds just as taunting, and her stomach twists into knots; she feels absolutely horrible for defending them the other night, for not believing her best friend all because of a stupid row.
Severus keeps his voice low and even when he says, "Fuck off, you pieces of shit." But he's eyeing something on the counter that's not quite in Lily's line of sight.
"You know, there's a perfectly working sink over there. We can do you a favor and wash both your hair and your mouth for you."
"Really, it'd be no trouble at all, Snivellus."
"I said, fuck off."
Potter and Black are just about to lunge forward – to what? Force Severus' head into the sink? And then what? Dunk him and hope that he doesn't swallow or inhale too much water? – when Lily steps out to reveal herself.
"Leave him ALONE!" Hands balled into fists, she's never felt so angry, so betrayed, and her eyes burn into Potter and Black, who take a step back. Potter's hand jumps to his hair.
She's vaguely aware of Lupin lingering in the background – Lupin who is supposedly unbiased and yet does nothing. How often does he let this happen?
But he isn't her priority right now. It's Potter and Black – Potter for some reason especially, who she had grown a particular affection for after days of sitting in the sun together.
Yes, she feel particularly angry towards him.
"All right there, Lily? We're just playing around, you know."
It's the wrong thing to say. The other day Potter had said all of the right things, but at this very moment, everything is wrong. He'd had her fooled – she feels like a fool. For believing. And she wants to roll her eyes because how long does he think she'd been standing there? She's seen enough to know that this does not classify as "playing around."
"Leave him alone," she repeats, and she can barely recognize her own voice. "What has he done to you anyway?"
Potter shrugs. Black looks bored and disinterested.
Then there's a sudden brightness in Potter's eyes – hazel eyes that she had thought of as warm and captivating – and he steps forward, Severus seemingly forgotten.
"I could do that, you know – leave him alone. Just one thing though: go out with me. And then that's it, I'll leave him alone."
She feels coldness in the pit of her stomach, but warmth at the tip of her toes. She scoffs. "You're disgusting, you know that? I'd rather go out with –"
But Lily never gets to say who she'd rather go out with, because Sirius suddenly shoves her to the oppose side of the kitchen, shouting, "What the FUCK are you doing?"
It's what Severus had been keeping his eye on this entire time: a somewhat dull kitchen knife that had yet to be put away and remained on the counter. But it's clear that she's not his target, not that she ever expected to be, when he lunges for Potter – Potter, who is trying to unarm Severus, and Black who is trying to push Potter out of harm's way.
Lily rushes forward, but Lupin suddenly decides to be a man of action and holds her back.
It all happens very quickly: the scuttle, the battle for possession, the slip that shallowly cuts Potter's cheek – enough to gush blood on his white shirt.
In the end, it is Black who has the knife in his hands – Black who is fuming and the most menacing she's ever seen a person outside of a film. Potter has found a rag that he's holding against his slashed face, looking as if in absolute shock. Lily knows the feeling.
After a moment of eerie stillness, Lily wrestles out of Lupin's grasp and eases her way towards Severus, who is shaking like a spooked animal. "Sev? Are you –?"
"Are you seriously asking him if he's all right? He fucking cut my face open!"
She whirls on him, eyes blazing. "Shut up, Potter!"
In her moment of distraction, Black has disposed of the knife and approached Severus, promptly and childishly tugging down Severus' trousers to expose graying underwear.
Everyone in the room – including Pettigrew, who she'd forgotten – begins to laugh. And in that moment she doesn't know whether or not to join in, because it truly is quite a shocking sight, but at the same time, she wants to cry for her friend, who looks completely humiliated as he attempts to pull up his trousers and retain some dignity. She takes a step to reach for him.
"Since Evans, here, fights your battles, maybe she can wash your pants for you too," Black says between barks of laughter.
Potter is just as unkind. "Yeah, and lucky for you that she was around –"
Severus shrugs her hand off his arm, complete hatred in his eyes. "I don't need help from cunts like her!"
Lily blinks. There's a stillness that settles and she feels like she can't breathe. Maybe it was she who'd been cut all along. But she can't cry – not here. "Fine. I won't bother next time…and I'd wash my pants if I were you, Snivellus."
And just like that, with one last glance at Severus, Lily doesn't have a best friend anymore.
Potter suddenly erupts, "Apologize to her, you disgusting piece of –"
"Shut up!" she shouts, rounding on him. "You think you're any better?"
Potter actually looks shocked and affronted. "W-what? You think I'd ever – I'd never call you a…that!"
Lily lets out a laugh – it's humorless. "Did you not just try to blackmail me into dating you? Is that what you call respect? You make me SICK!" One last glare and she turns on her heels to head for the door.
Rosmerta steps into the kitchen just as she's leaving, startling the five remaining members of the room. "What the HELL is going on in here?" she hears Rosmerta roar, but she's already gone. Her apron is off and she's gone.
She wonders if he ever learned how to properly apologize after growing up the way that he did – wonders if he knows that a simple "I'm sorry" doesn't actually fix anything. He has to mean it, has to want to change. And he doesn't. Because he isn't actually sorry about what he'd said, only that he said it to her.
