Disclaimer- I don't own these characters.

Warning- abuse, self-herm, and language

Summary- Austin parents have been abusing him since he was able to walk (about 3 to 4 years of age). He has been able to hide the abuse but what if Ally finds out that he's hurting himself and wants to know why.

Chapter 1: off day

Austin walks into Sonic Boom like every morning but this time it was hard for him because his dad is back home; that means his mom is no longer nice and he gets hurt every time he does something 'bad' that what his dad said to him when all of this started. Austin now knows that means every night that his dad is home and lucky for him his dad is staying with them for two years before going on his next book tour.

"Hey, Austin" Ally said to him from behind the counter.

"Hey, Ally your dad moving stuff around?" Austin asks faking a smile.

"Ya, he thinks the store needs a new look" Ally answered then add "so I'm done in a minute way don't you go up stairs and wait"

"Sure" Austin said but then his phone ringed. It was Austin's dad and he knew if he didn't answer that his dad would hurt him more. So Austin picks it up.

"Hey, dad" Austin said in the phone.

"What tuck you so long? When I call you, you better answer fast next time. You little bitch." His dad said.

"Yes sir" Austin said knowing full well if he didn't say 'sir' his dad would hurt him even more and call it a lesson that Austin needed to learn.

"Better, so when are you getting home?" his dad asked

"I'll be home around dinner" Austin said in a low tune so his dad won't get mad.

"no you won't you'll be back by lunch and you better say sir this time or you're going to regret it even more, you understand me bitch." His dad yelled in the phone.

"Yes sir" Austin said as he was supersize that no one hears him yelling from his house.

"Good now before you come home get the things on the list I stent you and if your home later then one O' clock you going to get it." His dad said before hanging up.

"Hey, Ally I won't be able to say very long because my dad got back late last night from his seven month book tour and my family wants to be together" Austin said as Ally and him was walking up to their studio.

"That's okay Austin" Ally said.

"Hey, why don't you start and I'll be right back." Austin said. While heading to the small bathroom they had and shutting the door before Ally could say anything.

When he locked the door he sat down on the toilet and pulled out his pocket knife that his older brother gave before he left to go to college. He said that Austin can give it back when he come to get Austin away from their parents but since all of his older siblings said that before and his the youngest of 10 even though there's only 7 of them left after dad wouldn't feed them but none of them have came back to get him or to visit even when their dad is away. So he flipped open then knife and pulled up his shirt then put the knife to his chest but before he could do anything the door was opened by Dez, Ally and Trish and their mouths were wide open.

"Austin what are you doing" Ally asked

"I have to go" Austin said while bursting pass them and out the doors of the store.

But before they could say anything else or even move he was gone and they were trying to understand what just happened with Austin.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Austin & Ally ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Austin's home

"I'm home" Austin said as he put down the stuff that his dad had him get.

"Austin your late" his dad said in a pissed off tone.

Austin turned around and looked down then said "I'm sorry sir I couldn't find something on the list until the three places I went."

But his dad was still not convince so he hit Austin over the head and that made Austin fall forwards on his hands and knees. Then Austin felt a kick in the stomach and that reaped until Austin was about to black out.

"Guest what Austin?" his dad squatted down in front of him and lift his face.

"I have no guest, sir." Austin said as best as he could without hurting his stomach.

"All of your siblings are coming down to see me and your mom" his dad laughed then punched Austin in the face. But before Austin black out he heard someone walking into the house.

So how was the person or people that came in? How will his friend react to what happened?

Please review and say what you thing while happened in the next chapter.