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Bella missed the cullens alot. Obviously missing someone even more. Ever since they left her in new moon. What happens if she had the chance to let everything start over again? A new moon to eclipse twist with new characters :D give it a try please! ExB

It would be like I had never existed...

I snapped right awake, tears were already flowing down. Edward. Was all I could think about at the moment.

I sat up, wiping my tears away with the back of my hand, reminding myself it's a new year. Another horrible year. I had to start afresh. And when I say afresh, I mean it. To stop thinking about him, to clear him out of my thoughts.

Sitting up, I looked around my room. It had not changed one bit. And because of this, the already existing knife dug deeper into my heart.

I washed up, used to my redness of my eye. This has happened for months now anyways. I then took my bag and drove off to school in my old red chevy truck.

School was very much as expected. Everything looks the same. The main part of the school was in a gross green colour, some of the paint were even peeling off. The chairs in the canteen were full of dust and the tables were filled with left over food. Just disgusting.

I wonder what are the cleaners paid for.

I sighed and entered the school and looked around. It was already filled with students, catching up with their old friends, chatting, gossiping, teasing... smoking... The school sounded like a market for a moment.

"Bella?" a familiar voice called me. I turned and smiled.

"Hey Nathan," I grinned wider. I met Nathan in school, the time when he left. He made me feel whole, but not completely healed. But what else could I ask for? For someone who doesn't love me anymore to return to my side? Impossible.

I took a good look at him. His wide blue eyes, half covered by his curly black hair. His body was very muscular. You could see his muscle through the tight blue shirt he is wearing. That's the main reason why people do not dare to get close to me and Nathan.

Nathan hugged up off the ground and swung me around, which reminded me of Emmett.

"Cant...breathe!" I gasped, he released me immediately.

"Sorry!" He apologised.

"Nah its fine," I grinned. Nathan stared at my eyes, then narrowed his owns, his fingers reached up to brush my eye bags.

"Crying again?" He gave me the worried look. I sighed. I have told Nathan about him. Everything about his family except for the vampire part. Obviously he would just freak out if he knew what they were. He was the only person I could trust. He sighed with me.

"You know, you should really let this go, it won't help. He's already gone for a year. I'm starting to really worry for you Bella." He continued, stroking my hair, clearly still worried.

I tried to ignore his words and walk straight into the campus. I looked down the entire way. If Nathan can notice my red swollen eyes, I'm sure the rest will be able to.

I pursed my lips as I sat next to Nathan during break time. Automatically, I turned my head and found myself staring at the Cullen's table. It is now filled with students as they realised they are not going to come back again.

"Bella... seriously you are freaking me out. And it has only been the first day of school," Nathan woke me up from the trance. I sighed.

I picked up my lemonade bottle, removed the cap and started playing with it. Edward... I kicked myself internally, trying not to think of him.

Eventually, the bell rang. Everyone rose from their seats and returned to their classes. And for me. It was going to be Biology.

I sat on the usual desk I sat on. Looking beside me, I could see nothing but air. That's when I saw the dent at the side of the desk. I reached out to stroke it and tried to place the correct fingers in the correct dents.

When I finally realised what I was doing, I kicked myself mentally and sat up straight on my chair again. Somehow, without being a psychic, I just knew that this was going to be a horrible year.

I just knew it.

A/N

Hey all, Hope you guys enjoyed the very first chapter! There's more to come OF COURSE!

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-jasmine