Hide
Hide: To conceal
from sight; prevent
from being seen or discovered
I often imagine how I could be that girl.
You know, that one who's bold, fearless, walks with confidence, and lives life to the fullest.
I want to be the one not afraid to tell you how I feel. Which is I like you.
Wish I could be the one to speak my mind instead of keeping everything bottled up inside.
When I see you it's like I just rode the biggest roller coaster in the world because of that adrenaline rush feeling you give me.
A feeling that I wish I didn't have because of what we are.
Nothing!
I want the day to come when I walk up to you and say:
"Hey, what you been up to? Oh, well you got a girlfriend?" But Stop!
Regardless of what the answer is I don't want that to shoot down my confidence, because I need for you to know how I feel. Want you to know how when I sit at home thinking about you I have the most amazing thoughts of us being together.
Thoughts of us finally talking.
But still, you remain ignorant to the feelings that I have for you and how deep they are. Still, I watch you unnoticeable from a far and imagine what we could be, and wishing for it not to be a wish, but reality.
Since I am not that girl. Because I am not that bold. Because I am a scared teen girl, I hide behind a pencil paper, and computer screen hoping that one day you notice me and how I feel.