"No – listen, I didn't mean – "
" – to call me a cunt? But that's what you call all the other waitresses, Severus. Oh, didn't think I'd hear about that, did you? I reckon that's what you're always muttering under your breath about. So tell me, why should I be any different?"
And just like that – after arguing for ages – there's silence.
"Are you pressing charges? You know, for your face."
She's sitting in James Potter's room. It's different than she thought it'd be. His house is absolutely monstrous, but his room is…rather unlike James. Nothing extraordinary. Football and rugby posters, sketches, dirty laundry – just like any other bloke's room. Lily's not sure why that seems to disappoint her.
"Nah, my family has enough money that we can literally buy Snape." He keeps picking at the bandage taped over his cheek; she pushes his hand away from it.
"That's not funny."
James shrugs. "Doesn't make it any less true."
And just like that the dormant rage within her suddenly erupts, and she hates him, she hates him hates him hates him – or at least she wants to. "You know, you're horrible."
He must detect her indignation, because he's immediately on the defensive. "What? It was just a joke!"
"Well, I don't think it's funny!"
"I'm pretty sure you've established that already, yeah?" he drawls, rolling his eyes.
That only seems to fuel her fury. "Well I can only guess that it needs repeating because apparently you have a skewed idea of what's a joke and what's crossing the line," she snaps.
James looks outraged. His hands ball into tight fists, and she's never had such a pungent glare directed at her. "Is that why you came here? Not to see how I was doing, but to yell at me?"
"What? You don't think you deserve it?"
"Lily, is that why you came here?!"
She forces herself to be quiet, to calm herself down. Because no, that isn't why she came here – not at all.
James begins to soften, but only just barely. "Look –"
"The boy I used to sit with during breaks." Her mouth feels dry. She can't look at him. "I liked him. Does he actually exist?"
James doesn't say anything. She wonders if he's ever going to. The silence stretches for so long that she's thinking about getting up, about leaving, but then –
"Yes." It's barely audible. Almost shy, which feels like a ridiculous word to associate with James Potter. He clears his throat. "But…I won't lie to you, Lily – I won't. So does the one you saw in the kitchen the other night. He exists too."
"He doesn't have to," she insists quickly, stubbornly.
"No. He doesn't." He rubs his eyes behind his glasses; his hair is all over the place. "I'm sorry. I know…I know that doesn't change what happened. But I'm sorry."
Lily doesn't know what to say. "Sorry" didn't mean much when Severus said it either – but he, at the very least, expected it to make everything better. James doesn't.
"I'm quitting my job at the café," he continues, not even waiting for a reply, for a verdict of whether or not she forgives him. "I can't…I shouldn't be there. Not after the other night. Sirius will leave too. We don't need the money anyway, and I bet…I bet he does."
She know who James means by "he." And he isn't wrong.
"He has it really terrible back at home. His dad isn't good to him or his mum." She doesn't go into specifics; she can't betray Severus' secrets like that. Not even now.
She looks over at James to see that he's visibly paled. She didn't have to say, but he understands.
"I didn't know."
"No, you didn't." She sighs. "But that shouldn't change anything, James. You should have been nice anyway – whether things are shit at home for him or not."
He nods. And he looks properly ashamed of himself. "You're right. It just somehow makes it worse, you know?"
They're quiet again. Lost in their own thoughts.
"How are you doing?" he asks suddenly, startling her.
"What?"
"I don't mean to shift the blame off of me or anything, but he called you…a…a you-know-what. Are you all right?"
Lily shakes her head because she suddenly can't speak. There's a lump in her throat and then she's crying – hard. Harder than the day she started waitressing at the café – harder than she's cried in a long, long time. She's only just started and James is already pulling her further onto the bed she'd been perched on the edge of, wrapping his arms securely around her. She holds on tight.
"I…fucked up, Lily," he whispers into her hair. "He wouldn't have called you that if I hadn't fucked up."
Shaking her head, she presses her face closer to his chest. Her tears are staining his shirt, but he doesn't seem to mind. And he continues to hold her, even after her breathing has evened and sobs subsided.
"It would have slipped out eventually," she finally whispers to his heart.
James instantly pulls back from her, using his warm hands to wipe the leftover tears from her cheeks, an angry crease in between his eyebrows. His breathing becomes sharp and labored. "I hate that. I know I'm a piece of shit and all, but I hate that." He shuts his mouth for a moment to gather his thoughts and his jaw locks before meeting her eyes with more conviction than she's ever seen from him – from anybody. "I want you to know that I respect you, okay? I know it probably doesn't seem like I do since I asked you out like that, but I was – I don't know what I was doing, I was being an idiot. I guess because Snape fancies you and I was trying to rile him up and –" He stops. "It doesn't matter. I shouldn't have done that. Like I shouldn't have done a lot of things. But…just know that I only have the upmost respect for you. And for Mary and Rosmerta and all the other waitresses at the café – for all women. You don't deserve people saying that kind of shit about you. That isn't right."
She wants to kiss him. She doesn't because there's still so much more that needs to be said – more issues to be discussed, problems to be ironed out. Lily doesn't kiss him because James Potter has a long way to go, but she already sees so much in him that it makes her wants to.
And she takes another look around his room – it really isn't anything extraordinary. But maybe places aren't, only people.
