The icily cold air filled Luna Lovegood's chest, as she watched Harry plummeted to the floor with almighty bang, she couldn't believe what just had happen, one quick spell from Lucius Malfory lips and Harry Potter was dead. The event that follow went passed in a daze, the members of the Order of the Phoenix appeared but too late. Sirius Black had hurled himself over Harry's body, it took three capable bodies to drag him away, as Death eater attempted the same trick with them.
She felt useless as Tonks yanked her to safety with the others, Ron and Hermione voices were the loudest in their sadness, Hermione hissed shrill sobs and Ron kept remarking on revenge. Luna remained silent like Ginny and Neville. Who really didn't know what to do with themselves, once they got back to The Order of the Phoenix HQ, since going back to school, would set off a great panic. Luna attempted to sleep, given that staying up all night and weeping wouldn't bring him back, she also didn't want any one to see her tears.
The next morning Harry was still dead, and everyone else had finally gone to bed. Mrs. Weasley cuddled her younger son, not daring to let go as he slept, Hermione slept on one of the couches with Tonks coat places over her, Mr. Weasley dozed in armchair beside her. Sirius Black was in the kitchen, curled around an bottle, and snoozed deeply. Luna took a seat at the tablet, and watches him, "what will happen now?" she mumbled, as a loud grunt come from Sirius.
Suddenly the kettle sounded, and Luna turned to found Lupin beside it, they didn't speak to one another, just shared a fleeting look. Lupin removed the bottle of whiskey from Sirius, and replaced it with tea; then he left the room. It didn't take long for Sirius to feel the heat of the tea against his skin, which caused him to wake up, but instead of drinking the tea, he pushed it off the tablet. Sirius went back to sleep and Luna was left to clean up the mess. Footsteps sounded and Luna thought it was Lupin returning, however it was Dumbledore and Professor Snape, who quickly told her to leave, so their could speak with Sirius.
She was lost, Luna walked through the Black household, trying to find Lupin seeing as he was the only other person, who was awake in the house. However she didn't find him and all she could was cry after that. "I need help" she wept into the darkness.
A week later and it was Harry funeral, all his near and dearer were there, Sirius had recovered somewhat, which was a relief to all. The same couldn't be said for Ron and Hermione. Luna stood motionless, she wanted to cry but no tears would come. As soon as the funeral was over, Luna wondered through the graveyard, stopping every once in while to read the other tombstones. "Luna" uttered an icily voice, she turned round but no one was there. She gripped her wand, and called for the others, "Luna" the icily voice kept repeating, this caused her to run. "Death eater" shouted a voice from afar, light began flash from spells, and voices cried.
Someone grabbed Luna from behind; she let out a scream "be silent" hissed Fenrir Grayback, Luna's heart thumped heavily, as he dragged her into nearby bushes. She kicked and screamed, showing she wasn't as weak as he thought; she heard familiar voices and called their names. "You'll find this rather enjoyable, if you stop fighting" jeered Fenrir, as he pushed Luna to the ground, and held her there. "Stop" she bellowed, as Fenrir roughly licked and sucked her neck, his hands struggled with her buttons, so he just wrench it apart instead, a sudden wave of frostily air rested on her chest.
Luna struggled to call for help once more, but was silent by Fenrir with a gruff kiss, Luna abruptly stop and Fenrir also did the same, wondering to what she could be doing now. She knew this wasn't the time to be shocked, but that had been her first kiss; this was welcome and feared, because it meant maybe she wasn't going to die. As Luna foolishly thought this event over, Fenrir used the time to swiftly shoved Luna's dotted bra over her head, and bind her arms together with the object.
"Now, be a good girl and I will be kind" Fenrir spoke, as Luna became wide eyed and fearful. Those she was scared and wanted it to stop, she knew it wouldn't. Luna closed her eyes and struggled to think of other things. Fenrir massaged Luna's chest, his fingers dribble slow circulars around Luna's cold nipples, his mouth soon began to kiss, and suck them, biting down every once in a while. Luna didn't like how her body was betraying her, why couldn't he finished the job, and murder her already.
Biting down on her lip as she fought back a sob, she could hear the unbuckling of a belt, than follow by a noisy thump, Luna dare not open her eyes. "Luna are you alright?" Lupin called as he unfasten the bra, which held her down. Sirius stood over Fenrir with wand in hand. "Give me good reason, why I shouldn't kill a low life rat like you" Sirius asked; waving his wand dangerously. Fenrir glanced over at Luna, who was now embracing Lupin, with gripping arms.
"Don't you dare look at her" Sirius hissed hastily, unfortunately Sirius had become a bit to outraged, which Fenrir used to fled by giving one sharp kick, and vanished into the woods. Sirius had followed him, but returned empty handed. "It's ok, he can't hurt you any more" Lupin spoke softly, "we won't let him" after that Luna broke down, not daring to let go of Lupin.
