There is no LOVE

Love!

It's gruesome and gross,

Only misery and pain resurrects in its wake.

Love-

What other equivalent exchange does have but happiness.

Yes,

You must give happiness away for this thing we call "love".

If a "lover" implies that the two people who slept together loved each other,

Then there are no true lovers in this world.

Not in the world I live,

Anyway.

I will never have a lover it seems.

Men have used my body,

Over and over again,

Not a care in the world for what I feel.

You may sleep with me tonight,

But I know,

Oh how I know,

You won't be in bed with me,

Holding me tightly,

When I wake up tomorrow morning.

Why should I expect anyone to wipe the tears from my face,

Chase away my nightmares,

Or tell me that they love me every day of my life?

I shouldn't!

Always,

Cold eyes glare at me before they leave,

Making me keep a silent promise that I am not to tell what happened.

Why is it,

That every man I sleep with,

Has a mean and apathetic face?

Where lays their heart?

Certainly not in their chest!

Unless it's frozen with pain!

Scar,

Roy,

Greed,

And so many others,

I can't even count them all!

One day,

They shall find,

That at their hands,

My heart had died.

One day,

They will see,

That they,

Finally broke the Fullmetal Alchemist.