Ummmmmmmm............ yea this is my first Harry Potter story so please don' judge.....

Rain

Drip.....

"Rain..........."

Drip...........

"Rain..........."

Drip.............

"Go...........away......."

Drip.......... Drip.............

"Come..........again..........another..........day..........."

Rain. It has been doing nothing but raining for three straight weeks...and, I've been doing nothing but sitting at this window while I watch the rain till it is time to go to classes the next day. Thats all I ever do anymore is go to classes, do my homework and stare at this god forsaken window. I wonder if it would be sunny now if I was still with...him...or if would be raining fireballs because I guess I should have known he was playing me but...its all too real now...

I feel lonely despite the fact that there is a little life inside me now....I thought about telling him on certain occasions but I end up chickening out. I haven't slept since our last conversation...but, how could I ever forget?

~_~Flashback~_~ (Three weeks ago)

"So when are we going to tell them?" A small smile grazing my lips as I said the question I have been waiting to ask him for weeks now.

He looked at me for a while before he finally replied..." Tonight...before dinner. We will meet at the Great Hall doors at 5:30. Then everybody will see us when they come down to dinner...OK?" I could only nod...I was so happy...We were finally going to tell people we were a couple. I left because I had to finish up some homework before dinner. I also had something else to tell him...I don't know how he will take it but, I hope he is happy will what I have to say. I went back to the common room to finish up my Potions and DADA essays before heading down. When I finished it was 5:20. I got up to leave but I stopped in front of the mirror to look at myself. Frizzy but tamed hair, chocolate brown eyes filled with happiness and insight, long, creamy legs and if you were really looking you could see the slight bump where the abdominal region is. I walked down the stairs hoping he wouldn't mind if I was a little late. I got the doors at around 5:40 but he wasn't there..."Hmmmm......" Maybe he got caught up with something....What if he chickened out? No. He would never do that to me...I guess I have to sit here and wait for him.

(1 hour later) Where the hell is he? I can't believe him everybody was at dinner or almost done with it. I can't believe him! He better have a good reason like he was dieing or helping someone that was dieing, I stormed my way down to the dungeons to what the hell was going on. I spat out the password to the portrait who was giving me a worried look. Which of course I ignored. I stalked over to his room and was about to knock as hard as I could but, I was stopped by strange noises coming from the room. Moans,groans, name-calling and other noises I didn't want to identify. Without even thinking I opened the door and went into his room.

Instant heartbreak come as a watched the scene before me. Draco was on top of Pansy and they were doing stuff that I would rather not mention."Oh my gosh..." As those words left my mouth they finally relized I was there. As Draco looked back I saw the recognition in his eyes and a glimpse of worry but, it quickly disappeared from his eyes. Then, his eyes turned cold, distant and unforgiving.

"Granger, what do you want? As you can see I'm a little busy here." He was clearly upset that I had interrupted their little party. We locked eyes for what seemed like an eternity. But, of course I was the first to look away.

"Umm...Sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt....but....but I had some prefect stuff to discuss with you about what you wanted to change on your schedule for rounds. I'll just come back later." I couldn't look at him anymore because if I did I would've broken down into tears right then and there.

"No need Granger we're almost done...You can wait outside the room or in common room....I guess." And, just like that they back to what they had been doing 5 minutes ago. I can't believe it...I slowly walked out of the room, out of the common room, out into the hall, up nine flights of stairs, into my common room(which I ignored every single one of my friends) and into my room where I broke down. I cried for what felt like hours and eventually....I fell asleep.

I woke up in the middle of the night to someone calling my name it was very faint but I could still here it. I don't know why I did it but, I followed it . Out of the safety of the common room, down some stair, down some halls.....I don't think I have ever been in this place in the castle before....After some time I finally rounded a corner and found somebody waiting for me. Piercing grey eyes, pale skin, blond almost white hair, tall slender yet built frame towering over me and a look of pity upon his pointed looks. I couldn't say anything. I just stood there waiting for him to say something.

"ummm...Hey hows it going?" I could nothing but stare at him with disbelieve.

"Hows it going? You fucking ask me hows it going? How do you think it's going? You say we were FINALLY going to tell people that were were a thing and you don't even show up! NO, but instead I find that you are shagging Pansy FUCKING Parkinson! And you have the fucking nerve to ask me how it is FUCKING going?" My voice has escalated quite a bit but I didn't care. I was pissed off. He just looked at me with a calm expression.

"Look, Hermione-"

"NO. don't call me that."

He just gazed at me for a little bit....I saw a flicker of something in his eyes, but it quickly disappeared/

"I shouldn't have led you on for so long....Listen 'mione I know you must have thought that we had 'something' special but really I was just bored and needed something to do till Pansy came around. But, I really am sorry that I let it go on for so long." Now he was the one who wasn't looking at me and, I could tell instantly that he was not telling the truth.

"You're lying. You want me and you know it. You're just scared about what people would think if they saw the 'great' Draco Malfoy with a dirty mudblood. You just can't come to terms that you want me. Possibly even more....."My voice was getting softer towards the end of my little rant. I guess he heard the last part of my speech for he began to laugh mechanically.

"Something more.....as in 'love'. Granger I would never love someone like you. Look, I just called you here to say that this little thing we had was over and that I am with Pansy." With that he left and I just stood there watching him leave. How could I be so stupid to think that he could've loved someone like me? How could I have managed to fall in love with him?

I stood there for what fell like ages and then finally went back to my room. I tried to sleep but I just couldn't. How could I ever tell him now that it was over? Something hot began to grace my cheeks but I just brushed then to the side. I got up and looked at myself in the mirror once again I looked the dame except for the trail of tears going down my face and my hair was a bit messier but what really caught me eye was my dull,lifeless eyes of the new Hermione.

End Flashback

I got up and walked away from the window I have been staring out for three weeks. I needed to tell him and I needed to tell him now! It has been eating me up on the inside for weeks. I started to look fot him everywhere the library, Great Hall, Hospital Wing, Clock Tower, Owlery And I Even went to the dungeons to get him I couldn't find him.....

I finally found him in the transfiguration courtyard....I was starting to hesitate but, I had to do this...for me and the baby....

"Malfoy, can I talk to you for a moment?" I said in the most bitter voice I could muster. He looked at me for a few seconds before he finally nodded and fallowed me into a near-by hallway.

"What do you want Granger?" He looked calm and collective. Well, I was about to change that.

"I....I'm........I'm pregnant."

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