SPENCER'S P.O.V
~walking down the hall with Toby ~
It was a clumpy morning. I was with toby that at least made me a little happy. I'm in love with him or i thing i am I've been loosing the passion for him. when we are having sex i fake that I am cumin and loving the moment but I wasn't . Toby breaks me out my thoughts 'so spence we're do you want to go tonight movies , or star gazing pick my love' I just stare and wonder why did I loss the love for him . He's is the sweetest thing ever and Toby rips me from my thoughts again ' hey baby is everything alright you've been spaced out all morning my love what's wrong' I don't want to lie I hate it but I can't hurt him 'nothing just tired studied all night' he just looks not saying nothing 'what' was the only thing that came out 'nothing I just love u baby' don't cry spencer your strong when he was just about to say something u spot Emily. She looks so empty ever since maya was found ..you know died she has a hard time opening up too us so i give Toby a apology look and he looks at Emily and nods at me and try's to kiss me but I turn and he kisses my cheek I just walked away I'm going to make Emily happy even if it takes my life.
EMILY'S P.O.V
~ at home looking at pictures of me and maya ~
Why me?. I've done nothing but good. what have I done to deserve this.?uuhhhggg I keep having the dreams about her I feel a fresh warm tear go down my face I haven't sleeper in weeks I won't eat I just can't it makes me sick just to think A would do something like that it is wrong it's because of me she is died A wanted me not her I turn my head look at the time and realized I need to get ready for school I don't want to go Beacuse I don't want there sorry's it makes me feel week the only one that made me better was spence she and I really had a connection I take my clothes on the bed and take a shower I felt the warm water hit my tanned skin and I close my eye and cry then when I was done washing myself I step out and look in the mirror and get dressed and goes down stairs and gets a Appel I walk out side and start walking to school I get there 10 minutes later I walk to my locker and I just space out feeling empty I don't know how long I've been spaced out cuz just then spencer rips me right from my thought and says in a very sexy voice in my ear 'for a very sexy spencer push 1' and laughed looking in my eyes and frowned ' you no like sexy spencer I feel so hurt ' I just slap her on her arm and say ' no spence you know I love sexy spencer but I'm not so happy today spence I just want to go home' I frown and so dose spencer ' I want to cuddle with u spence I'm sorry I haven't been opening up to u but its just that -' spencer puts her hand on my mouth and talks ' I understand em it's hard and I miss cuddling with u too but u don't have to explain yourself em what the fuck em' I lick her hand and give her a small smile and hug her and whisper ' thanks spence for everything I love u' spencer pulled back and smiled ' I love u too em let me walk u to class' I give her a small smile and let her lead the way.