Prologue
Has your life ever been so miserable that you found you didn't care what happened? You didn't care whether you lived or died? Maybe even contemplated taking your own life just to escape this Hell? And then, miraculously, someone comes into your life and poof! Everything takes a turn for the better. You start viewing yourself as something more. Everything rewrites itself and things are perfect again—if they ever were. And for the first time in a long time you feel… loved. You feel valued and worth something when you hadn't before. And just when everything is beginning to seem like everything and anything is just how it's supposed to be, they're taken away from you? And just like that you're back to square one with nowhere to go and no one to turn to.
That is exactly what happened to me and I had no say whatsoever.
I was, and still am, without a choice.