A Saiya jin Death
I am dying
The pain is too great now,
all I feel is an ache.
But the ache is slowly taking over
my mind, my heart, my body
my life.
The one being I hate the most
the one being who has hurt me
all the ways there are to hurt someone
is the one to kill me.
My minds leaving me
images flash before me, of my life.
I see my father dying
at the hands of my killer.
I see my planet, my people destroyed
at the hands of my killer.
I see my life as a slave, a drone,
for my killer.
The billions I've slaughtered
the planets I've crippled.
It was hard at first,
I didn't like it,
but it got easier.
Either I did it,
or someone else did.
And I wanted to live.
Even if all I wanted to do in life,
was is to kill my captor,
I wanted to live.
But I'm dying
I've lost.
I think its the rage that's doing it,
That's killing me.
In utter madness, my brain howls,
howls in anguish,
at the unfairness of it all.
I look at my life.
Nothing.
I have nothing.
No one will remember me
No one will care if I'm gone
No one will miss me.
I love no one
I care for no one
my life is an empty shell,
only for being used,
For the first time this upsets me.
I look over
at Kakkarot.
I see his eyes.
It almost makes me smile.
He has never felt the pain I've felt.
He has never known the suffering.
Loneliness.
I wish it was his son.
Gohan understands pain, suffering.
We are much alike.
He is a true Saiya jin.
But it is Kakkorot I tell.
He must understand,
he must finished what I started.
He must avenge our kind.
Me.
He tells me to be quiet,
but he understands.
I look at his eyes again.
They are like my eyes,
in the beginning.
Focused, hard, scared.
There is something else there.
He will win.
Kakkorot will win!
I laugh at him,
at myself,
at Freeza.
I've won after all.
A final chi blast.
It jerks me back,
but I don't feel anything.
I'm so tired.
Suddenly death doesn't seem so bad...
My time is up.
But I've won after all.
I am dying
The pain is too great now,
all I feel is an ache.
But the ache is slowly taking over
my mind, my heart, my body
my life.
The one being I hate the most
the one being who has hurt me
all the ways there are to hurt someone
is the one to kill me.
My minds leaving me
images flash before me, of my life.
I see my father dying
at the hands of my killer.
I see my planet, my people destroyed
at the hands of my killer.
I see my life as a slave, a drone,
for my killer.
The billions I've slaughtered
the planets I've crippled.
It was hard at first,
I didn't like it,
but it got easier.
Either I did it,
or someone else did.
And I wanted to live.
Even if all I wanted to do in life,
was is to kill my captor,
I wanted to live.
But I'm dying
I've lost.
I think its the rage that's doing it,
That's killing me.
In utter madness, my brain howls,
howls in anguish,
at the unfairness of it all.
I look at my life.
Nothing.
I have nothing.
No one will remember me
No one will care if I'm gone
No one will miss me.
I love no one
I care for no one
my life is an empty shell,
only for being used,
For the first time this upsets me.
I look over
at Kakkarot.
I see his eyes.
It almost makes me smile.
He has never felt the pain I've felt.
He has never known the suffering.
Loneliness.
I wish it was his son.
Gohan understands pain, suffering.
We are much alike.
He is a true Saiya jin.
But it is Kakkorot I tell.
He must understand,
he must finished what I started.
He must avenge our kind.
Me.
He tells me to be quiet,
but he understands.
I look at his eyes again.
They are like my eyes,
in the beginning.
Focused, hard, scared.
There is something else there.
He will win.
Kakkorot will win!
I laugh at him,
at myself,
at Freeza.
I've won after all.
A final chi blast.
It jerks me back,
but I don't feel anything.
I'm so tired.
Suddenly death doesn't seem so bad...
My time is up.
But I've won after all.