This is my first poem everyone, so be nice. This is kinda a poem version of her 'Dear Jethro' letter I guess.
Set in Jenny's POV obviously
Disclaimer: no, I don't own (but I would seriously love a Ziva action figure!)
If tonight I die
I need you to know
How it pains me to say good-bye
How I love you so
I regret our ending
Now I don't know how
I left you behind for my career
For what is it worth to me now?
I'm sorry for the heartbreak
I never thought it could hurt so
I was sure we would fall apart
I guess now I'll never know
I convinced myself it was for the best
That you would forget me and I you
That's what I told myself
Even though I knew it wasn't true
Our relationship was risky
If we broke, I didn't know if I would live
But success was certain
With all I had to give
I remember the good times
I hold them so dear
And you'll never see
The times they cause tears
Now we only have memories
We've wasted our chances
And it's all my fault
I ignored your longing glances
You tried to make it right
Tried to show me your feelings
But I thought it was imagined
Thought that I was dreaming
For how could you still love me?
After all I've done to you
But now I realize-
Loving someone despite the hurt
That's what makes love true
I don't know if you'll ever know
How much you mean to me
We will never be together
But always meant to be