What Should have Been

Chapter 1

This is all her fault. It has always been her fault. She ruins everything. Every time I leave, she follows, pissing on it and making it worse.

My name is Kattrina Isabella Maria Petrova, I am 605 years old and I am a vampire. I was born in Bulgaria in 1406 on September 13th. I also have a sister, Katerina, who is 3 years younger than me.

Ever since we were younger, she was always jealous of me, everything to her was a competition. Who had the prettiest hair? Who had the nicest dress? One time, while I was sleeping, she chopped a whole layer of my hair off just because Mama bought me a new dress. She told Mama is was an accident, that I caused. I look just like our mother, blonde hair and grey eyes. While Katarina on the other hand looked like our father, brown hair and brown eyes.

When I was 22, I went for a walk in the woods, it was night time so it was good time to think. Next thing I know I'm waking up in the middle of the woods at dawn, When I got home I had the urge to eat and my gums hurt really bad. I went to my room and saw Katerina sleeping and she smelled delicious. Katerina was my first kill…well actually my first turn. After that we ran away together. She was already supposed to be banished away because she had a bad so I guess you could say I helped the family get rid of her.

Now, she is the biggest pain in my ass ever! I hate her! But she is my sister.

In 1864, we moved to this place called Mystic Falls, Virginia. Our good friend Pearl introduced us to the Slavatores. Mr. Slavatore had two sons, Stefan and all my years of being alive, that day was the day I fell in love. Damon Slavatore was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen, and I had seen them all. His Chocolate brown hair shone in the light and my gosh, his eyes, those ice blue eyes, saw right into my soul. When I met Damon, at first I thought I would just compel him to fall for me because I knew Katerina would try to steal him, but I didn't, I couldn't, at least, not to Damon Slavatore. I let things fall into place, and they did, Damon and I were in love, until Katerina found interest in both brothers and saw that they both had interest in me. But I loved Damon, not Stefan. Katerina compelled both of them and fed on them and they on her. Katerina had started something bad and I didn't want to be there to see how it ended. The town found out vampire walked amongst them and decided it was time to end. Pearl and Katerina were captured so I knew I was going to be next. So I got Pearl's daughter Anna and we both ran and never looked back. I hadn't heard from Katerina since…but I knew she was dead.

After a few years Anna went on her own, but we kept in touch and now she is my best friend. I decided to find another quiet place to settle. I found a small town in Washington State called Forks. I changed my name and looks just for the occasion. I decided to go with Katerina's look, brown hair and brown eyes. I decided to stay with the town's police chief and compelled him to tell everyone that his daughter was going to stay with him for a while. I also changed my name; I used my 2 middle names and Charlie's last name, Isabella Marie Swan. I also changed my attitude and wardrobe to match the atmosphere of the town. Charlie enrolled me at the local high school, which only had about 300 students, which I guess, was ok. My first day was exhausting, I really hated looking like Katerina, I wanted to show them who Kattrina Petrova really was! I did meet a few interesting people though and at lunch things got even weirder. These five kids, pale skin, gold eyes and dressed better than anybody. They didn't look human but no human eye could see that. 4 of them were mated but there was one male that walked alone. He had bronze hair, tall, lean build and gold eyes. Every time I looked at him he looked like he wanted to kill me ( I WANTED HIM TO TRY!).

Fast forward this story, we started going out, I almost died (twice), and then after my so called "18th birthday", he left me in the woods, ALONE! After that I was so done with is Podunk town but I didn't know where I wanted to go. I decided to go back to the place where it all started, Mystic Falls.

So here I am back in Mystic Falls and I don't really know why but I have a feeling, like something drew me here. When I came back, I rinsed that brown color out of my hair and took my contacts out, I let my long blonde hair hang in curls and let my grey eyes shine. As I was driving through town in my brand new, well, stolen, black Porsche, I spotted a place called Mystic Grill. I parked and decided to check it out. I also ditched the wardrobe and got my badass vamp look back in my v-neck red shirt, dark wash skinny jeans, thigh high black boots and nothing says 'I'm back' more than a black leather jacket. When I walked in I went straight to the bar, "I'll have a martini, extra dry." The bartender looked me up and down and chuckled, "I'm going to need to see some I.D." I looked down and laughed myself, I looked back up and looked straight in his eyes, "I'm older than everyone in this bar, you don't need to see any I.D., do you?" "No…" "No what?" "No ma'am." "Good, now if I don't get a drink in about 30 seconds I'll drink you instead, got it?" "Yes ma'am." I stopped and asked again, "So that Martini please? Thanks." He got it for me just in time and I took a nice long sip. I turned around to scan the bar. While I was looking, I saw a face that I thought I'd never see again. I slammed my drink on the bar and went right over my fangs barred, before a hand was around my neck.

Wow that was an interesting background story. But who cares about what I think, what do you think? Leave reviews and I also take suggestions.

Xoxo Kiera