Chapter 1 ( Sorrow )
*Spencer's POV*
Have you ever had one of those days that you just knew something bad was gonna happen like you didn't know when or where or even to whom but you knew in the pit of your stomach it was not good. Well today was one of those days for me I mean I woke up this morning and felt it all day then as the day went on nothing seemed to happen… But here I am at four o clock in the morning in the hospital waiting for news on my husband….
My name is Spencer Dennison I am 24 years old I have been married to my best friend Aiden Dennison for about 3 ½ years, we have 1 son together his name is Tristan he just turned 3 last month and another on the way. Aiden is the starr of the Boston Celtics. I am an a sue chef at Frinns here in Boston a really popular place.
So at about midnight I got a call saying that my husband was in a bad car crash and they don't think he is gonna make it. I don't really remember feeling anything after the woman said that I mean how would someone respond to something like that I dk but after that call I called Ashley Davies…. yes the she is Aiden's best friend she has been around him since dippers. When I called her and got her on the phone I think I began to break down she told me that she was gonna be to the hospital ASAP but even with a privet jet it wont be fast enough.
I have no family here in Boston they are all in California so I had to take my son Tristan with me to the hospital which brings me to where we are now just sitting here waiting for the doctor to tell me something anything but they wont.
"Spencer" I hear someone call my name from behind me.
"Ashley oh God I am so glad you are here" I got up slowly because I had Tristan in my arms "I missed you" wrapping my free arm around her.
"I missed you too Spence" placing her face in my neck " her sweetie I got you some Chi if you want" handing me a large Chi Latte'
" Have you heard anything from anyone or about him" she said looking around
"no they wont tell me anything I mean nothing" I told her switching my sleeping son to my other shoulder.
"here give him here" she took Tristan from my arms. " come on lets go sit down and relax as much as we can" she grabbed my hand and we walked over too the chairs. She held my son in her arms as he slept on her chest and I rested my head on her shoulder and fell asleep.
I have been in love with Ashley since I first met her but I was just too scared of what my family and everyone's reaction would be. The only person that knows is Aiden. Yep that's right my husband knew I was in love with his best friend and he has been ok with it only cause he loves another also.. now you may ask why we are married to one another and not with the ones we love well now that is a simple answer I was a night that cost me everything but also gave me the greatest gift of all. Just know that we got drunk and 6 months later we are married and then 3 months after that we have Tristan Andrew Dennison. But like I said our hearts were never for one another but we delt with it I mean it is not a bad marriage at all he loves me very much as I love him we are just not IN love with each other. I know that his heart is in California with Kyla Woods-Davies Ashley's younger sister and I guess you can say I have always felt guilty for taking them away from one another…
"Spencer Dennison" A voice woke me from my slumber.
" Spence wake up sweetie the doctor is here" Ashley whispered in my ear
" Spencer Dennison" the doctor called again
" um right here" I said standing up and starching my legs I looked out the window and seen the sun had risen.
"um yes I am Dr. Lengston I worked on your husband today umm I am sorry to say this but we lost your husband on the operating table there was just too much internal bleeding I am sorry for you lost.." and he just walked away.
" Noooo" I screamed waking Tristan in the outcome " why would he leave me no what am I going to doo WHY would he do this to us"
" Spence come on babe it will be ok you and Tristan will be ok" Ashley said trying to comfort me
" No you don't get it. It is not just me an him anymore ok I am pregnant and I don't know what I am gonna do" I told her looking at the floor
" You are having a baby Spence" putting Tristan down walking over to me wrapping her arms around me.
After I calmed down the nurse came in and told me that I could go see him before they took him to the morgue. we walked down what seemed like to me a lonely hallway to a operating room where he was just laying there he didn't even look like he was in a crash. Upon seeing his body it all felt too real I couldn't deal with it for too long.
"hey Spence how bout you and Tristan go wait for me in the hallway I will be out in a minuet I just need to be alone with him if that's ok with you" She asked not even looking at me just staring at Aiden.
" ok Ash we will be in the hall. Come on Big boy" I grasped Tristan's hand
" Mama whats wrong with my daddy why wont he wake up" he said looking at his dad on the bed.
" baby do you remember when papa Frank died" I asked him
" Yes you said he went up with the angles" he said still looking at his daddy " did daddy got with the angles too mama" he said looking at me with his big green eyes tears at bay
" yes baby daddy went with the angels" I told him picking him up
" NO I want daddy to come back and play with me, he said he was gonna take me to the park and show me how to play basketball" he began to cry " mama make daddy come back please mama I want daddy back I promise I will be a good boy I swear I will put my toys away when you tell me too and eat all my carrots please mama I want daddy back."
" oh baby I am sorry if I could I would bring you daddy back but I cant baby ok I am sorry" it broke me even more when my son said all that too me I felt so helpless it was like I could feel that his heart was breaking too. I looked over my shoulder to see Ashley crying even harder to what Tristan just said. We walked into the hall to give her the time alone that se needed.
" hey man" I heard coming from the room as me and Tristan walked down the hall. We came back about 5 minuets later and as I was walking back to the door I heard
" I made you a promise Aid and I will keep it I will take care of them for as long as they need me I swear too you.. I love you Aiden and I will miss you soo much.." she kissed his cheek and walked over to me. "ok come on lets get you guys home"
We walked out of the hospital and began on our journey home….