Watching in worry,
eyes clouded with fear.
Bouncing heart within my chest,
eyes that lightly tear.

Fighting so much horror,
from the Halloween he was one,
Yet I don't love him for that.
That's not how this was begun.

I was perfectly cold to him,
heart like a stone.
But he cut off my defenses,
straight to the softer bone.

I changed for the better,
finally broke a few rules.
I was almost sure
we'd be thrown from the school.

Third year,
I beat him to the punch.
The three of us,all I needed,
quite a sight, a bunch.

Through the fights,
all, great or small.
We stuck together,
trying to be Voldemort's downfall.

He was reserected,
alive, reborn.
No one belived,
Harry went with the scorn.

Angered last summer, Harry,
I could not turn away.
There were feelings,
things I have to say.

We went through the year,
we fought for lives.
Nightmares haunted him,
lies in disuge.

Loss of Sirus,
Hit him too hard.
Playing a game,
he was not holding up his card.

Stopped dating Cho,
that was my chance.
I could finally have it,
I want a romance.

But I'm being held back,
by something, my fear.
I'll never be able to say it,
year after year.

It's pointless,
I'm losing this fight.
I won't think of him anymore,
at least not tonight.

-Hermione

Raventhedarkgoddess; First HP Fanfic. Good? Bad? Review and tell me. Harry/hermoine fluff,for anyone who didn't get it. I don't own Harry Potter.