Riku's P.O.V.
"YOU FUCKING FAGGOT!" my mother yelled when she walked in the room. "WHAT THE HLL DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE A SON LIKE YOU!"
She stormed out of the room and Sora bowed his head in shame. "I'm sorry Riku..." he murmured softly. "I'll leave now..."
I helped Sora climb out the window so he didn't have to pass my mother on the way out. Stupid bitch...
I walked over to my bathroom and took a long hard look at my reflection in the mirror...what to I have left to go on for?
Looking down at the sink I saw a small silver razor blade that I had used on many occasions to inflict damage on my outer shell. Who would miss me?
Sora...the word pounded through my skull like a drum beat...is he enough?
This wasn't the first time that this thought has crossed my mind...and it had helped me many other times...but what about now?
I'd just have to send my apologies...I loved Sora...no one could deny that...but when was love ever enough...
I sat down on the closed toilet and twirled the razor blade around my fingers making small incisions every time it passes over my skin. I ran my hand through my hair leaving small streaks of crimson blood in its sleek silver.
Getting up, I crossed to my desk and took out a sheet of paper:
Sora-
if I died...would you cry...? love is...suicide...
-Riku
p.s.- I love you
I wiped a tear from my eye as I set aside the paper. I went to the edge of my bed and sat down. Sora will get his message...now time for my mom...
Gripping the razor blade with firm strength I pulled it cleanly down my left underarm, right along my veins. I let out a shriek right before I pulled the blade out of my skin. gasping I fell onto my mattress and watched as a pool of crimson collected around my arm.
Finally my mother came in. "Oh my god Riku! get up! Don't' you fucking do this to me..."
I smiled in spite of the situation and let my final message slip from my lips..."Mom...I hate you" That was that...I slipped from consciousness and fell towards a blazing light.
Sora's P.O.V.
"He's what!" I yelled into the receiver...i couldn't belive my ears...Riku can't be dead...
"He left you a message, dear" Riku's mother shuffled to the desk and lifted the note.
...i killed him? that makes no sense...he said that love is suicide...then that he loves me...i started sobbing uncontrollably..."I...I have to go" I choked into the phone and let it fall from my fingers...
I killed Riku...