A/N: Hi! This is a one shot. It was inspired my the song Coma White by Marilyn Manson. It's a bit different, I hope you like it. Please R&R!
Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious or the song Coma White.
Coma White
Jade West came from a famous family. Her mother was an actress and her father was a director. So it was destine that she herself be an actress.
Her parents had met while filming a movie. James West was the director and of course Rose Tennet was the leading lady of the movie. Their wedding was extravagant, nothing short of five million dollars. It was one of the biggest event of that years. So it was no surprise that when they had their first and only child her life wouldn't be anything but extravagant. Her whole life she took acting lessons. As a child she had guess starring roles in T.V. shows and movies. Once she turned thirteen her parent thought it was time for her to jump full in to the business. She was a success.
She loved what she did, it was her passion. The only thing she absolutely hated was all the guys. The co-stars in the movies she played in were all around her age and extremely attractive but she couldn't stand them. They were all the same, arrogant assholes. Her parents weren't helping either, they were constantly setting her up with the newest and hottest guys in Hollywood. Her parents always told her that she had to marry someone of their social status, anything less wouldn't acceptable.
When Jade was twenty one she was exhausted. In eight years she had been in 14 movies. But taking a break from filming was not possible, and soon she began to hate it. The only thing that kept her going was the wrong things. She went to parties every night. The parties were all the same, they smelt like alcohol, and they were smoky and she was fine with that.
She made two real friends in her eight years in the business. Cat Valentine and Beck Oliver. Jade's parents didn't approve of their friendship because Cat and Beck weren't that high up on the celebrity chart. They had had small roles. But Jade didn't care about any of that, she never did. She liked them for them. At some point she wasn't sure when, Beck and her started secretly dating. Cat was the only one that knew. She wanted to world to know but her parents wouldn't like that. She was from a perfect world and she just wanted to run away. Since that wasn't possible she did the next best thing. They would go to all the parties with her and they could see she was spiraling out of control quick.
Beck tried to help her but she wouldn't take it. He tried talking her parents but they wouldn't believe it. Hollywood was good at covering up things for their beloved A listers. So all he could do was sit back and watch her. A pill to make you numb, a pill to make you dumb, a pill to make you anybody else but it didn't matter how many pills she took, there wasn't enough drugs in this world to save her from herself. She still woke up the next morning as herself with her life.
After so long the pills weren't working, it didn't matter how many she took she still felt like herself. There was no more escaping. Beck went after her when she called him. She sounded calm and that scared him. Jade West was never calm.
He was 20ft from her. She continued to stare out in front of her. She turned and smiled at him. She was standing on an overpass. There was something cold and blank behind her smile, and she was waiting to fall. Beck never made it to her in time. But her last words were branded in his brain forever.
"I want to run away."