Luna took a deep breath and stared at the object she was clutching tightly in her right hand, shuddering as she thought about it.
She was sitting in the girl's toilets of the Ravenclaw common rooms, rocking backwards and forwards, a grim look on her face. One that was rare for her, she was Luna Lovegood, nothing ever got to her, yet here she was trying desperately not to cry.
Think of how bad it could be she thought to herself. I mean I could be being attacked by a nargle.
Even this failed to take her attention from the white stick in her hand, her knuckles had gone white just from clutching it. She slowly and carefully moved her head down to look at her hand, her hair shrouding her face as she did so.
There was a blue line, a bright blue line. She was pregnant.
Pregnant the word sounded wrong, she couldn't be, she was Luna, not some Slytherin Slut. But she was...pregnant...
Luna had never missed her mother quite as much as she missed her in that moment. She missed her with all her heart and soul suddenly and wished she was there to wrap her arms around her as the fat tears rolled down her pale face and dripped off her chin onto the test she was clutching in her hands.
She wished none of this happened, that she was still sitting in the common room, laughing with the other carefree students. Laughing, at that moment Luna felt that she would never laugh again. In fact she was sure she wouldn't, how could she?
She thought back to how it had all come about and felt a pain that wasn't physical but mental, the pain slowly built up till it overcame her and sobs racked her body. She shuddered and felt another fresh flow of tears threatened to take her over.
She tried to forget the tears and thought about having a baby. She couldn't, what would she do?
If she had this baby, it would not even have a father.
How had she got herself into this situation? How?
She knew full well how she had and as she did not want to contemplate the future she started to relive the past.
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