Hey this is my first fan fiction for HBND. It's book centric, but if you've seen the movie, you might notice that there is a slight movie reference, but that wasn't intentional, it just sort of happened...
How she waits
and how she pledges
her love...
to him
draws the breath
from my lips
and races my heart.
All she wants is to
please him.
And all she gets is
way over her head.
She does not comprehend
exactly what is going on
Yet something within her
tells her
what to do.
The same thing
she's awakened
in my heart.
And, O,
how she cries to him
to be his lover.
She says that she
was a fool
for wanting more of him.
No...
I was the fool
to fall in love with her.
And how she wishes
that she was
the one who he is to wed.
How I wish I was the one,
How I wish I was...
I was...
But I've been told,
it just can't be.
I cannot look,
I must not look,
I can't bear the sight.
But I cannot turn my eyes
from the light that shines
from two stars crossing
on a vast celestial sky.
How the heavens
shed their light
on lovers not yet entwined.
He drinks her presence in
like communion wine.
That smile on her lips,
that look in her eyes,
I wish it was mine...
I cannot turn away
but I don't want to see.
I don't want to remember this
but I don't want to forget.
I don't want to be in
the skin I'm in.
Or with this soul,
condemned to sin by her.
I know I could take
so easily,
and get away...
It's meant to be…