Hey this is the beginning of loads of little one off songfics. Each chapter will have a different song, a different meaning and different characters. This is my first ever one so I really hope you like it and enjoy =)

-Rockena6 x

Resentment - Beyoncé

Max P.O.V

I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright

Sorry Jeb, I have always said I can't believe anyone.

But now everything you told me really don't apply

Everything you have ever told me, absolutely everything, it was all crap. All of it. It doesn't matter to me anymore.

To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time

You hurt me; you hurt us all when you left. I looked up to up as a father figure. But you are just a rubbish dad.

But now my suspicions of you have multiplied

But when you came back, I still couldn't trust you, and I never will.

And it's all because you lied

Because you lied.

I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

I always try my best to prove you wrong, not only 'cause I make you look like a fool, but because for everything that you have done to me and the Flock. All the hurt and pain you put us through. I can't pretend that I love you, Jeb. I did once but I never will again.

Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me

You hurt all of us! In the hands of the bloody school! All of the disgusting injections and operations. Oh, and look, you're still doing it now.

Don't know how you gave another who didn't mean a thing, no

You just got a woman to donate an egg, you didn't care who she was. You only cared about if it would work.


The very thing you gave to me
I thought I could forgive you and I know you've changed

You might have changed over the years we thought you were dead. I know you helped me and I really, REALLY, thought I could believe you.

As much as I wanna trust you I know it ain't the same

And it never will be the same.

And it's all because you lied

Because you lied.

I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

Never trust you again.

I may never understand why

Why was I The chosen one?

I'm doing the best that I can and

To save the world.

I tried and I tried to forget this
I'm much too full of resentment

I'll always remember feeling like I was no good

Always have done, and still do.

Like I couldn't do it for you like your mistress could
And it's all because you lied

You nasty lying piece of shit!

Loved you more than ever
More than my own life

I really did Jeb, I truly did.

The best part of me I gave you
It was sacrificed
And it's all because you lied

It's all because you lied.


I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I tried and I tried to forget this
But I'm too damn full of resentment

I always try my best to prove you wrong, not only 'cause I make you look like a fool, but because for everything that you have done to me and the Flock. All the hurt and pain you put us through. I can't pretend that I love you, Jeb. I did once but I never will again.

I know she was attractive but I was here first

I always was here first until you made that monster of me, Max II

Been ridin' with you for six years why did I deserve
To be treated this way by you, you

It was actually longer than six years, then you left and treated me like shit.

I know your probably thinking what's up with –Max-
I been crying for too long what did you do to me

Every day, I had been crying inside when we all thought you were dead and gone. We never spoke about you.

I used to be so strong but now you took my soul

Its true. I did use to be strong. I broke down for a while and built myself back up because I was so angry at you! I wanted to kill you myself!


I'm crying cant stop crying cant stop crying
You could of told me that you wasn't happy

You could have told me that it was a giant risk when you stole us from the School.

I know you didn't wanna hurt me
But look what you done to me now

You created a monster.

I gotta look at her in her eyes and see she's had half of me

To have to look at that girl! My own clone! You would never, ever understand how it feels! And then to be taken away so she could replace me. I hate you.

How could you lie?

And don't think I will ever forgive you, Dad.

I will take any song requests and any constructive criticism is really good for me, thanks x