Hey guys his is my first glee ficཀ Its dedicated to my friend hayleyy because shes awesome haha and I'm talking to her as I write this so.... like I said this is my first ever glee fanfiction but I've read a lot of them so I kinda have an idea on what to write about and what u guys seem to like :) k so the paring is emma and will, and also eventual finn and rachel :D upon hayley's request haha soo here it goes :) O maybe slight slight slight spoilers :)

Chapter 1:

I'm not sure when it started, but I knew I was falling for Will. I began to wonder why I even tried, he did have a baby on the way, after all, and a wife, who I'm not sure he was completely in love with. He deserved so much better than her. He deserves someone who loves him for who he is, not the salary he gets. Who am I kidding, he could never love a germ-a-phobic like me. I'm a freak, and it looks like I'm going to be stuck with Ken Tanaka for the rest of my life. Lucky me. I sit silently at the table, waiting for Will to say something.

"Hey Em, whats wrong? You're not acting like yourself today." He asked kindly. So I begin to tell him what I was just thinking about. Well, some of what I was thinking, anyway.

"I don't think I can marry a man I don't love. I mean sure, Ken's a good guy. He's kind, and caring, and he cares about me, unlike a lot of the other men I have dated. But I don't love him. And I don't think I can go through with this"I explained to Will. He probably thinks I'm a terrible person, leading Ken on like that.

"Then don't marry him, Emཀ You deserve so much more than that."

"What am I supposed to do, Will? I don't want to spend the rest of my life aloneཀ Ken is the first man who actually cared about me, and wanted what's best for meཀ"

"But... I care about you...." Will said, in such a low whisper it was barely audible. I'm not even sure that he said it, maybe I was just imagining things, again. I could feel my cheeks getting redder by the second.

"Wh-what?"I ask, still not believing what he just said.

"I said I care about you. You're beautiful, kind, smart, and you really care about these kids. I don't know how Ken got so lucky, and I got stuck with a wife who lies to me about having a kid, and I want a divorce but she says she'll never lie again, and she'll get more hours at Sheets-n-Things, but I don't think I can continue living like thisཀ I'm sorry em, I shouldn't be telling you all of this... I should probably go... I'm sorry." Will said wiping a tear off his cheek and leaving the room.

Authors Note: Sorry it's so short its just chapter oneཀ More coming.. If u want me to continueཀ Please leave me a reviewwཀཀ