Hello everybody. Yes it is true... I have come back from holiday yesterday and decided to write my own magazine column. Of course I will mention Twilight at some point as it does own my life so fully and I hope you enjoy my weekly updates on here. X

Magazine Column.

Is love all it's cracked up to be?

Brought to you by nobody other than Erin Lovell!

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Love.

How can a describe love?

I'm pretty sure no-body could really explain love unless they are sure they have fully experienced it.

What am I babbling on about? I'll just cut the crap and begin my story.

They word 'love' never used to matter, never used to mean anything and I'm sure you never really understood it enough to care when you were growing up. So why does it mean so much to us now?

How come I only need to hear those three sacred words, even if it's in a book, film or if I overheard someone saying it to their loved ones outside I break down in tears without so much as a warning?

I find that when you turn thirteen the word 'love' holds a whole different meaning. But why?

Simple. It's because we're growing up.

Yes none of you have actually experienced real love because we are to young to know what it is.

What we experience is the thrill of love. Not quite true love like Romeo and Juliet and Edward and Bella but Teenage love.

This would include lots of first experienced moments as in extreme shyness, giggling uncontrollably, twining each other's hands, talking random speech, Telling all your friends that you think ' he's the one'.

Then saying you love him

He says it back.

The relationship is at its best.

You tell you him you love him again and he gets scared.

The relationship spirals out of control.

As he grows older, he wants more.

He asks you and you say you're not ready.

That then leads to impatience and leaving a boy waiting is not the best thing in the world. It's the most dangerous thing in the world.

So he looks for a girl that will see to his needs.

She gets the broken heart. She thinks that life cannot go on and Romeo and Juliet are no more.

First love always leads to heartbreak for most teenagers and even adults. But what your probably thinking is…

How do I know this?

I've never experienced Teenage Love!

I've never experienced anything so intimate before!

Hell! I've never had a proper boyfriend to care for me and make me feel special.

I don't know this. But isn't it common sense that every girl ignores. Not me.

That's why the words 'I love you' upsets me with great power. Because I want somebody to hold me close. I want to be the only thing on that persons mind.

I then want to touch that somebody's body and feel the tingling sensation of chemistry that makes my heart soar. Makes me that happy to be alive that I cry. He then holds me close again and says I'm worth it and should never let myself think otherwise.

It's every girls dream to find True Love.

But it's not as easy as you think. So……… What do we do now?

Yours Faithfully,

The inexperienced But Amazingly True.

I hope you enjoyed that. I know I did. I was watching Pretty Woman last night and it made me cry. As usual. And I got this inspiration to write about love. I got my note book out and started thinking about it.

Please review and tell me what you think.

I'M ALSO STARTING AN AGONY AUNT ON THIS STORY SO IF THERE'S ANYTHING YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT WITH ME, P/M ME AND I WILL ANSWER EVERYTHING.