Warning: This is a SasukexNaruto story, so if you have a problem with yaoi, shonen ai, or anything of that nature, you should not read this. Please do not post hateful comments based on the sexual orientation I have chosen for the characters (though hateful comments based on my writing are fine). I've rated this M just in case, because there will be slight violence, language, and possible sexual things in later chapters. it depends :)

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. If I did... *smirk* well, there would be a few changes.

Note: I hope you like this! I know it's pretty short, but I'll work on lengthening later chapters. Now, I present the first chapter of my story :)

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thechange95: Wanna chat?

Ramen4thewin: Ya, I was lookin 4 someone to chat with!

thechange95: r u a boy or girl?

Ramen4thewin: rite to the point huh? Ima boy. U?

thechange95: boy 2.

Ramen4thewin: hmm so why u lookin 4 some1 to talk 2?

thechange95: … shit sux in my life. I just wanna talk to someone who doesn't know me

Ramen4thewin: ya I get that

thechange95: cool. Wat should we tak bout?

Ramen4thewin: umm, fav color? Mines orange!

thechange95: blue. Band?

Ramen4thewin: I like the ramones, the clash, alkaline trio, blink-182, the dead milkmen, the Lawrence arms, the get up kids, pavement, nirvana, and the white stripes!

Idle 5 minutes

thechange95: well just tell me everything on ur whole damn ipod why don't ya spaz?

Ramen4thwin: I'm not a spaz teme!

thechange95: lol well ur a fan of exclamation points.

Ramen4thewin: :) I suppose ur rite

"Sasuke! Get your fucking ass out here right the fuck now!" Sasuke looked up from the chat screen. It was the real world now. He glanced around his room, at the pealing wallpaper and bed without sheets. He knew that as soon as he left his room, he would be open to the hurt. Fuck, even when he was in his room he wasn't safe.

The fucker in the other room was probably wondering where is microwave dinner and beer were. Sasuke's face still hurt from the slap his 'father' had given him earlier for not locking the door when he'd gotten home from school. The fucker always suspected that he was the one that screwed up. Never did the man think to question Itachi. Itachi was the golden child and hence could do no wrong. Sometimes Sasuke hated Itachi. Then he remembered the fact that Itachi saved him from half the beatings their father always had handy. No, he didn't hate Itachi, he just envied him.

Turning back to the computer screen he typed: g2g, can I chat with u another time?

Ramen4thewin: sure. How bout 2moro nite?

thechange95: sounds cool.

With a sigh Sasuke got up and trudged out of his room and into the living room. Uchiha senior sat in front of the TV with a scowl on his face. "What the hell took you so long? Go get my dinner ready." Sasuke nodded and preceded to go to the kitchen to microwave dinner. Absently he wondered about ramen4thewin, what kind of guy he was, where he lived, if he hated gay people as much as his father did….

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Naruto logged off and shut down his computer. He wished that thechange95 had been able to talk longer; they had just started to get into a real conversation. He chatted online a lot and usually ended up talking to old perves. It was disappointing that he would have to wait until tomorrow for them to continue their discussion.

Naruto turned off his TV that had been playing a movie in the background to keep him company while online and went to his bedside table to feed his fish. He loved his fish. They were so hypnotizing and looking at them helped him forget things. After feeding them, he turned off the lights and got into his queen sized bed. Before he let sleep overtake him, he mulled things over in his mind.

He wished that his dad would come to see the play they'd been working on in drama class next week. He already knew that it wasn't possible. His father straight out said no, he didn't have the time nor the desire to attend a poorly produced high school play. That had stung, but it was one of the nicer replies he had received when he asked his dad to see him in a production or cheer him on at a basketball game, or even see him in the science fair. It would be okay, he would ask Iruka sensei to come watch him. Iruka was nice. He helped to relieve some of the crushing loneliness that would sometimes start drown Naruto. But he couldn't be their all the time.

He rolled over onto his side and started thinking about thechange95 again. Another way Naruto attempted to ease the loneliness was through chat websites and thechange95 was the first interesting non pervy person he'd talked to in a long time. He hoped that he would be an understanding person and not a homophobic dickweed. That was another thing that seemed to plague Naruto's life at every turn. He was gay. God I hope thechange95 isn't a homophobe… I really want to open up. I need to tell someone and have them understand.

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Well there it is! hope you enjoyed and I definitely hope that you choose to review! I really want to get better!