My boy, he ain't the one that I saw coming
And some have said his heart's too hot to hold
And it takes a little time
But you should see him when he shines
Cause you never wanna let that feeling go
John Mayer- Who You Love
CHAPTER 1
I was married now. And eight months pregnant. Something I would have never imagined in my earlier life.
But I was happy.
"How much longer? " Philip whispers in my ear.
"Dr. Stevens says any day now," I said touching my stomach.
"You think it's a girl or boy?"
"Girl," I said smiling at him.
He presses his lips to mine, and I find myself getting lost him again. What was about this beautiful man? Why couldn't I get enough of him?
"I don't care either way. As long as you are baby are okay," he says taking my hand.
"I love you," I whispered into his ear.
He carefully places me into bed, and walks into the kitchen. I watch as gets out pots and pans to start cooking dinner. I was glad he liked to cook because I was not the domestic type.
"I am going to teach you how to cook Andrea," Philip teases me when he brings me dinner.
"Why? You do such a great job," I smiled.
"It's a good skill to have," he whispers.
"Oh I can cook. I am just not any good at it," I said taking a bite of the chicken on my plate.
"So we found something that Mrs. Andrea Blake can't do. I was starting to think you were flawless," he mutters.
"I am far from flawless. I was a good lawyer and business woman. But I don't know a thing about being a mom. I have never been a nurturing type. That was my sister Amy," I admitted.
"Are you scared?"
"Yeah. I am afraid I won't bond with the baby right away. In so many ways this pregnancy feels surreal to me."
"You're be fine. I promise you. Once you see him or her that will be it," he says squeezing my hand.
I place my hand on tummy feeling the baby kick inside me. I couldn't help at that moment thinking he was right. Everything would be okay.