I love you I truly do

It was midnight and all you could hear was a baby crying. I woke up, hopping to see his emerald green eyes again, I only saw them for a second until they faded, I sat up clutching my head, and it was throbbing in pain from all the alcohol I've been drinking for the last three weeks ever since I lost him….Athrun.

The only thing I remember was that we were having sex and he got pissed off at me, he grabbed his coat, and went downstairs and grabbed a pair of runners and put them on and left the house, next thing you know I hear a gun shot, I looked out the window only to find Athrun laying on the ground with pool of blood under him, my eyes widened, and my hand is over my mouth, I ran to my phone and dialed the police and told them everything, they ask me who had shot him, I looked out the window, and I saw him the person I truly hated…Yunna. He had a gun in his hand, grinning, and tears started streaming down my face.

But all that was interrupted by a loud cry, from a baby.

I got out of the bed put on my black slippers, and grabbed Athrun's favorite robe, it smelled like his cologne, and I could feel the warmth of his body. When I got to the baby's room I picked her up started to sing the song that Athrun always sang to her but Athrun had a pretty bad singing voice so he always kept a boom box with the song in it in her room and every night he would put radio on and turn it to that song and put it on repeat and he would leave the room for some peaceful sleep.

I have always remembered that song because it was the song I had sung to him on our wedding. I could still hear the melody so I decided to sing it to the baby.

Kazesasou kokage ni utsubusete naiteru
Mi mo shiranu watashi wo watashi ga miteita
Yuku hito no shirabe wo kanaderu GITAARA
Konu hito no nageki ni hoshi ha ochite

Tears welled up in my eyes I tried not to cry, but couldn't help it. I put the baby down and went to the boom box and turned on that song that I was just sang, I only did it because I couldn't sing anymore, all I wanted to do was cry. After the song went on, it was held on repeat, I walked back to the baby named Ayumi, and tucked her in, and kissed her forehead, and left the room.

I walked back to my room and tucked myself, right now tears started flowing down my face heavily, I pulled out a photo album from under the bed and flipped through it. It had pictures of our wedding, and when we went to the beach, a smile formed on my lips. I knew that even though he gone in reality. He will always be in my heart.

Athrun I love you, l truly do.